of random ramblings

a couple of days ago aku pergi tgk soundstage nye saringan. damn.. no photos sbb aku malas gila nak keluarkan phone, and skarang aku rasa rugi nak mampuihhhhh, sebab there were like, a couple of bands that  caught my full attention. yang paling aku teringat and teringin nak tgk lagi is the performance of a band called InCries. dorang ni memember DH, kamcing gile time DH was possessed by the metal industry, a time when he played some music. aku tak penah dgr DH main, teringin nak tgk, tapi tu ahh, dia pun da malas skarang. so whatever la kan,

InCries ni ala2 InFlames la, haha, keje nak tiruuuuu je. takde la, tak tiru mana pun,more like, influenced by their music. but damn son, dorang nyer original songs were awsome, buatkan aku rasa cam kempunan nak dgr lagi, haha, especially their showmanship on that night. aku cukup cukup tak tahan kalau tgk mamat2 metal ni buat helicopter time riff, rasa macam nak lompat2 suka woi. helicopter ni mmg move yang aku tunggu2 tiap kali tgk metal bands perform live.

tak tau ke cane helicopter tu? brader2 yang rambut panjang je bole buat. caranya ialah bang your head till your hair swings with the momentum, creating a helicopter propeller like effect. silap2 kalau cukup padu rambut ko tu bole terbang beb.. ahahaha. tapi best wei, aku mmg suka. geram tgk, stylo kot.

sabtu ni rock the world, DH tanya aku nak pegi ke tak. aku tekezut k, ni apehal tetibe mesra lebih plak dgn aku ni kan, ada pompuan lain pulak ke? hahaha. camni la wei, aku senang hati dgn DH skarang, sbb dia bawak aku everywhere, and i literally mean everywhere, sbb aku malas nak buat perangai taik macam dulu, malas nak belagak boss, sbb hakikatnye, aku ni hanyalah bini. and aku seharusnye buat laki aku suka, and bila laki aku suka, maka aku akan dilayan dgn cara yang aku pun suka... what you give is what you get people.

Sooo, aku tak heran pun kalau dia senang hati nak bawak aku g memana, sebab aku yang membolehkan keadaan ni wujud. perubahan tu bermula dgn diri sendiri beb.and no DH takde pompuan lain, sbb aku dah bomoh dia so that he will be mine and mine only. orang suma kata aku kene bomoh, tapi sebenarnye aku yang membomoh, wakakakakakkakakakaka.and pasal rock the world, ada tiket maka pegilah kitorang. takde tiket maka melepetlah kitorang kat rumah, atau keluar jenjalan forking out a fortune on our current project.

its late, and im recalling all the songs that i used to mainly listen to, downloading them from the internet into the ipod..damn you InCries, you make me want to listen to metal again! and watch hellies on you tube! dulu keje aku dgr metallll je memanjang. sampai aku sendiri rasa bengang sbb lagu jenis tu bising nak mampus, nak tido pun takleh, tapi pasang jugak kuat2. apa punya syaitan daaa time tu. skarang zaman dah berubah, makin tua makin suka yang slow2, malay and love songs that i used to regard them as songs for losersss. last2, aku jugak dengar.. haha. moral here is, janganlah telampau mengutuk sgt sesuatu bende tu, last2 kene kat batang idung sendiri apa nak dikata?

i miss my mom, and sibs. it makes me sad sometimes but hey, it comes with the package. so, aku redha.

btw guys, im pretty excited to see DH start his first semester this coming january.and i hope everything goes just as planned, dgn izin Allah.

bebaru ni aku sebok kemas rumah sbb pindah duduk dgn metua aku balik, and sebok dgn projek berdenyut aku&DH... projek tu takde la sebok mana, cuma berdenyut duit tu yang rasa macam sebok lebih... hahahaha. its coming around fine now, and i really2 hope that it stabilizes soon, cz if it does, then wed only have to burn a hole one last time for the ultimate equipment. no surprises here folks, weve upgraded to a 3ft marine tank with sump. so far mmg puas hati, next time aku cerita lebih sket pasal projek ni, and be warned, if youre not the slightest bit interested in reefkeeping then takyah amek tau pun.

i wanna play assassins creed 3! ritu ada main kejap kat rumah kawan DH, tapi main sikit je kan, so rasa macam biasa je la, cume game camni best apa tau, dia jenis main mission. manyak syiok. it makes me feel like i musnt leave the console, not until i have made full synch. and ini bukan setakat feel, kalau aku main game yang bermission2 ni, mmg aku akan duduk depan tv tu sampai aku sakit kepala rasa nak muntah, barula aku bangun.

aku tak tau la apa nak tulis lagi for now.. dah la gambar takde. vlog tak jalan, sume sebab malas.

sekian saja rapuan aku harini. babai.

Fucking reality check

i weigh a darn 59 kilos people.... 59 fucking kilos. which is 2kilos more than the usual average. DH says i complain too much about the increase and says '2 kilos tu biasa la wei..' haah. mmg la biasa, kalau lepas berak dia turun balik, tapi wtf, last two weeks it was like, an average of a kilo, but as of a couple of days ago, it decided to permanently stay with me.

what couldve possibly went wrong????

thats a stupid question to ask myself when im actually aware of how i slacked off

1. i ate too much protein during the days i worked at MAHA, and i din even move much.
2. kat MAHA jugak laaaa hari2 aku makan endless servings of chocolate covered marshmallows.
3. i stopped exercising regularly ever since i started working at MAHA.. only exercised twice since then.
4. and now, my main diet is sugar and fat, everything fried, everything sweet..
5. i miss squash ;(

damn you MAHA, kaulah penyebab aku jadi berat skarang nih! hahaha, padahal diri sendiri ni yang taknak exercise, salahkan MAHA plak kan. ni lah masalah orang melayu... selalu je nak put the blame on something/someone else. salah sendiri mmg tak nampak. haih sarah2.. cuba la kau pikir macam mat saleh sket..

tapi takpe la kan.. beza dia kat bentuk badan aku adela sikit.. mcm sebelum ni bole nampak seperation between my delts and my chest, now dah takde. lemak makin banyak kat perut ngan peha (my fattest area-these areas will lean later than the others if i diet properly, or more like, if i ever lol), and seluar aku ada rasa ketat sikit. damn, i dont know wether its just me being paranoid, tapi obvious betul effect 2kilo ni kat badan aku.

aku sebenarnye teramatlah rimas dgn 2kilo gain ni..sbb aku xnak weii jadi mcm dulu.. susah nak cari baju/seluarr that would fit my previous body shape. everytime i walk by my reflection, taking a glimpse of it makes me feel like 'sarah youre gonna lose it if you dont gain back the momentum you had before' patu aku rasa mcm seram sejuk.. but im not doing anything about it. kejap ni, dah pukul 12tghmlm ni, semangat je keluar pegi beli teh ais. TEH AIS u know. sebelum nak g beli tu 2 jam aku pikir.. minum air sejuk ke teh ais, air sejuk ke teh ais, padahal air sejuk betul2 depan mata aku, kalau nak kurangkan calorie la kan. last2 kuar jugakkkk beli teh ais.tgh minum ni, rasa macam , ish asallaaa ko g minum ni doo, tapi mulut dok srot srot sedut straw lagi.

dah cane nak buat?

takpe la kan, sbb nak bagi sedap hati sendiri kadang2, aku akan anggap yang skarang ni aku tgh bulking (bulking the fucking wrong way, people bulk with exercise, but not me lol) and bulan depan aku akan start cutting wakakakaka.

aku mmg nak jadi lean ni, tapi hujung2 taun ni, banyak dugaan la pulak. patu nak pegi kat facilities, DH tak bagi, aku plak dah bosan exercise kat rumah. alang2, tunggu pindah je la... nnt senang sket nak g gym/main squash. DH pun mesti kata ok nye sbb within area limits lol.

sedar tak sedar.. habis sebekas teh ais aku minum sesambil type natang ni. menyesal tapi sedap.. ;p

to buy or not to buy..

as promised, ive come up with a review on the ps vita. i consider the vita as an early birthday present, thank you very much sayang, although, to be honest, it isnt the edition that i wanted. not that im being ungrateful or anything, i now can live with the fact that its hideous compared to when i first got it, just that when i think about it, mannn i wish DH would consider more about getting the assassins creed edition.. white with no stupid logo on the back that makes it look soo plasticky.. lol.

the vita comes in 2 types, the 3g/wifi and the wifi only. obviously, cz were living in a super slow internet zone, there isnt any need for the 3g/wifi edition, mann, playing CoD online is totally frustrating.. the lag gets to me everytime. even DH couldnt avoid being dead more than 10 times... and he's been playing CoD since forever.

the console is upgraded with front and rear cameras, front and rear touchscreen (the rear is commonly referred to as touchpad. cz theres no screen) and the games that are made for the vita utilizes these features. its pretty cool, but i have pretty small hands (compared to DH, kalau comparing to average malaysian girls, tgn aku besar ok.) and using the touch features could be a pain in the ass sometimes, because my fingers refuse to reach some points without requiring me to leave the keypads.. and thats not good when youre playing a fast paced game. evenso, the touchscreen is very responsive, so no annoying faults in-game!unless your hands are too small/big.

the price is ok laaa.. since theres so many things you can do with the vita, theres apps to download, internet access medium, and pretty good graphics, almost as good as the ps3.

however.. the battery life sucks. its a lucky thing that i get tired after a few tries of completing a stage, otherwise, being hardcore would only make me a frustrated gamer for having to re-charge the battery once every 4-5 hours. on standby mode, you could get around a day and a half or maybe 2 of battery life? im not sure,, i left it on standby mode once, but with skype running, it din last more than 12 hours. my phone could last longer dude!

i am thinking that they could probably add the vibrating feature on the vita.. that would be awsome, and a 3D screen.. an option of course.. not like i enjoy playing in 3D that much. makes my head hurt. ohh and a built in memory space.. damnnnn the vita needs a memory card to run games.. and it comes with a 4gb micro for starters.. upgrades would cost quite abit. but im pretty sure theyre already considering on including these features on the upcoming vita.. or whatever new console sony has in mind.

so, deciding wether to buy or not.  id say buy.. well i got mine and im happy with it, with a wee bit of an unsatisfied feeling cz DH only let me buy like 2 games.. there isnt much games for the vita currently, and only few deserves to be praised. dua ni pun tak habis2 main nak byk2 game.. tamak betul. it really makes me feel like im taking out the ps3 with me. i know its not as good, but hey, its considered awsome for portable gaming, or at least, thats what i think :D

PsVita!

Limited edition black ops bebeh..


Im no good at fps. Nak2 plak online.mmg 25 deaths sng2 je dpt. Tapi xpe.. Am getting the hang of it!

Imma post my review of the console soon! Walopun mcm dah lambat sbb psVita dah lama kuar kan.

Neverending project

Hey sup guys. Yes its been like forever since i last updated. Ive been busy last week, been working part time at the MAHA convention-expo whatever. Bole laa duit sikit kan. More than half of my pay was spent on a fucking wristband that ive been crazy about for the past couple of months. What damn wristband would cost that much?! No spoilers here folks. Gotta wait for it next month.

Honestly, i really really really feel like its time for me to switch to vlogging, cz sometimes i just cant recall everything interesting that happens in my life daily.. So thats what ive been working on for the past week. Juat that i havent quite found the easy way to edit all the shit i caught on camera. I have like a couple of unedited clips that are yet to be cut and merged in order to create a vlog but damnnn. I dont know if its the weather or that im secretly pregnant or its just me being lazy, but my body just feels so weak as in feverish and i just have to sleep a couple of hours before i feel normal again, only to let myself feel the same way again an hour or two later. Sucks man. Its like i dont feel like doing anything. I havent been exercising, ps-ing, wow-ing all that cz of it.

I even thought that i would go straight to posting a vlog but since i dont know when that will happen i figured i should just update the site with whatever i have.

A couple of photos from the MAHA fair.

Random red indian lol. Clown trying to be cute


The malaysian beef jerky. Tastes as good as fuarkkkkk!


First time realizing that microphones can cost so much. This ones only 12k. Ni pun aku jakun gila tgk!

Some of the most biggest cows ive seen in my life!

Kesop and me lol. Geremmm je aku dgn nepal ni.

Sempat gak aku tido hahaha

3rd degree burn dari dlm lori ngewrrriiiii tau.


Sooo there you go guys. Bits from last week. Most of them are in video format.. Ye la konon semangat nak buat vlog kan padahallll angan2 mat jenin jerr haha. No laaa.. Imma make it happen soon. Nak cari software dulu!

And jangan tak tau. sepanjang 10 hari keje kat MAHA tu, hari2 aku naik karoke atas pentas.

Org mesti cam ' pompuan gila mana la tuh'

Janji rock brooo!