a couple of days ago aku pergi tgk soundstage nye saringan. damn.. no photos sbb aku malas gila nak keluarkan phone, and skarang aku rasa rugi nak mampuihhhhh, sebab there were like, a couple of bands that caught my full attention. yang paling aku teringat and teringin nak tgk lagi is the performance of a band called InCries. dorang ni memember DH, kamcing gile time DH was possessed by the metal industry, a time when he played some music. aku tak penah dgr DH main, teringin nak tgk, tapi tu ahh, dia pun da malas skarang. so whatever la kan,
InCries ni ala2 InFlames la, haha, keje nak tiruuuuu je. takde la, tak tiru mana pun,more like, influenced by their music. but damn son, dorang nyer original songs were awsome, buatkan aku rasa cam kempunan nak dgr lagi, haha, especially their showmanship on that night. aku cukup cukup tak tahan kalau tgk mamat2 metal ni buat helicopter time riff, rasa macam nak lompat2 suka woi. helicopter ni mmg move yang aku tunggu2 tiap kali tgk metal bands perform live.
tak tau ke cane helicopter tu? brader2 yang rambut panjang je bole buat. caranya ialah bang your head till your hair swings with the momentum, creating a helicopter propeller like effect. silap2 kalau cukup padu rambut ko tu bole terbang beb.. ahahaha. tapi best wei, aku mmg suka. geram tgk, stylo kot.
sabtu ni rock the world, DH tanya aku nak pegi ke tak. aku tekezut k, ni apehal tetibe mesra lebih plak dgn aku ni kan, ada pompuan lain pulak ke? hahaha. camni la wei, aku senang hati dgn DH skarang, sbb dia bawak aku everywhere, and i literally mean everywhere, sbb aku malas nak buat perangai taik macam dulu, malas nak belagak boss, sbb hakikatnye, aku ni hanyalah bini. and aku seharusnye buat laki aku suka, and bila laki aku suka, maka aku akan dilayan dgn cara yang aku pun suka... what you give is what you get people.
Sooo, aku tak heran pun kalau dia senang hati nak bawak aku g memana, sebab aku yang membolehkan keadaan ni wujud. perubahan tu bermula dgn diri sendiri beb.and no DH takde pompuan lain, sbb aku dah bomoh dia so that he will be mine and mine only. orang suma kata aku kene bomoh, tapi sebenarnye aku yang membomoh, wakakakakakkakakakaka.and pasal rock the world, ada tiket maka pegilah kitorang. takde tiket maka melepetlah kitorang kat rumah, atau keluar jenjalan forking out a fortune on our current project.
its late, and im recalling all the songs that i used to mainly listen to, downloading them from the internet into the ipod..damn you InCries, you make me want to listen to metal again! and watch hellies on you tube! dulu keje aku dgr metallll je memanjang. sampai aku sendiri rasa bengang sbb lagu jenis tu bising nak mampus, nak tido pun takleh, tapi pasang jugak kuat2. apa punya syaitan daaa time tu. skarang zaman dah berubah, makin tua makin suka yang slow2, malay and love songs that i used to regard them as songs for losersss. last2, aku jugak dengar.. haha. moral here is, janganlah telampau mengutuk sgt sesuatu bende tu, last2 kene kat batang idung sendiri apa nak dikata?
i miss my mom, and sibs. it makes me sad sometimes but hey, it comes with the package. so, aku redha.
btw guys, im pretty excited to see DH start his first semester this coming january.and i hope everything goes just as planned, dgn izin Allah.
bebaru ni aku sebok kemas rumah sbb pindah duduk dgn metua aku balik, and sebok dgn projek berdenyut aku&DH... projek tu takde la sebok mana, cuma berdenyut duit tu yang rasa macam sebok lebih... hahahaha. its coming around fine now, and i really2 hope that it stabilizes soon, cz if it does, then wed only have to burn a hole one last time for the ultimate equipment. no surprises here folks, weve upgraded to a 3ft marine tank with sump. so far mmg puas hati, next time aku cerita lebih sket pasal projek ni, and be warned, if youre not the slightest bit interested in reefkeeping then takyah amek tau pun.
i wanna play assassins creed 3! ritu ada main kejap kat rumah kawan DH, tapi main sikit je kan, so rasa macam biasa je la, cume game camni best apa tau, dia jenis main mission. manyak syiok. it makes me feel like i musnt leave the console, not until i have made full synch. and ini bukan setakat feel, kalau aku main game yang bermission2 ni, mmg aku akan duduk depan tv tu sampai aku sakit kepala rasa nak muntah, barula aku bangun.
aku tak tau la apa nak tulis lagi for now.. dah la gambar takde. vlog tak jalan, sume sebab malas.
sekian saja rapuan aku harini. babai.
Thursday, December 27, 2012
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Fucking reality check
i weigh a darn 59 kilos people.... 59 fucking kilos. which is 2kilos more than the usual average. DH says i complain too much about the increase and says '2 kilos tu biasa la wei..' haah. mmg la biasa, kalau lepas berak dia turun balik, tapi wtf, last two weeks it was like, an average of a kilo, but as of a couple of days ago, it decided to permanently stay with me.
what couldve possibly went wrong????
thats a stupid question to ask myself when im actually aware of how i slacked off
1. i ate too much protein during the days i worked at MAHA, and i din even move much.
2. kat MAHA jugak laaaa hari2 aku makan endless servings of chocolate covered marshmallows.
3. i stopped exercising regularly ever since i started working at MAHA.. only exercised twice since then.
4. and now, my main diet is sugar and fat, everything fried, everything sweet..
5. i miss squash ;(
damn you MAHA, kaulah penyebab aku jadi berat skarang nih! hahaha, padahal diri sendiri ni yang taknak exercise, salahkan MAHA plak kan. ni lah masalah orang melayu... selalu je nak put the blame on something/someone else. salah sendiri mmg tak nampak. haih sarah2.. cuba la kau pikir macam mat saleh sket..
tapi takpe la kan.. beza dia kat bentuk badan aku adela sikit.. mcm sebelum ni bole nampak seperation between my delts and my chest, now dah takde. lemak makin banyak kat perut ngan peha (my fattest area-these areas will lean later than the others if i diet properly, or more like, if i ever lol), and seluar aku ada rasa ketat sikit. damn, i dont know wether its just me being paranoid, tapi obvious betul effect 2kilo ni kat badan aku.
aku sebenarnye teramatlah rimas dgn 2kilo gain ni..sbb aku xnak weii jadi mcm dulu.. susah nak cari baju/seluarr that would fit my previous body shape. everytime i walk by my reflection, taking a glimpse of it makes me feel like 'sarah youre gonna lose it if you dont gain back the momentum you had before' patu aku rasa mcm seram sejuk.. but im not doing anything about it. kejap ni, dah pukul 12tghmlm ni, semangat je keluar pegi beli teh ais. TEH AIS u know. sebelum nak g beli tu 2 jam aku pikir.. minum air sejuk ke teh ais, air sejuk ke teh ais, padahal air sejuk betul2 depan mata aku, kalau nak kurangkan calorie la kan. last2 kuar jugakkkk beli teh ais.tgh minum ni, rasa macam , ish asallaaa ko g minum ni doo, tapi mulut dok srot srot sedut straw lagi.
dah cane nak buat?
takpe la kan, sbb nak bagi sedap hati sendiri kadang2, aku akan anggap yang skarang ni aku tgh bulking (bulking the fucking wrong way, people bulk with exercise, but not me lol) and bulan depan aku akan start cutting wakakakaka.
aku mmg nak jadi lean ni, tapi hujung2 taun ni, banyak dugaan la pulak. patu nak pegi kat facilities, DH tak bagi, aku plak dah bosan exercise kat rumah. alang2, tunggu pindah je la... nnt senang sket nak g gym/main squash. DH pun mesti kata ok nye sbb within area limits lol.
sedar tak sedar.. habis sebekas teh ais aku minum sesambil type natang ni. menyesal tapi sedap.. ;p
what couldve possibly went wrong????
thats a stupid question to ask myself when im actually aware of how i slacked off
1. i ate too much protein during the days i worked at MAHA, and i din even move much.
2. kat MAHA jugak laaaa hari2 aku makan endless servings of chocolate covered marshmallows.
3. i stopped exercising regularly ever since i started working at MAHA.. only exercised twice since then.
4. and now, my main diet is sugar and fat, everything fried, everything sweet..
5. i miss squash ;(
damn you MAHA, kaulah penyebab aku jadi berat skarang nih! hahaha, padahal diri sendiri ni yang taknak exercise, salahkan MAHA plak kan. ni lah masalah orang melayu... selalu je nak put the blame on something/someone else. salah sendiri mmg tak nampak. haih sarah2.. cuba la kau pikir macam mat saleh sket..
tapi takpe la kan.. beza dia kat bentuk badan aku adela sikit.. mcm sebelum ni bole nampak seperation between my delts and my chest, now dah takde. lemak makin banyak kat perut ngan peha (my fattest area-these areas will lean later than the others if i diet properly, or more like, if i ever lol), and seluar aku ada rasa ketat sikit. damn, i dont know wether its just me being paranoid, tapi obvious betul effect 2kilo ni kat badan aku.
aku sebenarnye teramatlah rimas dgn 2kilo gain ni..sbb aku xnak weii jadi mcm dulu.. susah nak cari baju/seluarr that would fit my previous body shape. everytime i walk by my reflection, taking a glimpse of it makes me feel like 'sarah youre gonna lose it if you dont gain back the momentum you had before' patu aku rasa mcm seram sejuk.. but im not doing anything about it. kejap ni, dah pukul 12tghmlm ni, semangat je keluar pegi beli teh ais. TEH AIS u know. sebelum nak g beli tu 2 jam aku pikir.. minum air sejuk ke teh ais, air sejuk ke teh ais, padahal air sejuk betul2 depan mata aku, kalau nak kurangkan calorie la kan. last2 kuar jugakkkk beli teh ais.tgh minum ni, rasa macam , ish asallaaa ko g minum ni doo, tapi mulut dok srot srot sedut straw lagi.
dah cane nak buat?
takpe la kan, sbb nak bagi sedap hati sendiri kadang2, aku akan anggap yang skarang ni aku tgh bulking (bulking the fucking wrong way, people bulk with exercise, but not me lol) and bulan depan aku akan start cutting wakakakaka.
aku mmg nak jadi lean ni, tapi hujung2 taun ni, banyak dugaan la pulak. patu nak pegi kat facilities, DH tak bagi, aku plak dah bosan exercise kat rumah. alang2, tunggu pindah je la... nnt senang sket nak g gym/main squash. DH pun mesti kata ok nye sbb within area limits lol.
sedar tak sedar.. habis sebekas teh ais aku minum sesambil type natang ni. menyesal tapi sedap.. ;p
Monday, December 17, 2012
to buy or not to buy..
as promised, ive come up with a review on the ps vita. i consider the vita as an early birthday present, thank you very much sayang, although, to be honest, it isnt the edition that i wanted. not that im being ungrateful or anything, i now can live with the fact that its hideous compared to when i first got it, just that when i think about it, mannn i wish DH would consider more about getting the assassins creed edition.. white with no stupid logo on the back that makes it look soo plasticky.. lol.
the vita comes in 2 types, the 3g/wifi and the wifi only. obviously, cz were living in a super slow internet zone, there isnt any need for the 3g/wifi edition, mann, playing CoD online is totally frustrating.. the lag gets to me everytime. even DH couldnt avoid being dead more than 10 times... and he's been playing CoD since forever.
the console is upgraded with front and rear cameras, front and rear touchscreen (the rear is commonly referred to as touchpad. cz theres no screen) and the games that are made for the vita utilizes these features. its pretty cool, but i have pretty small hands (compared to DH, kalau comparing to average malaysian girls, tgn aku besar ok.) and using the touch features could be a pain in the ass sometimes, because my fingers refuse to reach some points without requiring me to leave the keypads.. and thats not good when youre playing a fast paced game. evenso, the touchscreen is very responsive, so no annoying faults in-game!unless your hands are too small/big.
the price is ok laaa.. since theres so many things you can do with the vita, theres apps to download, internet access medium, and pretty good graphics, almost as good as the ps3.
however.. the battery life sucks. its a lucky thing that i get tired after a few tries of completing a stage, otherwise, being hardcore would only make me a frustrated gamer for having to re-charge the battery once every 4-5 hours. on standby mode, you could get around a day and a half or maybe 2 of battery life? im not sure,, i left it on standby mode once, but with skype running, it din last more than 12 hours. my phone could last longer dude!
i am thinking that they could probably add the vibrating feature on the vita.. that would be awsome, and a 3D screen.. an option of course.. not like i enjoy playing in 3D that much. makes my head hurt. ohh and a built in memory space.. damnnnn the vita needs a memory card to run games.. and it comes with a 4gb micro for starters.. upgrades would cost quite abit. but im pretty sure theyre already considering on including these features on the upcoming vita.. or whatever new console sony has in mind.
so, deciding wether to buy or not. id say buy.. well i got mine and im happy with it, with a wee bit of an unsatisfied feeling cz DH only let me buy like 2 games.. there isnt much games for the vita currently, and only few deserves to be praised. dua ni pun tak habis2 main nak byk2 game.. tamak betul. it really makes me feel like im taking out the ps3 with me. i know its not as good, but hey, its considered awsome for portable gaming, or at least, thats what i think :D
the vita comes in 2 types, the 3g/wifi and the wifi only. obviously, cz were living in a super slow internet zone, there isnt any need for the 3g/wifi edition, mann, playing CoD online is totally frustrating.. the lag gets to me everytime. even DH couldnt avoid being dead more than 10 times... and he's been playing CoD since forever.
the console is upgraded with front and rear cameras, front and rear touchscreen (the rear is commonly referred to as touchpad. cz theres no screen) and the games that are made for the vita utilizes these features. its pretty cool, but i have pretty small hands (compared to DH, kalau comparing to average malaysian girls, tgn aku besar ok.) and using the touch features could be a pain in the ass sometimes, because my fingers refuse to reach some points without requiring me to leave the keypads.. and thats not good when youre playing a fast paced game. evenso, the touchscreen is very responsive, so no annoying faults in-game!unless your hands are too small/big.
the price is ok laaa.. since theres so many things you can do with the vita, theres apps to download, internet access medium, and pretty good graphics, almost as good as the ps3.
however.. the battery life sucks. its a lucky thing that i get tired after a few tries of completing a stage, otherwise, being hardcore would only make me a frustrated gamer for having to re-charge the battery once every 4-5 hours. on standby mode, you could get around a day and a half or maybe 2 of battery life? im not sure,, i left it on standby mode once, but with skype running, it din last more than 12 hours. my phone could last longer dude!
i am thinking that they could probably add the vibrating feature on the vita.. that would be awsome, and a 3D screen.. an option of course.. not like i enjoy playing in 3D that much. makes my head hurt. ohh and a built in memory space.. damnnnn the vita needs a memory card to run games.. and it comes with a 4gb micro for starters.. upgrades would cost quite abit. but im pretty sure theyre already considering on including these features on the upcoming vita.. or whatever new console sony has in mind.
so, deciding wether to buy or not. id say buy.. well i got mine and im happy with it, with a wee bit of an unsatisfied feeling cz DH only let me buy like 2 games.. there isnt much games for the vita currently, and only few deserves to be praised. dua ni pun tak habis2 main nak byk2 game.. tamak betul. it really makes me feel like im taking out the ps3 with me. i know its not as good, but hey, its considered awsome for portable gaming, or at least, thats what i think :D
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
PsVita!
Limited edition black ops bebeh..
Im no good at fps. Nak2 plak online.mmg 25 deaths sng2 je dpt. Tapi xpe.. Am getting the hang of it!
Imma post my review of the console soon! Walopun mcm dah lambat sbb psVita dah lama kuar kan.
Im no good at fps. Nak2 plak online.mmg 25 deaths sng2 je dpt. Tapi xpe.. Am getting the hang of it!
Imma post my review of the console soon! Walopun mcm dah lambat sbb psVita dah lama kuar kan.
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Neverending project
Hey sup guys. Yes its been like forever since i last updated. Ive been busy last week, been working part time at the MAHA convention-expo whatever. Bole laa duit sikit kan. More than half of my pay was spent on a fucking wristband that ive been crazy about for the past couple of months. What damn wristband would cost that much?! No spoilers here folks. Gotta wait for it next month.
Honestly, i really really really feel like its time for me to switch to vlogging, cz sometimes i just cant recall everything interesting that happens in my life daily.. So thats what ive been working on for the past week. Juat that i havent quite found the easy way to edit all the shit i caught on camera. I have like a couple of unedited clips that are yet to be cut and merged in order to create a vlog but damnnn. I dont know if its the weather or that im secretly pregnant or its just me being lazy, but my body just feels so weak as in feverish and i just have to sleep a couple of hours before i feel normal again, only to let myself feel the same way again an hour or two later. Sucks man. Its like i dont feel like doing anything. I havent been exercising, ps-ing, wow-ing all that cz of it.
I even thought that i would go straight to posting a vlog but since i dont know when that will happen i figured i should just update the site with whatever i have.
A couple of photos from the MAHA fair.
Random red indian lol. Clown trying to be cute
The malaysian beef jerky. Tastes as good as fuarkkkkk!
First time realizing that microphones can cost so much. This ones only 12k. Ni pun aku jakun gila tgk!
Some of the most biggest cows ive seen in my life!
Kesop and me lol. Geremmm je aku dgn nepal ni.
Sempat gak aku tido hahaha
3rd degree burn dari dlm lori ngewrrriiiii tau.
Sooo there you go guys. Bits from last week. Most of them are in video format.. Ye la konon semangat nak buat vlog kan padahallll angan2 mat jenin jerr haha. No laaa.. Imma make it happen soon. Nak cari software dulu!
And jangan tak tau. sepanjang 10 hari keje kat MAHA tu, hari2 aku naik karoke atas pentas.
Org mesti cam ' pompuan gila mana la tuh'
Janji rock brooo!
Honestly, i really really really feel like its time for me to switch to vlogging, cz sometimes i just cant recall everything interesting that happens in my life daily.. So thats what ive been working on for the past week. Juat that i havent quite found the easy way to edit all the shit i caught on camera. I have like a couple of unedited clips that are yet to be cut and merged in order to create a vlog but damnnn. I dont know if its the weather or that im secretly pregnant or its just me being lazy, but my body just feels so weak as in feverish and i just have to sleep a couple of hours before i feel normal again, only to let myself feel the same way again an hour or two later. Sucks man. Its like i dont feel like doing anything. I havent been exercising, ps-ing, wow-ing all that cz of it.
I even thought that i would go straight to posting a vlog but since i dont know when that will happen i figured i should just update the site with whatever i have.
A couple of photos from the MAHA fair.
Random red indian lol. Clown trying to be cute
The malaysian beef jerky. Tastes as good as fuarkkkkk!
First time realizing that microphones can cost so much. This ones only 12k. Ni pun aku jakun gila tgk!
Some of the most biggest cows ive seen in my life!
Kesop and me lol. Geremmm je aku dgn nepal ni.
Sempat gak aku tido hahaha
3rd degree burn dari dlm lori ngewrrriiiii tau.
Sooo there you go guys. Bits from last week. Most of them are in video format.. Ye la konon semangat nak buat vlog kan padahallll angan2 mat jenin jerr haha. No laaa.. Imma make it happen soon. Nak cari software dulu!
And jangan tak tau. sepanjang 10 hari keje kat MAHA tu, hari2 aku naik karoke atas pentas.
Org mesti cam ' pompuan gila mana la tuh'
Janji rock brooo!
Friday, November 23, 2012
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Goin crazy
heyy sup you guys, so last week was pretty hectic, literally, i was physically and mentally tested by only god knows lol. but its all cool now, im happy and thankful to you my dear Allah for the experience.
Fahmi, DH's cousin, the guy who got married last week, just went for his long planned honeymoon today, after dealing with a successful week of wedding reception hassling-s lol. i cant help thinking how sweet the couple are. since theyre like both 'new' to being in love :D damnnnn i miss those days! you gotta be fucking kidding me if you dont you lying married human beings! hahaha
last weekend the reception on the groom's side was held in kuantan, where Fahmi's parents are at, so yea, had to stay there for 3 days. i din set my tank like i did before leaving for cameron highlands, dont want to come home to a disaster again, and because it all happened in a rush so i asked my neighbour, who happens to be a friend of mine from highschool to take care of the fish.
she did a great job, but she doesnt know the contents of the tank from the beginning therefore, when i asked her 'babe is my tank good?' shed say 'yea its fine, the fish are all eating, temperature is ok..yada3' when actually, my dragonet had passed away. lol, passed away... and because the mandarin (a common name for the dragonet) died, the water got polluted, and the signs were obvious (lucky, otherwise i wouldve done nothing about it untill the rest of the livestock starts dying one by one). the corals werent fully blooming, and the water was clouded with huge particles of translucent stuff. it was an eye-sore for me so i decided to do a double water change, first change 10%, next day 20%. the results are pretty awsome. nitrite, ammonia went zilch.
i wanna talk about something i thought of during the journey back from kuantan, something that made me realize that the mistake was always mine and that DH was right afterall, only that im just too stubborn to see it that way, when i heard ustaz azhar's lecture in the car about being a happy woman. he says theres only 2 things to imply in life for that ultimate happiness,
obey Allah, Rasul
obey the Husband
i was brought up in a way that i think, women have the right to decide on things that go on in the family, that women could argue with their husbands when something isnt to their liking, that women should have fair treatment as in, if the husband gets to go out and do stuff, the wife should be able to do so too, and the husband should never say no, and the husband should show appreciation to everything us wives do. yea i grew up with all that and more. but the thing is, the things i experienced while growing up, was a misconception of how things should really be. the truth is that wives, are only advisors, and they are bound to follow their husbands orders no matter what unless its against the laws of islam. and he also said that you should learn how to not let your husband get angry with you. kene jaga molek wehh hati laki... leceh kalau laki tu panas baran hahaha.
the ustaz did say though, because wives are tied to their husbs decisions unless its the against Islamic law, women should choose carefully who their husbs would be, because it would definitely be a burden to them(as in contemplating whether to follow or not when nevertheless its compulsory for her to agree with) to follow orders from a husband who doesnt practice the islamic religion properly.
therefore you married women out there whos always complaining to others that you feel bad because your husb seems to not pay as much attention to you as he did before, save them for yourselves. patience is virtue people, plus dulu gatal ngat nok nikoh kang... muahahaaha. true, some wives are treated well by their husbs, just the way youd like yours to treat you, but remember, not everyone was brought up the same way. maybe his parents arent as romantic as yours, or maybe he rarely sees his parents and when he does, it never has been that good of a situation, or maybe his parents doesnt even care about him and he never got the love he deserves from them so he doesnt know how to treat you the way your parents treated each other, the way you parents treated you.
i used to have high expectations on DH, but i forgot, that we were differently brought up, like totally different. so skarang, nak taknak, aku kene terima hakikat yang mmg macam ni jela DH. yang kita dapat adalah yang terbaik diberi oleh Allah, kalau bukan yang terbaik, nnt dapat laki baru la aku kan, hahaha tapi sebelum sampai masanya yang mana ada itulah yang terbaik and definitely the one that we should be thankful of.
sorry DH! i love youuuu.
about dieting, last week was awsome, i got away with small amount of fats and carbs, loads of protein since my main diet was chicken and veggies, no salt sugar oil at all. but ruined everything ever since fahmi"s weekend reception till today. and i can feel the muscles shrinking back to the way they were before i started dieting. DAMN!
now i feel kinda lazy to restart the diet.. cz ive been eating like a pig for the last couple of days. maybe its cz my menses are coming soon?
oh and i actually have like photos to post on Fahmi's wedding, but the ones i want are in separate cameras, so im gonna have to round them up first. mind you, its gonna take a while. might come to a year before i even get to have them posted lol.
Fahmi, DH's cousin, the guy who got married last week, just went for his long planned honeymoon today, after dealing with a successful week of wedding reception hassling-s lol. i cant help thinking how sweet the couple are. since theyre like both 'new' to being in love :D damnnnn i miss those days! you gotta be fucking kidding me if you dont you lying married human beings! hahaha
last weekend the reception on the groom's side was held in kuantan, where Fahmi's parents are at, so yea, had to stay there for 3 days. i din set my tank like i did before leaving for cameron highlands, dont want to come home to a disaster again, and because it all happened in a rush so i asked my neighbour, who happens to be a friend of mine from highschool to take care of the fish.
she did a great job, but she doesnt know the contents of the tank from the beginning therefore, when i asked her 'babe is my tank good?' shed say 'yea its fine, the fish are all eating, temperature is ok..yada3' when actually, my dragonet had passed away. lol, passed away... and because the mandarin (a common name for the dragonet) died, the water got polluted, and the signs were obvious (lucky, otherwise i wouldve done nothing about it untill the rest of the livestock starts dying one by one). the corals werent fully blooming, and the water was clouded with huge particles of translucent stuff. it was an eye-sore for me so i decided to do a double water change, first change 10%, next day 20%. the results are pretty awsome. nitrite, ammonia went zilch.
i wanna talk about something i thought of during the journey back from kuantan, something that made me realize that the mistake was always mine and that DH was right afterall, only that im just too stubborn to see it that way, when i heard ustaz azhar's lecture in the car about being a happy woman. he says theres only 2 things to imply in life for that ultimate happiness,
obey Allah, Rasul
obey the Husband
i was brought up in a way that i think, women have the right to decide on things that go on in the family, that women could argue with their husbands when something isnt to their liking, that women should have fair treatment as in, if the husband gets to go out and do stuff, the wife should be able to do so too, and the husband should never say no, and the husband should show appreciation to everything us wives do. yea i grew up with all that and more. but the thing is, the things i experienced while growing up, was a misconception of how things should really be. the truth is that wives, are only advisors, and they are bound to follow their husbands orders no matter what unless its against the laws of islam. and he also said that you should learn how to not let your husband get angry with you. kene jaga molek wehh hati laki... leceh kalau laki tu panas baran hahaha.
the ustaz did say though, because wives are tied to their husbs decisions unless its the against Islamic law, women should choose carefully who their husbs would be, because it would definitely be a burden to them(as in contemplating whether to follow or not when nevertheless its compulsory for her to agree with) to follow orders from a husband who doesnt practice the islamic religion properly.
therefore you married women out there whos always complaining to others that you feel bad because your husb seems to not pay as much attention to you as he did before, save them for yourselves. patience is virtue people, plus dulu gatal ngat nok nikoh kang... muahahaaha. true, some wives are treated well by their husbs, just the way youd like yours to treat you, but remember, not everyone was brought up the same way. maybe his parents arent as romantic as yours, or maybe he rarely sees his parents and when he does, it never has been that good of a situation, or maybe his parents doesnt even care about him and he never got the love he deserves from them so he doesnt know how to treat you the way your parents treated each other, the way you parents treated you.
i used to have high expectations on DH, but i forgot, that we were differently brought up, like totally different. so skarang, nak taknak, aku kene terima hakikat yang mmg macam ni jela DH. yang kita dapat adalah yang terbaik diberi oleh Allah, kalau bukan yang terbaik, nnt dapat laki baru la aku kan, hahaha tapi sebelum sampai masanya yang mana ada itulah yang terbaik and definitely the one that we should be thankful of.
sorry DH! i love youuuu.
about dieting, last week was awsome, i got away with small amount of fats and carbs, loads of protein since my main diet was chicken and veggies, no salt sugar oil at all. but ruined everything ever since fahmi"s weekend reception till today. and i can feel the muscles shrinking back to the way they were before i started dieting. DAMN!
now i feel kinda lazy to restart the diet.. cz ive been eating like a pig for the last couple of days. maybe its cz my menses are coming soon?
oh and i actually have like photos to post on Fahmi's wedding, but the ones i want are in separate cameras, so im gonna have to round them up first. mind you, its gonna take a while. might come to a year before i even get to have them posted lol.
Thursday, November 15, 2012
Friday, November 9, 2012
Famiess weddingghhh!
Lol sukati aku je eja nama dia gitu. I think the spelling should be Fahmi kot.
Anyways its da man's weddin day today. It went pretty well, kelam kabut silap sikit tu bese la kannn org nak kawen. Dugaan katenye. Wakaka.
Tapi dugaan the night before tu buat fahmi jd biol jap. Lol keciannn.
This was on the way back lepas amek hantaran dari mindef. He din realize that the parking space was elevated a bit, yela kan palang pun takde nak tunjuk yg parking belah depan tu rendah. Seb bek ada pakcik2 askar tu tulun angkat balik kete tu.
I kinda thought i could start counting my macronutrients today but dang.. I lost to the temptations. Tapi sepatutnye takpe lagi sbb stakat makan soto je kan. Plus i only ate some shredded chicken and sprouts with the soup and a glob of chilli paste, so i thought ah ok this will be the end of my meal today i reached my goals. But then the hantaran had to ruin everything.
It was a platter of fererros,which would definitely fall all over in the car cz it was placed just like that, so someone had to eat it to make sure it doesnt mess the car up kan...
I am regretting it now though.
Pengantinzz yg tgh kalut..kekkeke
Mok ini
Khaira, MIL and auntie Naini
Crazy girl with mini fan..
CrazyG and me
Minah ni bukan bole kene haba
I look like a midget lol
Lapa ke?
Ke tak lapa?
I swear that iz so good!
Hok ni bajet2 kalut patu mulut bising gila.. Haha. Kutuk org u mmg number one b!
U ruined my macros!
Esok ada besanding plak. Haih. Need to be on a strict diet weh. Otherwise the abs wont show! And losing body fat isnt a linear process its a downward curve. The more youre near to reaching your desired body fat percentage the more harder it gets. You need to have the persistence to do this shit. And stop being a lil bish, no excuses just do it already!
Anyways its da man's weddin day today. It went pretty well, kelam kabut silap sikit tu bese la kannn org nak kawen. Dugaan katenye. Wakaka.
Tapi dugaan the night before tu buat fahmi jd biol jap. Lol keciannn.
This was on the way back lepas amek hantaran dari mindef. He din realize that the parking space was elevated a bit, yela kan palang pun takde nak tunjuk yg parking belah depan tu rendah. Seb bek ada pakcik2 askar tu tulun angkat balik kete tu.
I kinda thought i could start counting my macronutrients today but dang.. I lost to the temptations. Tapi sepatutnye takpe lagi sbb stakat makan soto je kan. Plus i only ate some shredded chicken and sprouts with the soup and a glob of chilli paste, so i thought ah ok this will be the end of my meal today i reached my goals. But then the hantaran had to ruin everything.
It was a platter of fererros,which would definitely fall all over in the car cz it was placed just like that, so someone had to eat it to make sure it doesnt mess the car up kan...
I am regretting it now though.
Pengantinzz yg tgh kalut..kekkeke
Mok ini
Khaira, MIL and auntie Naini
Crazy girl with mini fan..
CrazyG and me
Minah ni bukan bole kene haba
I look like a midget lol
Lapa ke?
Ke tak lapa?
I swear that iz so good!
Hok ni bajet2 kalut patu mulut bising gila.. Haha. Kutuk org u mmg number one b!
U ruined my macros!
Esok ada besanding plak. Haih. Need to be on a strict diet weh. Otherwise the abs wont show! And losing body fat isnt a linear process its a downward curve. The more youre near to reaching your desired body fat percentage the more harder it gets. You need to have the persistence to do this shit. And stop being a lil bish, no excuses just do it already!
Monday, November 5, 2012
Being a boss
I miss the days of when i got to rule most of the men i know lol just kidding. Sape dlm gmbr jgn bising plakk!
Cz what i meant is im missing those times when we were friends who did all the stupid things together.. Skarang memasing ada hidup sendiri kannn.
Danggg those memories.. Forever to be cherished!
I have decided to become lean and toned. Will start tomorrow though, gotta fix my sleep schedule first!
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Busy Weekend
its been a busy weekend, well not busy busy but busy la jugak kan, since my sister gave me back the sims and little big planet 2, ive been trying to finish them up and ive also been on to my hunter in WoW. good thing is that i completed all the quests, or most of them i think since i havent got the achievement yet, in Pandaria, and now its only dailies for rep and dungeons better gear.
skali duduk kat pc 4, 5 jam.. ps lagi, banyak kije tau!hahaha
yesterdar we went for a wedding reception in melaka, it was of DH's cousin, Adam. paling best.. aku ada menyumbangkan sore (and literally, mmg sumbang pun) but for a price, lol. even if they din offer me money to do it, i wouldve gladly sang, sbb aku suka. malu tu standard ahhh, ko dah nyanyi depan orang, patu sumbang2 tu nak wat cane kan, takkan nak benti cover cun/malu plak. too late, org dah dgr dah pun, so make elsewhere teruskan and have a good time je.
but aku tak sempat nak have a good time with the mic.. tension doh nyanyi tak sedap. sampai hari ni aku cam asek lalu lalang je kat pala aku ni patutnye smalam nyanyi byk sket. dahla lama tak karoke. haih, susah betul kalo dah suka something, buat tak perfect and dont have the chance to redeem yourself. squash pun aku camtu gak. i just hate it when i lose playing against a person whom i usually win. i just need to win, otherwise itll haunt me every other day.
so i could say that squash and karaoke is my absolute epic favorite.
some pics from yesterday (yg aku nyanyi xde.. dorg amek vid je, dong dang nak superstar sgt derah ngat balik lol)
and just for the note, aku tak tido semalaman before g kenduri ni.. teringat time kat USM, pegi ronggeng merata dgn memember, tak tido bape hari rilek je. skarang tak lalu dahh.. dah tua lol
DH beli this portable shisha like thing..
Dia pun x tdo gak sbb pegi lepak smpi jadi gila. Mata rabak habisss
skali duduk kat pc 4, 5 jam.. ps lagi, banyak kije tau!hahaha
yesterdar we went for a wedding reception in melaka, it was of DH's cousin, Adam. paling best.. aku ada menyumbangkan sore (and literally, mmg sumbang pun) but for a price, lol. even if they din offer me money to do it, i wouldve gladly sang, sbb aku suka. malu tu standard ahhh, ko dah nyanyi depan orang, patu sumbang2 tu nak wat cane kan, takkan nak benti cover cun/malu plak. too late, org dah dgr dah pun, so make elsewhere teruskan and have a good time je.
but aku tak sempat nak have a good time with the mic.. tension doh nyanyi tak sedap. sampai hari ni aku cam asek lalu lalang je kat pala aku ni patutnye smalam nyanyi byk sket. dahla lama tak karoke. haih, susah betul kalo dah suka something, buat tak perfect and dont have the chance to redeem yourself. squash pun aku camtu gak. i just hate it when i lose playing against a person whom i usually win. i just need to win, otherwise itll haunt me every other day.
so i could say that squash and karaoke is my absolute epic favorite.
some pics from yesterday (yg aku nyanyi xde.. dorg amek vid je, dong dang nak superstar sgt derah ngat balik lol)
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| lapo ngat nihh |
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| ececece |
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| the lucky one in white, fahmi, is getting married next week. |
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| comel gila, his children bought him the hat, cz he often does work under the blazing sun |
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| newlyweds |
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| pihak lelaki |
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| makan |
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| nok balik dah. |
and just for the note, aku tak tido semalaman before g kenduri ni.. teringat time kat USM, pegi ronggeng merata dgn memember, tak tido bape hari rilek je. skarang tak lalu dahh.. dah tua lol
DH beli this portable shisha like thing..
Dia pun x tdo gak sbb pegi lepak smpi jadi gila. Mata rabak habisss
Thursday, November 1, 2012
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Under the sea
The more i look at these fishes the more i cant wait to go diving again.. Bila nak start semester ni?!
So i finally reached 90 on my hunter, now trying to gain reputation with various factions. My sister has given me a small portion of my stuff that i left behind when i was chased out, which includes two ps3 games that i havent finished playing.. thanks makcik. Now that i dont have much to do i can just sit around and play games the whole day. And exercise too lol lets not forget that.
DH is still with the business, minus me and adding his aunt back into it. Personally i really dont think its a great idea for me not to be involved because his aunt isnt in great shape to be doing all the work, unless that DH can have everything prepared himself without having his aunt to help.
But hey.. Who am i to complain. Only having to do normal 'room'chores(cz 99 percent of the time id be in the room lol) making meals for one( id do more on request but then i suck at making big portions unless its like a concentrated dish) exercise and play games, im having the time of my life. No doubts on that.
And now i get to see DH solely( well technically his aunt is helping but i consider it to be a sole thing cz ive always helped him in everything) providing for me!
Like a bawwwsssee, and the way it should be for husbands.
Not to forget, thanks ma for the daging kicap, although it could use a little more sugar with it. Mungkin u lupa i suka masak kicap to be sweet. But i din add sugar to it when reheating cz if thats the way you made it then itulah dia. If i yg masak then obviously i buat ikut suka i, letak gula sekilo cili sebakul wakaka.
Off to world of warcraft people, where your dreams never die...
Eating a double fried thing on a stick.. There goes all my hard work to waste.
Friday, October 26, 2012
how do i fix this?
haritu aku ingatkan bende ni temporary je, tapi sbb sampai skarang tak elok2 lagi, nampaknye macam permanent je masalah ni... but i have no idea of how to fix it?
fix what eh? fix the 'unable to view' photos from posts posted sometime ago. haduh.. tak syiok nye gini. i is totally sad. and annoyed.
did this happen because i started using bloggeroid on my phone?
homaigod why is this happening to my blog...
put aside the photo problems, now to discuss on the role of men and women in marriage.
DH says: pompuan ni sebenarnye kuli je.. cuma skarang zaman moden kan, byk sgt tgk cite mat saleh konon nak kene share all the work together. like total bullshit. (ok aku tambah ayat last tu, hahaha)
ooo. kuli yer.. bukan ke tanggungjawab seorang suami untuk cari nafkah? ke sebab pompuan kuli pompuan jugak yang nak kene cari nafkah? ke guane beb?
aku bukanlah seorang yang alim, kekadang aku lupa diri jugak pangkat aku sebagai seorang isteri, sbb aku balik lambat bila disuruh balik awal, aku tak prihatin apa laki aku nak makan, aku bagi apa yang ada je, aku suka bebel bagi laki aku sakit hati, laki aku kata jangan aku buat jugak sbb aku rasa bende tu takde apa... and so on.
aku takboleh nak cakap bende ni straight to DH's face because he just wont accept it, as how it is with many other men yang egonya terlalu tinggi. kalau panjat ego tu boleh beat world record doh,
cuma tu lah, susah kalau expect bini jadi kuli ni, when the real concept is to actually help each other out. redha je apa bini masak bukan kalau tak suka taknak makan...kalau taknak makan makanan macam tu bgtau awal2 so that boleh masak bende lain, ni dah suruh buat, bila hidang, xnak makan, sbb kata kita bagi makanan kucing kat dia padahal kalau dia buat keje sikit, kita tak puji kata kita tak appreciate dia plakkk. kalau bini bebel sbb lepak sampai pagi, mmg tak heran la kan, sbb dah kawen , bukan orang bujang. suami, mmg total power and control beb, tapi power and control yang berhemah. bukan power and control to push your wife around when you want to. camane nak hepi2 doh? kalau suami tu kene push around and criticized, gane? syiok ke? ke laki mmg rasa kalau kene camtu jadi hepi, tu yang dia dok buat bini cara tu? what if the wife gets stressed and the stress keeps on building inside, lelama tension jadi gila ke kan. bukan tak penah jadi.
back to what DH said, aku diam je. sbb malas nak gado. hahaha. nak komen lebih2 on what he says pun camni jela.
something to update on my tank, i bought a coralline star polyp a couple of weeks ago, and baru 2, 3 hari lepas it decided to open itself... haih seb baik aku tak buang, aku ingat mapuh dah.
i havent been feeling well. my neck hurts like shit, a muscle strain thing i think, and body's kinda shivery. i guess it was the excessive pills i took yesterday, plus with me not eating or drinking for a day and a half that made me throw up till the only thing that could come out was bile. its raya, and there are nasi dagang orders to be done but since i havent been out of the room, DH's aunt had them made instead, damn i feel bad about it. atleast DH does more work than usual... ke sama je?
i am almost reaching level 90 on my hunter in WoW, but damnnnnn it sure does take a long time. i played for 4 hours and i din even reach half the required amount of experience to be a lvl 90. lots of people play loads of characters, but im not gonna do that, im only gonna focus on my hunter, so that i can be exceptionally good with it.
i want to be lean, but im having a hard time saying no to sweets..
The recently blooming polyps
fix what eh? fix the 'unable to view' photos from posts posted sometime ago. haduh.. tak syiok nye gini. i is totally sad. and annoyed.
did this happen because i started using bloggeroid on my phone?
homaigod why is this happening to my blog...
put aside the photo problems, now to discuss on the role of men and women in marriage.
DH says: pompuan ni sebenarnye kuli je.. cuma skarang zaman moden kan, byk sgt tgk cite mat saleh konon nak kene share all the work together. like total bullshit. (ok aku tambah ayat last tu, hahaha)
ooo. kuli yer.. bukan ke tanggungjawab seorang suami untuk cari nafkah? ke sebab pompuan kuli pompuan jugak yang nak kene cari nafkah? ke guane beb?
aku bukanlah seorang yang alim, kekadang aku lupa diri jugak pangkat aku sebagai seorang isteri, sbb aku balik lambat bila disuruh balik awal, aku tak prihatin apa laki aku nak makan, aku bagi apa yang ada je, aku suka bebel bagi laki aku sakit hati, laki aku kata jangan aku buat jugak sbb aku rasa bende tu takde apa... and so on.
aku takboleh nak cakap bende ni straight to DH's face because he just wont accept it, as how it is with many other men yang egonya terlalu tinggi. kalau panjat ego tu boleh beat world record doh,
cuma tu lah, susah kalau expect bini jadi kuli ni, when the real concept is to actually help each other out. redha je apa bini masak bukan kalau tak suka taknak makan...kalau taknak makan makanan macam tu bgtau awal2 so that boleh masak bende lain, ni dah suruh buat, bila hidang, xnak makan, sbb kata kita bagi makanan kucing kat dia padahal kalau dia buat keje sikit, kita tak puji kata kita tak appreciate dia plakkk. kalau bini bebel sbb lepak sampai pagi, mmg tak heran la kan, sbb dah kawen , bukan orang bujang. suami, mmg total power and control beb, tapi power and control yang berhemah. bukan power and control to push your wife around when you want to. camane nak hepi2 doh? kalau suami tu kene push around and criticized, gane? syiok ke? ke laki mmg rasa kalau kene camtu jadi hepi, tu yang dia dok buat bini cara tu? what if the wife gets stressed and the stress keeps on building inside, lelama tension jadi gila ke kan. bukan tak penah jadi.
back to what DH said, aku diam je. sbb malas nak gado. hahaha. nak komen lebih2 on what he says pun camni jela.
something to update on my tank, i bought a coralline star polyp a couple of weeks ago, and baru 2, 3 hari lepas it decided to open itself... haih seb baik aku tak buang, aku ingat mapuh dah.
i havent been feeling well. my neck hurts like shit, a muscle strain thing i think, and body's kinda shivery. i guess it was the excessive pills i took yesterday, plus with me not eating or drinking for a day and a half that made me throw up till the only thing that could come out was bile. its raya, and there are nasi dagang orders to be done but since i havent been out of the room, DH's aunt had them made instead, damn i feel bad about it. atleast DH does more work than usual... ke sama je?
i am almost reaching level 90 on my hunter in WoW, but damnnnnn it sure does take a long time. i played for 4 hours and i din even reach half the required amount of experience to be a lvl 90. lots of people play loads of characters, but im not gonna do that, im only gonna focus on my hunter, so that i can be exceptionally good with it.
i want to be lean, but im having a hard time saying no to sweets..
The recently blooming polyps
Friday, October 19, 2012
About continuing studies
Regarding my application to ukm.
Im accepted into marine science! Ehh apa ni kata geology.. Geology penuh katanye. Padahal dia gerun tgk result aku time kat usm. Haha.
Aku sejak azali mmg suka gila tgk documentary on animals. Memula kononnye nak jadi marine biologist tapi bapakkkkkk aku kata xpayah you dont even know what that is. Suruh ngat aku jadi doktor. Time skolah aku xmenyerlah pun jadi aku tau dah mmg xboleh kan. Masuk matriks dapat sains fizik, was excited because i was soo into mathematics and physics at that time tapii paksa aku tuka sains hayat so that boleh jadi doktor. Nak wat guane, aku pun tuka ah. Din do that well, boleh 3.03 je, sbb sem satu mcm tahik.
Maka dgn ini ditakdirkan untuk aku xjadi doktor.
Masuk usm, tgh gila squash plak en. Xbape blaja. Course dah molek ni, something that i think i could fluorish in, tapi interns punnn xleh nak buat kat tempat yg sepatutnye. Bosan2. Last2 kantoi kawen lari, no more usm.
A year of not studying made me think of what i really want to do with my life. Of course there were doubts at certain points, and there was a time when aku xmboh blaja dah, nak niaga je. But then susah.. Sbb skarang sewa pun dgn family, share plak tuh. When they move, we gotta move too. It takes a while to build a customer base someplace new, and its costly to rent a house thats big enough for us to cook and all ourselves. I personally think its doable, but when youre married, your thoughts dont qualify to make final desicions.
So we end up with the call to continue our studies. Im confident this time, that ill pass with distinction. Be on deans list whatever smart shit there is. Marine science is pretty easy to excel in because it has loads of coursework and my epic favourite favourite part, scuba diving.
Exciting things are bound to happen soon in the future, or not, lol we'll see.
Oh oh theres a grand final squash circuit in UKM this weekend. I went over to play with them and theyre like 'HOMAIGOD ko dah kurus doh dulu ko gemok gila' mcm babi je. Hahaha.
Yang best skali ada makhluk asing ni cakap aku cantik...wakakakakaka. Berbunga hati i tau u ollsss. Time kasih ye! DH ckp aku cantik bila aku tny sendiri. Yela takkan dia nak kata tak cantik plak bila aku dah tny kannn. Tu pun bole laa.. Geli hati gak aku dgr. Tanya 'b, i cantik tak' hari2 buat hiburan diri.
Im accepted into marine science! Ehh apa ni kata geology.. Geology penuh katanye. Padahal dia gerun tgk result aku time kat usm. Haha.
Aku sejak azali mmg suka gila tgk documentary on animals. Memula kononnye nak jadi marine biologist tapi bapakkkkkk aku kata xpayah you dont even know what that is. Suruh ngat aku jadi doktor. Time skolah aku xmenyerlah pun jadi aku tau dah mmg xboleh kan. Masuk matriks dapat sains fizik, was excited because i was soo into mathematics and physics at that time tapii paksa aku tuka sains hayat so that boleh jadi doktor. Nak wat guane, aku pun tuka ah. Din do that well, boleh 3.03 je, sbb sem satu mcm tahik.
Maka dgn ini ditakdirkan untuk aku xjadi doktor.
Masuk usm, tgh gila squash plak en. Xbape blaja. Course dah molek ni, something that i think i could fluorish in, tapi interns punnn xleh nak buat kat tempat yg sepatutnye. Bosan2. Last2 kantoi kawen lari, no more usm.
A year of not studying made me think of what i really want to do with my life. Of course there were doubts at certain points, and there was a time when aku xmboh blaja dah, nak niaga je. But then susah.. Sbb skarang sewa pun dgn family, share plak tuh. When they move, we gotta move too. It takes a while to build a customer base someplace new, and its costly to rent a house thats big enough for us to cook and all ourselves. I personally think its doable, but when youre married, your thoughts dont qualify to make final desicions.
So we end up with the call to continue our studies. Im confident this time, that ill pass with distinction. Be on deans list whatever smart shit there is. Marine science is pretty easy to excel in because it has loads of coursework and my epic favourite favourite part, scuba diving.
Exciting things are bound to happen soon in the future, or not, lol we'll see.
Oh oh theres a grand final squash circuit in UKM this weekend. I went over to play with them and theyre like 'HOMAIGOD ko dah kurus doh dulu ko gemok gila' mcm babi je. Hahaha.
Yang best skali ada makhluk asing ni cakap aku cantik...wakakakakaka. Berbunga hati i tau u ollsss. Time kasih ye! DH ckp aku cantik bila aku tny sendiri. Yela takkan dia nak kata tak cantik plak bila aku dah tny kannn. Tu pun bole laa.. Geli hati gak aku dgr. Tanya 'b, i cantik tak' hari2 buat hiburan diri.
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Hello!
Ahh loads to tell so little patience..
Went to cameron highlands last week sbb DH ckp apehal xnak ikut dah kawen sume nnt org kata apa plak, yolahhhh.. Bukannye kalo u kuar lepak tak bawak i org kesah pun da kawen ke tak kannn. U sendiri pun xkesa. Anyways before we went to cameron we bought an auto feeder for the fish, but no fan. Cz we decided to use the super large fan, yg org pakai kat kedai makan tu, to maintain the temperature.
Maka kononnye dgn bende2 tu kitorang pun gerak la ke cameron..aku rasa tak sedap hati la jugak bila teringatkan ikan tapi DH kata dah letak feeder sume kan so nk risau apa.
Taknak risau pun xboleh jugak brooo.. Balik dari cameron masuk je bilik, Allahuakbar! Disaster. The feeder din exactly feed the fish, and the fan, being super powerful, had blown half of the water out of the tank and all over our room, soaking the bed. Aku baru tuka cadar tu tau seblum pegi! I totally felt like bursting into tears time tuh. Nasib baik DH kemas balik sume bende..kalau tak, sedih aku tau.
The next day nak mengubati hati yg luka sbb a couple of corals perished while we were gone and we wanted to return some fishies cz they were being such a bully to the tang and the new yellow banded maroon clown, kitorang pegi beli ikan. A mandarin, a bicolored angel, a red striped angel, and a bicolored chromis. Tangki tak smpi 2 ft tapi ikan macam untuk 5 ft haha.
The angels were shy when introduced to the tank, and the bicolor died the next day..dammit. The red stripe seems to be doing fine now and isnt as shy, which is good that i get to see the pretty fella more often.
Semangat je cite pasal ikan.. Cameron haritu ape cer kan? Best la jugakk.. Tapi sejuk ahh sbb musim hujan skang. Taun lepas aku g takde la sejuk camtu jadi aku tak bawak ah stokin ke jadah ape pun. Silap besar silap besar.
Aku suka la g cameron dgn family. Sume org cam kaki jalan patu sporting so it was fun. The only thing i disliked was the homestay, especially the toilets. Ahhhhhh. Bilik kecik. Patu ada plakkk dia position katil tu rapat dgn jamban. Haduiii. Nak taknak tido jela. Bape hari je pun nak kene tahan kan. Seriau dohh bila pikir tido dekat ngan jamban.. Kalau jamban tu cantik and konfem bersih takpe gak. Memalam bila tido badan keras je enn hahaha rasa geli nak gerak bnyk sgt. Dahsyat woi.
Bukan nak menggedik..masalahnye tak biasa. Bukannye dari kecik duduk rumah camtu. Masuk asrama pun nasib tandas dia tak dahsyat camtu..jadi mmg tak biasa la cite dia enn.
Akhirnye, we bought mists of pandaria. Skarang tgh sibuk levelling.. Aku takde masa sgt sbb nak buat keje and all. So far baru naik 2 level. Tu pun benanah jugak ahh. Dungeons are taking forever to que for, and levelling by quests takes about 6 hours per level.
Went to cameron highlands last week sbb DH ckp apehal xnak ikut dah kawen sume nnt org kata apa plak, yolahhhh.. Bukannye kalo u kuar lepak tak bawak i org kesah pun da kawen ke tak kannn. U sendiri pun xkesa. Anyways before we went to cameron we bought an auto feeder for the fish, but no fan. Cz we decided to use the super large fan, yg org pakai kat kedai makan tu, to maintain the temperature.
Maka kononnye dgn bende2 tu kitorang pun gerak la ke cameron..aku rasa tak sedap hati la jugak bila teringatkan ikan tapi DH kata dah letak feeder sume kan so nk risau apa.
Taknak risau pun xboleh jugak brooo.. Balik dari cameron masuk je bilik, Allahuakbar! Disaster. The feeder din exactly feed the fish, and the fan, being super powerful, had blown half of the water out of the tank and all over our room, soaking the bed. Aku baru tuka cadar tu tau seblum pegi! I totally felt like bursting into tears time tuh. Nasib baik DH kemas balik sume bende..kalau tak, sedih aku tau.
The next day nak mengubati hati yg luka sbb a couple of corals perished while we were gone and we wanted to return some fishies cz they were being such a bully to the tang and the new yellow banded maroon clown, kitorang pegi beli ikan. A mandarin, a bicolored angel, a red striped angel, and a bicolored chromis. Tangki tak smpi 2 ft tapi ikan macam untuk 5 ft haha.
The angels were shy when introduced to the tank, and the bicolor died the next day..dammit. The red stripe seems to be doing fine now and isnt as shy, which is good that i get to see the pretty fella more often.
Semangat je cite pasal ikan.. Cameron haritu ape cer kan? Best la jugakk.. Tapi sejuk ahh sbb musim hujan skang. Taun lepas aku g takde la sejuk camtu jadi aku tak bawak ah stokin ke jadah ape pun. Silap besar silap besar.
Aku suka la g cameron dgn family. Sume org cam kaki jalan patu sporting so it was fun. The only thing i disliked was the homestay, especially the toilets. Ahhhhhh. Bilik kecik. Patu ada plakkk dia position katil tu rapat dgn jamban. Haduiii. Nak taknak tido jela. Bape hari je pun nak kene tahan kan. Seriau dohh bila pikir tido dekat ngan jamban.. Kalau jamban tu cantik and konfem bersih takpe gak. Memalam bila tido badan keras je enn hahaha rasa geli nak gerak bnyk sgt. Dahsyat woi.
Bukan nak menggedik..masalahnye tak biasa. Bukannye dari kecik duduk rumah camtu. Masuk asrama pun nasib tandas dia tak dahsyat camtu..jadi mmg tak biasa la cite dia enn.
Akhirnye, we bought mists of pandaria. Skarang tgh sibuk levelling.. Aku takde masa sgt sbb nak buat keje and all. So far baru naik 2 level. Tu pun benanah jugak ahh. Dungeons are taking forever to que for, and levelling by quests takes about 6 hours per level.
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Finally finally
I went to penang yesterday, with a successful outcome.
I got the letter that i wanted. Hooray!
Now my application to ukm can be proceeded with.
Dalang kesilapan surat yg menyatakan aku dah benti dari usm ialah school aku. Apparently they didnt understand what i wanted so without confirming with me, which is the very thing you should do when you are not clear about something, but instead they proceeded with memberi kebenaran untuk aku berenti, which is obviously isnt what i was asking for.
Adakah sebab mereka memilih kasih atau dengki atau saja nak kata biar padan muka aku? Peduli la wehh. I got what i wanted already. So yg lepas tu..takpela. Forgiven and forgotten.
Hujung minggu ni the family is going to cameron highlands, makan angin. Aku rasa malas nak pegi la pulak sbb mcm serabut pikir nnt sape nak jaga ikan aku. DH kata nak beli socket timer untuk lampu and an auto feeder tapi aku rasa mcm membazir je. Natang tu dahla mahal, plus nak pakai skala ni je. Nak g becuti lagi mmg zaman bila plak tak tau la kan hahaha duit pun semput2 je.
Tgkla mcmana.
I got the letter that i wanted. Hooray!
Now my application to ukm can be proceeded with.
Dalang kesilapan surat yg menyatakan aku dah benti dari usm ialah school aku. Apparently they didnt understand what i wanted so without confirming with me, which is the very thing you should do when you are not clear about something, but instead they proceeded with memberi kebenaran untuk aku berenti, which is obviously isnt what i was asking for.
Adakah sebab mereka memilih kasih atau dengki atau saja nak kata biar padan muka aku? Peduli la wehh. I got what i wanted already. So yg lepas tu..takpela. Forgiven and forgotten.
Hujung minggu ni the family is going to cameron highlands, makan angin. Aku rasa malas nak pegi la pulak sbb mcm serabut pikir nnt sape nak jaga ikan aku. DH kata nak beli socket timer untuk lampu and an auto feeder tapi aku rasa mcm membazir je. Natang tu dahla mahal, plus nak pakai skala ni je. Nak g becuti lagi mmg zaman bila plak tak tau la kan hahaha duit pun semput2 je.
Tgkla mcmana.
Saturday, October 6, 2012
Adakah si biru ni sehat atau masih berpenyakit kusta
Took the blue tang out of the hospital tank yesterday. It seems to be doing better in the display tank than in quarantine. Pecking on algae, swimming around and not hiding anymore..
Fire shrimp cleaning the tang, just like in finding nemo, ala you know, when nemo was introduced to the tank and the shrimp cleans him up tuu.
We had the two camel shrimps traded for this cleaner shrimp since were planning on reefing, those camel shrimps might pick on corals and stuff we dont want it to.
Plus it cleans, hence the name. Its so cute to see the fella riding on the blue tang while trying to do its job.
Even though the tang looks healthy, im still pretty worried. I read on blogs where tangs mysteriously die a couple of days after being seen swimming happily. I just hope its not the case with mine. I really like the tang, it just might be the excuse for us to get a 50gallon tank someday lol, since it could grow to be quite large.
Im having trouble with my admittance to ukm. Seems like i dont have the right letter to be admitted. And USM isnt exactly helping, since the whole thing was their fault to begin with.. Why the heck would someone give you a letter of release when you specifically asked for a letter of transfer? Frankly speaking i dont fucking care about not being with usm anymore, all i want is the correct letter. A letter that has the word TRANSFER in it. Susah ke?
Rightttt, i forgot. Its always difficult when you only help people whom you think is of your par or greater. Pick between a minister or a peasant. Minister first, ignore peasant, he doesnt need a future.
How much more ignorant can the authority be.
DH has succesfully gone to the gym for a week straight now. He has lost 5 kilos. I am definitely a proud wife lol like finally he manages to force himself to lose weight.
Fire shrimp cleaning the tang, just like in finding nemo, ala you know, when nemo was introduced to the tank and the shrimp cleans him up tuu.
We had the two camel shrimps traded for this cleaner shrimp since were planning on reefing, those camel shrimps might pick on corals and stuff we dont want it to.
Plus it cleans, hence the name. Its so cute to see the fella riding on the blue tang while trying to do its job.
Even though the tang looks healthy, im still pretty worried. I read on blogs where tangs mysteriously die a couple of days after being seen swimming happily. I just hope its not the case with mine. I really like the tang, it just might be the excuse for us to get a 50gallon tank someday lol, since it could grow to be quite large.
Im having trouble with my admittance to ukm. Seems like i dont have the right letter to be admitted. And USM isnt exactly helping, since the whole thing was their fault to begin with.. Why the heck would someone give you a letter of release when you specifically asked for a letter of transfer? Frankly speaking i dont fucking care about not being with usm anymore, all i want is the correct letter. A letter that has the word TRANSFER in it. Susah ke?
Rightttt, i forgot. Its always difficult when you only help people whom you think is of your par or greater. Pick between a minister or a peasant. Minister first, ignore peasant, he doesnt need a future.
How much more ignorant can the authority be.
DH has succesfully gone to the gym for a week straight now. He has lost 5 kilos. I am definitely a proud wife lol like finally he manages to force himself to lose weight.
Thursday, October 4, 2012
Keys to a speedy weight loss
Absoloutely no sugar and no fat. Salt should only be reduced cz if tak amek langsung itd cause cramps in weird places thatd hurt like crazy.
Protein is a must.
Nak tone up, exercise and do weights/resistance. Taknak tone nak kurus je takyah exercise. Tapi baikla ko eksesais sket.. Cantik sket kan.
On average itd take a month for results to show, but yea it varies with people. Kekadang cepat. Dont give up on it if youre taking sometime longer to slim down.
Happy losing weight!
Protein is a must.
Nak tone up, exercise and do weights/resistance. Taknak tone nak kurus je takyah exercise. Tapi baikla ko eksesais sket.. Cantik sket kan.
On average itd take a month for results to show, but yea it varies with people. Kekadang cepat. Dont give up on it if youre taking sometime longer to slim down.
Happy losing weight!
Sunday, September 30, 2012
Sick fish
The whitespots on the tang got even worse after the freshwater dip treatment. We had to act fast otherwise the poor thing would die as the parasites feeds on its flesh and blood..puitis sungguh! Haha
Sooooo we took action by setting up a quarantine tank. Using the previous tank, we bought a smaller filter pump, some live rock to host the bacterias, and a small bottle of chelated copper as medication for the fish. Copper works well on eliminating parasites but overdosing could cause poisoning and death to the fish. It also degrades by time so additional solution should be added and its concentration in the water should be monitored. Too high fish dies too low fish dies too lol. It says that i should put 2ml for every 50 litres, after calculating the water volume, all i needed was only 0.3ml. I din have anything to measure the exact amount but i remembered one of my lecturers used to say that a drop equals to 0.1ml. Jadi aku pun bedal la boh 4 titik. Cuak gak ni kot2 memory tu aku reka sendiri dlm kepala kan, kang mapuhh plokk ikang ni. Tgk2 keesokan harinye molek skek, yay!
Ohh and we went to the local fish shop and got a couple of ugly corals for the tank. I hate them cz theyre not as colorful as the expensive ones but whatever. We got them for free so papejela.
The hospital
The recovering blue tang
The tanks
The ugly freebies
Haaa pastuuu ada sekor ikan aku yg aku ckp missing in action and is thought to be dead and its carcass eaten by the forever hungry shrimps, rupenye mmg dah mati. Tapi tidak dimakan udang, cuma mati kering lol. He jumped out of the tank, menggeletik sensorang kat dlm baldi tu sampai laaa mati patu jadi ikan kering.
A lesson for all escapist fishiesss
Aku nak simpan tapi DH tak bagi. Dia cakap kuman. Akupun buang luar tingkap.
Hari ni aku main squash 2 kali. Pagi dgn prof hood salleh( power org tua ni, malaysias national champion of the year 1975. Lutut nak tercabut pun bully aku like crazy) ptg dgn bosto. Now kaki aku rasa malas nak berdiri... Aku nak je jalan2 lagi tapi kaki aku ckp cukup2 la seksa dia.
Sooooo we took action by setting up a quarantine tank. Using the previous tank, we bought a smaller filter pump, some live rock to host the bacterias, and a small bottle of chelated copper as medication for the fish. Copper works well on eliminating parasites but overdosing could cause poisoning and death to the fish. It also degrades by time so additional solution should be added and its concentration in the water should be monitored. Too high fish dies too low fish dies too lol. It says that i should put 2ml for every 50 litres, after calculating the water volume, all i needed was only 0.3ml. I din have anything to measure the exact amount but i remembered one of my lecturers used to say that a drop equals to 0.1ml. Jadi aku pun bedal la boh 4 titik. Cuak gak ni kot2 memory tu aku reka sendiri dlm kepala kan, kang mapuhh plokk ikang ni. Tgk2 keesokan harinye molek skek, yay!
Ohh and we went to the local fish shop and got a couple of ugly corals for the tank. I hate them cz theyre not as colorful as the expensive ones but whatever. We got them for free so papejela.
The hospital
The recovering blue tang
The tanks
The ugly freebies
Haaa pastuuu ada sekor ikan aku yg aku ckp missing in action and is thought to be dead and its carcass eaten by the forever hungry shrimps, rupenye mmg dah mati. Tapi tidak dimakan udang, cuma mati kering lol. He jumped out of the tank, menggeletik sensorang kat dlm baldi tu sampai laaa mati patu jadi ikan kering.
A lesson for all escapist fishiesss
Aku nak simpan tapi DH tak bagi. Dia cakap kuman. Akupun buang luar tingkap.
Hari ni aku main squash 2 kali. Pagi dgn prof hood salleh( power org tua ni, malaysias national champion of the year 1975. Lutut nak tercabut pun bully aku like crazy) ptg dgn bosto. Now kaki aku rasa malas nak berdiri... Aku nak je jalan2 lagi tapi kaki aku ckp cukup2 la seksa dia.
Thursday, September 27, 2012
Marine ich
Our blue tang caught the ich today.. Well im not sure wether he had it only today or a couple of days ago cz i havent had time to look at the fishes, but yea i had a good look at it this morning and i concluded that it the nasty parasites are on him.
We cant afford the medication for the time veing cz DH is freaking himself out about getting in shape so he feels like he needs to buy a shoe this instant, and theres bills to pay yada3 so i went for the hyposalinity treatment, the dip-in-freshwater method.
I filled a jar of RO water, put in the tap water conditioner together with the API stress zyme liquid (honestly i think the stress zyme is a waste, cz its not like he needs the bacterias right now), turned on the air pump, let it run for a bit and put the tang in. I dont know if the water temp i the jar is of much difference from the main tank, the internet says it should be the same, i think its more or less the same so i din bother to check.
He looks like he's doing fine, im leaving him a bit longer in the jar cz when the 15 minutes suggested was up there still were a couple of spots on him.
I should hyposalinate the whole tank but since theres other invertabrates in it it wont be safe. Plus its not a breakout so ill cure the tang alone for now.
Crazy parasites.. And i thought my tank had enough problems already.
About DH wanting to be in shape. He got a little too over excited about it after he watched documentaries of bodybuilders on youtube. After all these years of me telling him to exercise, and he listens to youtube in an instant. Well i hope he takes it seriously this time. Being in shape needs strong discipline and will, you shouldnt do it if you couldnt stand the pain, like when your muscles hurt and stuff you let youself believe that you couldnt do anything else until you recover. You have a life, responsibilities and working out isnt the only thing youd be doing once you start it, its something you incorporate into your daily life so its your job to manage between your responsibilities and working out. Unless youre paid to do so, then that would be fine.
If you work out and start scowling at everyone else just for being drained from it then dont do it. Youre not the only one trying to get healthy, loads of other people are doing it and they manage just fine so look upon them.
Harini tak niaga.. Aku letih apa tak tau.. Malas je kot. Haih.
We cant afford the medication for the time veing cz DH is freaking himself out about getting in shape so he feels like he needs to buy a shoe this instant, and theres bills to pay yada3 so i went for the hyposalinity treatment, the dip-in-freshwater method.
I filled a jar of RO water, put in the tap water conditioner together with the API stress zyme liquid (honestly i think the stress zyme is a waste, cz its not like he needs the bacterias right now), turned on the air pump, let it run for a bit and put the tang in. I dont know if the water temp i the jar is of much difference from the main tank, the internet says it should be the same, i think its more or less the same so i din bother to check.
He looks like he's doing fine, im leaving him a bit longer in the jar cz when the 15 minutes suggested was up there still were a couple of spots on him.
I should hyposalinate the whole tank but since theres other invertabrates in it it wont be safe. Plus its not a breakout so ill cure the tang alone for now.
Crazy parasites.. And i thought my tank had enough problems already.
About DH wanting to be in shape. He got a little too over excited about it after he watched documentaries of bodybuilders on youtube. After all these years of me telling him to exercise, and he listens to youtube in an instant. Well i hope he takes it seriously this time. Being in shape needs strong discipline and will, you shouldnt do it if you couldnt stand the pain, like when your muscles hurt and stuff you let youself believe that you couldnt do anything else until you recover. You have a life, responsibilities and working out isnt the only thing youd be doing once you start it, its something you incorporate into your daily life so its your job to manage between your responsibilities and working out. Unless youre paid to do so, then that would be fine.
If you work out and start scowling at everyone else just for being drained from it then dont do it. Youre not the only one trying to get healthy, loads of other people are doing it and they manage just fine so look upon them.
Harini tak niaga.. Aku letih apa tak tau.. Malas je kot. Haih.
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