When you realize the decisions you made recently is not what you actually want, you cant help feeling that it would be best if you could just dissapear from the face of the earth until everything gets back to normal.

Will it ever be normal again though?

Fuck.

Susah kalau dah bagi hati kat org ni. Nak ambik balik, mungkin during periods of time ko rasa dah takde sebab marah, tapi bila dah rilek tu kau rasa mcm ohh fuck apa aku dah buat ni.

Tapi tak apa lah. Tak boleh nak puaskan hati semua org. Hati aku pun tak puas. So be it.