Phone guaaaaaa......

akhirnya, setelah bertahun2 aku ignore the safety of my belongings, phone aku tewas dirembat jua.. yg buat aku sakit hati nye bukan sbb phone tu, but the contents of the phone AND of the wallet case too. ye, aku pemalas nak bawah barang banyak so aku pakai wallet case. laki aku dah cakap dah dulu, takyah pakai, nnt kalau hilang, semua hilang sekali. and i was like

'eh, sukahati la!'

ye... sekarang hatiku suka kegirangan. sukaaaaaa sangaattttt.... ptuih!

pukimak betul laa sape yang curi tu.. haiya... menyusahkan hidup aku je. buat ic kene tunggu 3 minggu, sbb aku buat kat tempat tak ramai orang. akak jpn tu suruh aku buat kat UTC, tapi i cannot stand the crowd, and plus i have no time for long lines this week, cz im playing for the inter-state championships pagi petang. nak buat lesen satu hal pulak.. jpj bangi ni sokmo berduyun manusia. nak kata ada party kat situ, takde pulak aku nampak.. mungkin menjadi trend untuk lepak di jpj zaman ni.

dah start dahhhhhhh rasa yang bertingkat2 bad luck menimpa diriku ini. nak kata beli pakai duit haram, aku beli pakai duit ptptn. ke ptptn tu duit haram??

aku harap, that it leads to something fruitful lah kan..

now i need to get a phone thats cheap and can multitask... cant afford anything hot from the oven right now.. might just get a blackberry q10.. ive always wanted to use that phone. but because i felt like the Note 3 is much more appealing to me (i love to doodle) and that the berry's screen isnt that big, i ditched the latter. now that the price of the phone has gone waaaaayyyyyyyyyy down, perhaps it is the right time to be trying it out, while i wait for a Note 4...lololol. i seriously cant get over the pen feature. and the huge screen, and the speed that my note offered....

i can only imagine Note 4 being different, if not much, at least abit, for the better

melalak pukul 3 pagi

akibat kebosanan dan sakit pinggang sebab duduk lama membalut batu karang, tepat kol 2 gua ajak le bitches to go for karaoke. sorang suara sedap, sorang suara tak sedap, tapi habutkan aje. sebab nak enjoy je pun..

semua orang ingat kalau karoke nak kene suara sedap. bagi aku, suara sedap tu bonus je. yang penting feel tu masa nyanyi. i have a friend dulu, yang suka karoke. karoke bertahun2, tapi suara masih seperti kuntilanak... tapi takpe, aku suka jugak karoke dgn dia, sbb dia layan gila lagu masa nyanyi. itu yang best pasal karoke snarnye.

paling best, kalau bawak mic stand sendiri masuk bilik karoke. fuhhh... meleleh air liur pikir.

sekarang gua dah balik, gua nak sambung buat kirja sebelum balik rumah to mandi. menyesal plak tak bawak barang mandi...jauh do nak balik rumah, patu nak dtg balik.

nasib baik internet ukm dah ok. kalau tak mungkin akan rasa nak marah sedikit dan mungkin kerja takkan terusik langsung.

tetiba gua teringat lagu keroncong untuk ana.

m.nasir is awsome!

When i was 5
I wanted to be a ninja

At 7
I wanted to be a scientist

10
A doctor

Turning 13
Made me feel like i wanted to be a musician

Then when i graduated highschool
Parents wanted me to be a surgeon

I got into engineering instead...and did really bad

Having not completed my studies, i switched to Marine Biology

So hyped about becoming a scientist, just like the ones ive seen in National Geographic documentaries long ago. Thought that its exactly what i am going to be.

But now,
Considering the consequences..
Ill just be whatever i can be
Just as long as it gets me out of here.

Sad, that once you get older,
Dreams dont matter as much, as escaping does?

Final year project

I'm in my third year now, well, technically. Cz I still have 3 semesters to complete before graduating.. I could say that this sem feels the worst I ever felt. I have so many classes, and I don't seem to be managing my time very well, skipped so much that I think I couldn't actually catch up with what has been taught in class. It's a sad thing to happen and it's pressuring me a bit- I need to score higher than last semester. Would be a shame if I din, my father in law wouldn't be too pleased... He spent a hell lot of money on me!

I enjoy doing my FYP though. i get to do what i want and my supervisor happens to be a cool person, one that i can actually converse with. i dont have to pretend to be someone im not because he is one of the lecturers whom i perceive to be 'open minded'. honestly before, i never thought that we would ever click, from the stories that i heard of him but after spending some time to get to know him i think that people exaggerate things a little to much. not to say that since i enjoy being in his company i take his word for everything, and i have seen quite a lot of people to learn how to judge all bullshit and what not even when i might not be correct about everything, but i get the idea that he is someone that i could get knowledge from. Fuck what others have to say about me working under his supervision, as what matters is that i am learning things. thats what going to school is about, no?

Everyone makes mistakes, and repeating them isnt much of a big deal to me because were only human after all...  were not machines that could operate at high efficiency once calibrated, we humans have so many emotions to consider as to be able not to repeat the same faults again. and it just sucks when you get criticized for it even when theres effort being put in to avoid the flaws. but whatever, maybe its just me thinking of it that way.