Smurfs

SIL, DH and i went to see the smurfs yesterday. It wasnt planned that we'd go for a movie but then sbb DH bosan kot tu yang dia ajak. It was a good movie la all in all, tapi more to kanak2 stuff la bagi aku. Although i did shed tears when Grace(a character in the movie) gave her husband a copy of the baby's ultrasound photo..sumpah wei aku mmg nak redha je gugur ni sbb aku rasa bende ni biasa je. Takde rezeki na buat camne kan, tapi bila aku tgk bende2 cmni i cant help thinking that i could be the person with the baby if only i hadnt miscarried. Tapi tu ahh perkataan if only tu je dah menunjukkan yang aku snarnye tak bape nak redha walopun aku kata aku redha, im only human after all. Sometimes i get scared about the upcoming d&c procedure, takut nnt ada complications that i couldnt be pregnant after, the tears just wont hold back. Haih geram betul aku jadi emo2 camni haha klu tak dulu i was a tough nut to crack weii.

People change kan. Biasa ahh.

Im hungry, and i cant help thinking of squash too. A friend texted me last night asking me when will i be back in penang anxious to play squash with me haha biasa ahhh i beat his ass in the game all the time eventhough i think im gonna suck big time nnt sbb dah 4bulan tak main. Tapi takpe insyaallah boleh beat ass lagi sbb skill takkan hilang beb. Cuma masalahnye aku ni ada ke tak skill tu hehehehe.

Weii aku teringin ahh nak main sims kat ps3. I downloaded the game on the iPhone but it sucks, taktau la org lain kata best kan tapi aku tak puas ah main. Nak main kat ps3 jugak! B belikan i sims 3!!!!!

Btw kelaka doh how smurfs curse.. 'smurf smurf smurfity smurf' :D