baru reti nak capture screen, haha

Lalat the Patient

ini adalah hasil daripada kejakunan aku mengcapture screen :D

warta

 smalam aku rsa macam puasa plak. seharian tak makan, lapa gila doh, pagi tu ada la nasi dagang kan, tapi malas ahh aku nak makan, tambah unwanted calories je. so pagi aku g court, buat courtruns and stuff, my calf hurts like shit i tell you, punya la lama tak buat all those runs and court stations, but im lovin it! woohoo! the pain tells me its worth the while so yea. petang plak g swimming, with DH's cousins, tapi tak best sgt sbb pool dia tak best ahh,. haha dah la rmai orang, serabut aku. i asked a friend before going, about how much itd cost per entry, murah je 5bux (padan la macam cokia) and he did warn me that kalau petang mmg macam pasar malam. i din think he literally meant it at that time, cz i was like, how could people swim when its super crowded. bila pegi amekkau.. nak buat satu lap punnn macam ada traffic light je kat dalam pool tu. pool dahla berkeladak, masuk je kabur lalu..patu changing room dia eeee, tak best ah! air kat shower dia tu hekelehh, macam air liur aku meleleh time tido je, sikit nak mampus(cehh sikit ke air liur basi aku ni haha). bende dari mandi 5 menet je jadi stengah jam dok tunggu ke air tu. tak macam clubhouse punye langsung. tapi tu ahh, nak complain sgt pun tak boleh (padahal dah complain dah pun) sbb murah kan, compared to other clubhouses pool entry fee, and its the nearest and most gas efficient place i could go to so aku terima jela dgn mulut yang mmg tak akan henti2 kutuk danau tu sbb tak stylo wakakaka.

lepas swimming tu balik solat2 jap patu kuar g warta nak makan kat mamak. aku memula taknak makan pun sbb mamak kan, biasa dia taruk banyak gila minyak sapi on everything, which makes up for the gazillion calories, mcm buat penat aku exercise je seharian kan tapi consume calorie balik, tapi sbb aku lapar, and aku teringat that tandoori chicken + garlic naan wouldnt harm much, i ordered it. and my oh my did i make the right choice.

the naan was dry, not like the ones i usually eat, bertakung dgn ghee, the chicken tasted fatless and leannnn. omg sedapnye wehh, haha, aku makan laju gila tanpa prejudis pun tau, sbb konfiden betul mmg selamat nak makan natang tu, tanpa risiko melebih2kan calories apart from the amount that i  need. seblum ni i doubt all the foods kat mamak warta tu, jarang2 aku makan kalau ikut cousin DH pegi situ (she likes eating there) but now that i know that they serve real tandoori, its gonna be definite repeats of me eating there .. hoorah for discovering guilt free food!

lepas tu kita masuk giant dlm warta tu pastu kita pun beli marshmallow sbb konfiden sgt ada ruang lagi utk extra calories, hahaha.

'senyum la dohh, asek2 amek gambar muka poyo'

malas nak suruh dah, aku pun wak gini jer

harini kata nak spaghetti marinara w meatballs, im pretty excited on doing the marinara sauce from scratch, tapi DH insists that we get Prego instead because he said takut tak sedap. ehh tolong sikit eh, aku ni masterchef tau, cuma malas nak tunjuk bakat je sbb dapur sempit, taksuka taksuka!

plus takeaway foods costs cheaper than cooking at home, (if not cheaper then more or less the same je) sbb kononnye we buy some 20ringgit ingredients, thinking that we would have it prepared only once for people to grab a meal of it for the whole day, tapi takkan punye, lagi2 DH, mesti habis one shot la. whereas kalau beli kat kedai sama je harga dia yg dah siap (bukan kedai makan yang fancy la, yang tu mmg cekik darah sampai bernanah) maka aku rasa lebih baik beli dari buat. cumanye kalau buat ni mmg puas hati sbb ikut selera sendiri, and its fun to have food made yourself with superb results. no kidding, i love to cook, member2 aku kat matriks sume pun akui the fact that i can and love doing so, jadi ni bukan bende nak up kan diri aku eh. DH boleh laa nak pikir aku malas nak masak ke apa, tapi hakikatnye i need a place and utensils (ni mmg penting bagi aku) which im comfortable with to cook, kalau tak mmg aku rasa serabut nak masak.

nak aku masak buatkan aku dapur best sket with proper cooking utensils and id spend the whole day in the kitchen just to serve you, no problem. hahaha, apa? bini kene masak kalau dok umah? dulu ye laaa, skarang kedai banyak beb, beli je taruk dalam pinggan bagi makan lebih kurang sama je:D

when was?

when was the last time you talked to your parents, and what did you talk about?

seriously?haha. i cant remember when. maybe like a few months ago when i called my mum hoping that i could just talk to her like we used to.. but she chose to go hysterical over my 'invalid marriage' instead. why? i dont know why. maybe she just hates me and doesnt want to talk to me anymore.

ha!

who made you smile this weekend? and what did you do that was fun?

so far, no one. moods are sour this weekend, lol. but i did so something fun, its world of warcrafting, :D

if you have a secret you just cant keep, whom do you tell it to?

i can keep a secret, infact i can keep secrets. if i were to tell it to anyone it would be to DH, but then most of the time it stays in my head just cz im to lazy to bring it up.. its not like DH wants to know about strangers. plus it spares me the sin.

whats the one thing you want to get done this weekend?

whatever chores i have, seriously ive been a lazy bum all weeeeek, and this particular fact just annoys me. oh plus, i thought of vlogging, so yea, wanna practice on keeping my eyes on the camera and not try to act too cool that it might make me look like a wannabe derp, lol.

when was the last time you asked  permission for something?

yesterday, but i wasnt given any, :(

whats your favourite way to workout?

with a partner. i could do it alone, but id take a partner anytime. keeps me going longer.

who knows you best?

sadly, no one does. haha, everyone seems to think they know me best but the truth is they dont. they only assume that they know, heck, i dont think anyone actually knows anyone! people change, and sometimes you just not fast enough to catch up.

your favourite place to relax?

my room! sometimes i feel like i just wanna stay in it and never have to get out.

whats your favourite game to play?

game of love wakakaka,  dude, theres just too much to list down. am no hardcore/pro gamer, but i do enjoy video games to keep me occupied once in a while. (once in a while??? haha)

do you tell your best friend everything?

ahh that depends. if i feel like telling, id tell, if not, i wont, lol. usually itd be about my problems,, and i dont tell like the whole problem situation, just parts of it, cz im damn lazy to talk long.

so yesterday i took the 190e to the market, around 9.30. drove slow, 80km/h max (uihhh biar betul sarah, lembapnye??) cause i wanted to feel relaxed and not rushed, since spent the whole day at home doing nothing, with DH sleeping the whole day because he didnt sleep the night before and he was pretty moody so no one to entertain me :( so i decided to go alone. almost reaching destination, car died on me, in the middle of the road, lucky it was slightly downhill, so could still move the car to the side. called DH, waited for him to come, tried starting the engine. after 2, 3 times the car roared to life and i was thinking, oh thank god wehhh, haha, semangat je aku bawak lepas tu, just to let the car die on me again! bengong tul. when DH arrived, he called for a carrier, saying his car cant be towed cz of its rear wheel drive, whatever that means. sementara tunggu truck marii, i went off to the market to finish what i started. ayat ko takleh blah kan, hahah. DH said the alternator had gone kaput, so gonna have to change that. duit duit duit.

cars are so expensive to deal with. if only we had a bike.. 

Bosan

A woman is regarded as single until she gets married. However, when she chooses a man, there wont be another. That makes your chances less then 50% lol.

Jodoh ditangan Allah kan. Relax suda.

Harini aku rasa nak muntah mengadap pc.. Pikir pasal nak buat profession for my hunter, serabut waserr. Sbb dgn lamanye, probability dia lagi aduhh. Patu nak main dungeon cari points to buy complete tier sets lagi aaaaaaaaaa sakitnye hotak! WoW should be regarded as the 6th sin lol.

You gotta watch this guy called swifty on youtube. Hes an immigrant in the us frm puerto rico, and he has a fuckin relaxing life that DH is totally dying for.. Haha. DH je, aku tak! ;p he makes a living by his youtube videos and by playing computer games for razer using their products. Best kan? Tido sukati, bgn sukati. Bgn2 pegi main game, pegi gym, makan2, buat video.. Mcm tu pun boleh derrr! Sapa tak suka beb camtu, siap bole support mak ayah dia lagi haaaa. Haha. Easy life doh. Syiok syiok.

Rase cm nak beli pc lg satu. Tension main kat laptop ni, haih if only money were available upon finger snapping..tapi nak bgtau ni, klu aku ada rezeki nak beli pc sebijik lagi, aku nak pakai razer nostromo! Aku tgk cam best je natang tuh. Geram rase.

Sweet day, literally

since this morning, ive eaten like what, 5 types of sweetsweetsweet foods.marshmallows, milo with marshmallows, kek gula hangus, mcflurry, gula(apehal makan gula je ni? ish ish teruk betul) fattening? i dont think so, haha. most of my friends say that ive lost a prominent amount of weight (can they see how much i weigh?) and i look better than ever.. bodek ke apa ni? wakakka. one of my customers even asked me a rhetoric question of why did i marry early and answered because im pretty and maybe DH was afraid someone else would marry me instead. HAHAHA. suka tau! :D yelah sbb aku rasa aku penah lagi kurus dari skarang, tapi dorang suma kata aku paling kurus skarang. ahh pape je la kan. janji hati aku suka.

seperti biasa, i told DH about it, and he remained motionless as usual. whatever, aku tau dalam hati dia tak terkata tu, hahahaha. my dad does the exact same thing whenever he hears about ppl praising my mum. bende bukan aku sorang je yang kene kan, dah mmg biasa klu orang dah kawin. nak cherish relationship? masa bercinta la wehh.. dah kawin ni lepak guling2 gitu je ah, ahaha. tapi tu lah, diam2 pun hati laki tu mesti bangga klu orang puji bini dia, sbb aku tgk dah ayah aku mcm tu, dgn bini kemain tak layan lagi, tapi depan orang suka nye lahai ada bini camtu kan. like i said before, kalau ko tak kawin, mmg ko takkan paham nye. cara nak tau bende tu camna hanyalah thru experience. like my dad used to say in his motivation camps:
i hear i forget
i see i remember
i do i understand
 of course, you might say, habis tu, arak, dadah, pondan, main bontot, rogol, ronggeng, bunuh orang sume tu? takkan nak rasa dulu baru tau macam mana? haaaa, itu adalah atas desicion memasing la kan. sendiri buat sendiri tanggung consequencesnye di dunia atau diakhirat nnt...

DH dah nak habis levelling.. aku baru lvl 82.. ee gerammnyeeeeee, aku nak main kat pc tak nak main kat laptop, sakit mata, tapi DH asek main je. plus geram mouse kat laptop tu lembap nak mampus. asek hang je. nak beli gaming mouse lagi satu macam tak berbaloi je, sbb laptop cabuk je kot. lagipun kalau ada mouse mesti ada keyboard skali, hehe.

im eating marshies while typing.. nak habis se beg dah yang markenburgs minis ni, rasa nak muntah pun ada, but i cant stop eating them.. how la weh? parok ahh gini.

tgk2 website kat yahoo, patu stumbled upon a show called chowciao. makk aiii, immediately after half an episode, i officially made it my number 1 favourite cooking show. the chef that hosts it, Fabio Viviani, is italian, and damnnn i love his accent and his grammar mistakes. so sexy!lol. hes a good looker himself, a very hearty, funny person and his recipes are really good+simple and i cant stop myself for wanting to watch more of him.. thats how good his sense of humour is. i made his signature alfredo recently, and DH said he liked it, cant wait to try his other recipes.being italian, he uses a considerable amount of wine in his recipes, i wonder what wine tastes like.. and what can i use to replace it that makes food taste exactly the same as it is with it? he used to be one of the contestants in top chef (2 seasons of top chef), got eliminated during the finals of both seasons, for, as he concludes, for being too italian.oh faby you cheeky boy! ;p

ahh i feel pretty happy today, good turnout too, after having a sad night yesterday :) i love you DH

wanna know what i think?

i think theres just too much drama based on current situation/ issue(is it even supposed to be called an issue?) . come on people, give yourself a break, its not like you get paid for acting so.

levelling my characters in WoW has never been harder haha, either that or im just plain lazy.. starting to sleep during the day again, damnn, just when i thought our routine is actually getting better :(

been feeling sick lately, i think i caught flu, and a bit of breathing difficulty. glad its not as bad as when i was much younger.. wouldnt be able to work for $$$ if so! :D

oh yea, one of my customers said i made unpolite faces while talking to her recently. i dont get it how that happened, because i remember joking with her about DH's aunt not being around. weird eh? haha. wanna know what i think? i think shes just being sore because shes a sore person deep inside ahahah. having the position i was told is holding, shouldnt she be more encouraging or something like that? or are scholarship givers meant to degrade others? and as usual when she knew i was the cook, the usual stereotype thinking popped.

'not as good as DH's aunts'..

is the best looking mosque built by muslims?
i often see chinese get better results than malays for their bahasa paper
people learn to speak other languages, and they do it rather well.

so whats the fuss with  me being a KL-ite, not being able to whip up a good east coast meal?

sometimes we complain too much, because we refuse to accept changes for the better.

sure, i should accept building comments, and yeah, i accept it allright, but hey, if my tastebuds say there aint no problem with it, then the comments dont need to be acted upon la, lepak suda...

nobody likes it when a person doesnt like something yet he/she creates an imaginary unliking from the surrounding community, just so he/she could prove his/her stand. what the fuck? tak segan ke if the person told gets to know that no one else said the same? mungkin la... klu dapat tau pun maybe these kind of people theyd ask them to agree skejap with the point he/she is stating, janji boleh cover malu+puas hati. ish ish ish. if i were to ignore everything, boleh ke nak berpuas hati?

ah well, no hard feelings ye, kalau terasa tu takleh nak kata apa la, sbb aku cakap ni general beb. haha makan cili mmg terasa pedas. not me, because aku makan chillies(banyak) baru rasa pedas, wakakka.

Slurp

Lama gila tak makan menatang ni. I think the last time i had it was 10,15 years ago? They rarely have these in shops now, tak tau la asal kan. Yang aku tau rasa dia sedap gila. Haha. Rasa cm cadbury, but rasa lebih mcm silver in your mouth wakaka tak sampai tak sampai tahap gold lagi cz aku boleh kuar duit dari poket dgn selambe nye utk beli natang ni. What makes it taste slightly more appealing than regular cadburys is its flaky texture.. (drools).  nak lagi pleaaasseee?