Under the sea

The more i look at these fishes the more i cant wait to go diving again.. Bila nak start semester ni?!

So i finally reached 90 on my hunter, now trying to gain reputation with various factions. My sister has given me a small portion of my stuff that i left behind when i was chased out, which includes two ps3 games that i havent finished playing.. thanks makcik. Now that i dont have much to do i can just sit around and play games the whole day. And exercise too lol lets not forget that.

DH is still with the business, minus me and adding his aunt back into it. Personally i really dont think its a great idea for me not to be involved because his aunt isnt in great shape to be doing all the work, unless that DH can have everything prepared himself without having his aunt to help.

But hey.. Who am i to complain. Only having to do normal 'room'chores(cz 99 percent of the time id be in the room lol) making meals for one( id do more on request but then i suck at making big portions unless its like a concentrated dish) exercise and play games, im having the time of my life. No doubts on that.

And now i get to see DH solely( well technically his aunt is helping but i consider it to be a sole thing cz ive always helped him in everything) providing for me!

Like a bawwwsssee, and the way it should be for husbands.

Not to forget, thanks ma for the daging kicap, although it could use a little more sugar with it. Mungkin u lupa i suka masak kicap to be sweet. But i din add sugar to it when reheating cz if thats the way you made it then itulah dia. If i yg masak then obviously i buat ikut suka i, letak gula sekilo cili sebakul wakaka.

Off to world of warcraft people, where your dreams never die...



Eating a double fried thing on a stick.. There goes all my hard work to waste.

how do i fix this?

haritu aku ingatkan bende ni temporary je, tapi sbb sampai skarang tak elok2 lagi, nampaknye macam permanent je masalah ni... but i have no idea of how to fix it?

fix what eh? fix the 'unable to view' photos from posts posted sometime ago. haduh.. tak syiok nye gini. i is totally sad. and annoyed.

did this happen because i started using bloggeroid on my phone?
homaigod why is this happening to my blog...

put aside the photo problems, now to discuss on the role of men and women in marriage.

DH says: pompuan ni sebenarnye kuli je.. cuma skarang zaman moden kan, byk sgt tgk cite mat saleh konon nak kene share all the work together. like total bullshit. (ok aku tambah ayat last tu, hahaha)

ooo. kuli yer.. bukan ke tanggungjawab seorang suami untuk cari nafkah? ke sebab pompuan kuli pompuan jugak yang nak kene cari nafkah? ke guane beb?

aku bukanlah seorang yang alim, kekadang aku lupa diri jugak pangkat aku sebagai seorang isteri, sbb aku balik lambat bila disuruh balik awal, aku tak prihatin apa laki aku nak makan, aku bagi apa yang ada je, aku suka bebel bagi laki aku sakit hati, laki aku kata jangan aku buat jugak sbb aku rasa bende tu takde apa... and so on.

aku takboleh nak cakap bende ni straight to DH's face because he just wont accept it, as how it is with many other men yang egonya terlalu tinggi. kalau panjat ego tu boleh beat world record doh,

cuma tu lah, susah kalau expect bini jadi kuli ni, when the real concept is to actually help each other out. redha je apa bini masak bukan kalau tak suka taknak makan...kalau taknak makan makanan macam tu bgtau awal2 so that boleh masak bende lain, ni dah suruh buat, bila hidang, xnak makan, sbb kata kita bagi makanan kucing kat dia padahal kalau dia buat keje sikit, kita tak puji kata kita tak appreciate dia plakkk. kalau bini bebel sbb lepak sampai pagi, mmg tak heran la kan, sbb dah kawen , bukan orang bujang. suami, mmg total power and control beb, tapi power and control yang berhemah. bukan power and control to push your wife around when you want to. camane nak hepi2 doh? kalau suami tu kene push around and criticized, gane? syiok ke? ke laki mmg rasa kalau kene camtu jadi hepi, tu yang dia dok buat bini cara tu? what if the wife gets stressed and the stress keeps on building inside, lelama tension jadi gila ke kan. bukan tak penah jadi.

back to what DH said, aku diam je. sbb malas nak gado. hahaha. nak komen lebih2 on what he says pun camni jela.

something to update on my tank, i bought a coralline star polyp a couple of weeks ago, and baru 2, 3 hari lepas it decided to open itself... haih seb baik aku tak buang, aku ingat mapuh dah.

i havent been feeling well. my neck hurts like shit, a muscle strain thing i think, and body's kinda shivery. i guess it was the excessive pills i took yesterday, plus with me not eating or drinking for a day and a half that made me throw up till the only thing that could come out was bile. its raya, and there are nasi dagang orders to be done but since i havent been out of the room, DH's aunt had them made instead, damn i feel bad about it. atleast DH does more work than usual... ke sama je?

i am almost reaching level 90 on my hunter in WoW, but damnnnnn it sure does take a long time. i played for 4 hours and i din even reach half the required amount of experience to be a lvl 90. lots of people play loads of characters, but im not gonna do that, im only gonna focus on my hunter, so that i can be exceptionally good with it.

i want to be lean, but im having a hard time saying no to sweets..

The recently blooming polyps

About continuing studies

Regarding my application to ukm.

Im accepted into marine science! Ehh apa ni kata geology.. Geology penuh katanye. Padahal dia gerun tgk result aku time kat usm. Haha.

Aku sejak azali mmg suka gila tgk documentary on animals. Memula kononnye nak jadi marine biologist tapi bapakkkkkk aku kata xpayah you dont even know what that is. Suruh ngat aku jadi doktor. Time skolah aku xmenyerlah pun jadi aku tau dah mmg xboleh kan. Masuk matriks dapat sains fizik, was excited because i was soo into mathematics and physics at that time tapii paksa aku tuka sains hayat so that boleh jadi doktor. Nak wat guane, aku pun tuka ah. Din do that well, boleh 3.03 je, sbb sem satu mcm tahik.

Maka dgn ini ditakdirkan untuk aku xjadi doktor.

Masuk usm, tgh gila squash plak en. Xbape blaja. Course dah molek ni, something that i think i could fluorish in, tapi interns punnn xleh nak buat kat tempat yg sepatutnye. Bosan2. Last2 kantoi kawen lari, no more usm.

A year of not studying made me think of what i really want to do with my life. Of course there were doubts at certain points, and there was a time when aku xmboh blaja dah, nak niaga je. But then susah.. Sbb skarang sewa pun dgn family, share plak tuh. When they move, we gotta move too. It takes a while to build a customer base someplace new, and its costly to rent a house thats big enough for us to cook and all ourselves. I personally think its doable, but when youre married, your thoughts dont qualify to make final desicions.

So we end up with the call to continue our studies. Im confident this time, that ill pass with distinction. Be on deans list whatever smart shit there is. Marine science is pretty easy to excel in because it has loads of coursework and my epic favourite favourite part, scuba diving.

Exciting things are bound to happen soon in the future, or not, lol we'll see.

Oh oh theres a grand final squash circuit in UKM this weekend. I went over to play with them and theyre like 'HOMAIGOD ko dah kurus doh dulu ko gemok gila' mcm babi je. Hahaha.

Yang best skali ada makhluk asing ni cakap aku cantik...wakakakakaka. Berbunga hati i tau u ollsss. Time kasih ye! DH ckp aku cantik bila aku tny sendiri. Yela takkan dia nak kata tak cantik plak bila aku dah tny kannn. Tu pun bole laa.. Geli hati gak aku dgr. Tanya 'b, i cantik tak' hari2 buat hiburan diri.

Hello!

Ahh loads to tell so little patience..

Went to cameron highlands last week sbb DH ckp apehal xnak ikut dah kawen sume nnt org kata apa plak, yolahhhh.. Bukannye kalo u kuar lepak tak bawak i org kesah pun da kawen ke tak kannn. U sendiri pun xkesa. Anyways before we went to cameron we bought an auto feeder for the fish, but no fan. Cz we decided to use the super large fan, yg org pakai kat kedai makan tu, to maintain the temperature.

Maka kononnye dgn bende2 tu kitorang pun gerak la ke cameron..aku rasa tak sedap hati la jugak bila teringatkan ikan tapi DH kata dah letak feeder sume kan so nk risau apa.

Taknak risau pun xboleh jugak brooo.. Balik dari cameron masuk je bilik, Allahuakbar! Disaster. The feeder din exactly feed the fish, and the fan, being super powerful, had blown half of the water out of the tank and all over our room, soaking the bed. Aku baru tuka cadar tu tau seblum pegi! I totally felt like bursting into tears time tuh. Nasib baik DH kemas balik sume bende..kalau tak, sedih aku tau.

The next day nak mengubati hati yg luka sbb a couple of corals perished while we were gone and we wanted to return some fishies cz they were being such a bully to the tang and the new yellow banded maroon clown, kitorang pegi beli ikan. A mandarin, a bicolored angel, a red striped angel, and a bicolored chromis. Tangki tak smpi 2 ft tapi ikan macam untuk 5 ft haha.

The angels were shy when introduced to the tank, and the bicolor died the next day..dammit. The red stripe seems to be doing fine now and isnt as shy, which is good that i get to see the pretty fella more often.



Semangat je cite pasal ikan.. Cameron haritu ape cer kan? Best la jugakk.. Tapi sejuk ahh sbb musim hujan skang. Taun lepas aku g takde la sejuk camtu jadi aku tak bawak ah stokin ke jadah ape pun. Silap besar silap besar.

Aku suka la g cameron dgn family. Sume org cam kaki jalan patu sporting so it was fun. The only thing i disliked was the homestay, especially the toilets. Ahhhhhh. Bilik kecik. Patu ada plakkk dia position katil tu rapat dgn jamban. Haduiii. Nak taknak tido jela. Bape hari je pun nak kene tahan kan. Seriau dohh bila pikir tido dekat ngan jamban.. Kalau jamban tu cantik and konfem bersih takpe gak. Memalam bila tido badan keras je enn hahaha rasa geli nak gerak bnyk sgt. Dahsyat woi.

Bukan nak menggedik..masalahnye tak biasa. Bukannye dari kecik duduk rumah camtu. Masuk asrama pun nasib tandas dia tak dahsyat camtu..jadi mmg tak biasa la cite dia enn.

Akhirnye, we bought mists of pandaria. Skarang tgh sibuk levelling.. Aku takde masa sgt sbb nak buat keje and all. So far baru naik 2 level. Tu pun benanah jugak ahh. Dungeons are taking forever to que for, and levelling by quests takes about 6 hours per level.

Finally finally

I went to penang yesterday, with a successful outcome.

I got the letter that i wanted. Hooray!

Now my application to ukm can be proceeded with.

Dalang kesilapan surat yg menyatakan aku dah benti dari usm ialah school aku. Apparently they didnt understand what i wanted so without confirming with me, which is the very thing you should do when you are not clear about something, but instead they proceeded with memberi kebenaran untuk aku berenti, which is obviously isnt what i was asking for.

Adakah sebab mereka memilih kasih atau dengki atau saja nak kata biar padan muka aku? Peduli la wehh. I got what i wanted already. So yg lepas tu..takpela. Forgiven and forgotten.

Hujung minggu ni the family is going to cameron highlands, makan angin. Aku rasa malas nak pegi la pulak sbb mcm serabut pikir nnt sape nak jaga ikan aku. DH kata nak beli socket timer untuk lampu and an auto feeder tapi aku rasa mcm membazir je. Natang tu dahla mahal, plus nak pakai skala ni je. Nak g becuti lagi mmg zaman bila plak tak tau la kan hahaha duit pun semput2 je.

Tgkla mcmana.

Adakah si biru ni sehat atau masih berpenyakit kusta

Took the blue tang out of the hospital tank yesterday. It seems to be doing better in the display tank than in quarantine. Pecking on algae, swimming around and not hiding anymore..


Fire shrimp cleaning the tang, just like in finding nemo, ala you know, when nemo was introduced to the tank and the shrimp cleans him up tuu.

We had the two camel shrimps traded for this cleaner shrimp since were planning on reefing, those camel shrimps might pick on corals and stuff we dont want it to.

Plus it cleans, hence the name. Its so cute to see the fella riding on the blue tang while trying to do its job.

Even though the tang looks healthy, im still pretty worried. I read on blogs where tangs mysteriously die a couple of days after being seen swimming happily. I just hope its not the case with mine. I really like the tang, it just might be the excuse for us to get a 50gallon tank someday lol, since it could grow to be quite large.

Im having trouble with my admittance to ukm. Seems like i dont have the right letter to be admitted. And USM isnt exactly helping, since the whole thing was their fault to begin with.. Why the heck would someone give you a letter of release when you specifically asked for a letter of transfer? Frankly speaking i dont fucking care about not being with usm anymore, all i want is the correct letter. A letter that has the word TRANSFER in it. Susah ke?

Rightttt, i forgot. Its always difficult when you only help people whom you think is of your par or greater. Pick between a minister or a peasant. Minister first, ignore peasant, he doesnt need a future.

How much more ignorant can the authority be.

DH has succesfully gone to the gym for a week straight now. He has lost 5 kilos. I am definitely a proud wife lol like finally he manages to force himself to lose weight.

Keys to a speedy weight loss

Absoloutely no sugar and no fat. Salt should only be reduced cz if tak amek langsung itd cause cramps in weird places thatd hurt like crazy.

Protein is a must.

Nak tone up, exercise and do weights/resistance. Taknak tone nak kurus je takyah exercise. Tapi baikla ko eksesais sket.. Cantik sket kan.

On average itd take a month for results to show, but yea it varies with people. Kekadang cepat. Dont give up on it if youre taking sometime longer to slim down.

Happy losing weight!