Raya is coming, but i dont feel so good about it. Last years was ok but what followed after wasnt and its haunting me every second since it started again a couple of months ago. Seeing that im having a clear complication that could lead to a same end as before, its inevitable for me to feel this way. However i am totally hoping for the best because its something ive been looking forward to, which could prolly fix the situation..but then, youll never know pun kan haha. Tah2 tak dilayan pun.
Lama kan tak post kat blog. Aku malas doh. Bulan pose ni nege ayam percik. Bgn tghr, tido lepas subuh. Well aku tido lama sket la like kol 2, 3 tu biasanye mata aku tak bape nak tahan. Sahur bangun patu tido balik. Tgh hari ke ptg buat keje sket. Dah siap aku naik baring2 tetido lagi haha. Damnn letih sial. Tak buat apa pun tapi pergh. Mcm tak cukup tido je. Lepas buka sakit kepala mmg konfem. Pening lalat camtu..nak kene tido jap lagi hahahaha ape ni pose asek tido je? Ish2. Well the fatigue and headaches are still around so i hope its like a sign that nothins wrong, except for the tenderness of the boobies.. Damn. I kinda worry about that. I really want to go for a scan but theyre kinda costly and duit dah habis buat lepak dgn member2. Hahahaha. Silap betul laa tak pikir pasal bende ni seblum pegi berembun dgn mangkuk2 tu. Berbaloi ke tidak? Obviously no. Biasa ah. Bila dah terikut sgt hati. Mmg tak pikir apa dah. Tuhan pun boleh lupa. But then again.. Aku bukanlah nabi. Cuma manusia yang alpa, tak habis2 dgn dosa. Baru cuba sikit dah puas, rasa susah nak dpt berkat.
Ini ialah yg org kata tak matang! Yelakann umur aku baru 23. Ahaha.
Ppl think that 23 is too young of an age to be married, cz nowadays ppl keje cari duit and all. I dont think so, being married early is an advantage for anyone. It makes you think, and it gives you lotsa spare time to fix yourself, with ppl and with Allah. Mmg ajal maut kita tak tau bila tapi kalau time2 ni dah start pikir pasal hidup, bagus kot. Insyaallah boleh sedar awal patu byk masa nak taubat, unlike sedar bila dah tua.
Cakap mmg senang. Tapi cuba la.. Bende yang kita suka kita boleh je buat sampai habis.. Nak pegi lepak sanggup je habis duit tak ingat anak bini. Nak buat ringtone untuk iphone sanggup je geledah habis internet sampai boleh. Tapi nak rezeki? Solat pun susah. Usaha pun lepas tangan cmtu je. Dah camne tuhan nak bagi. Mintak gitu semua orang pun boleh. Tapi semua org tu dapat ke?
Tak retila aku. Haha biasa ahh aku kan puang... Kalau tak bebel, bukan org puang ahh namanye!
Bebaru ni kan badminton for olympics, i have never felt so emotional in watching a sport. Not even for squash.. But then again i guess it was because i wasnt sure about chong wei winning. Watching Nicol is different because dah mmg tau konfem dia menang. takyah cite la.. Kalau olympics ada squash mmg gold la jawabnye. Anyways tahniah lcw. You did well. Silver2 pun dia je yg boleh buat. Haha. Yg dok bengang dgn dia sbb tak dpt gold tu sudah2 laa.. You people arent in his shoes so cakap je mmg boleh. Letih dia, pressure dia ko tak tau pun kan.
No more posts till after raya i guess.. Letih nak type ni. Hahaha.
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