Saturday, August 13, 2011

Tension tension

tegang urat segala, takbole berak siut, dah 3 hari. makan la segala bende pun, DH says its because i eat too much junk. woi mana ada aku makan junkfood dohh, stakat garam belacan tu, pedas kot, supposed to make me berak, not keep my shit within me. haih. kan best if boleh makan laxatives. berak je terus, ni takboleh amek any kinds of medication langsung la plakk. payah betul. ive been squatting for more than an hour now, slalunye this would make me feel like id pass motion, but then tak rasa ape plak lagi ni. pelik betul.

berdenyuitt perut aku woo, smpi ke ulu hati rasa bedenyut.

maybe taik ni nak tunggu aku upload gambar lego DH dulu kot, baru dia nak balik rumah dia (jamban)

i havent been practicing the guitar for quite sometime, tak turun gym for quite sometime jugak, i feel like weightlifting 100kgs so that my muscles would appear permanent instantly(but of course, we all know it doesnt work that way, gotta go slow and steady with the weights for the muscles to groooowwwww)

i feel like going for a swim evertime after iftar, but then id feel guilty of not going for terawih, tapi pegi swimming, buat bende yang suka boleh. walaupun terawih tu sunat je eh. haha. poyo kan aku. aku rasa ramadhan kali ni macam rugi ahhh, sbb tak curik peluang cari pahala byk2. dahla dosa menimbun, pahala free takmo amek plak.

harini aku tak masak pun, MIL cooked everything, aku tolong sikit je, hahaha patu aku ikut DH kuar cari barang. i bought a bottle of organic apple strawberry drink, but darn it! it tastes like air asam jawa je. dah ahh mahal, minum asam jawa je rupenye.

aku rasa mungkin kejap lagi bia DH kuar, aku nak berusaha untuk berak, patu nak naik turun tangga jela. taksempat nak g gym, gym tutup kol 10, so aku angkat lesung batu je sudah, sama je bendenye, janji berat, konfem bole naik muscle (klu buat berterusan laa hahaha, dlm saat2 kemalasan aku ni, mampukah?? aku rasa malas DH nak exercise, dah terpercik kat aku ahh. chet)

raya tahun ni kat kampung siuttt, haha mcm tak percaya je. setelah 20 tahun beraya dibandar, penuh dgn kemodenan dan ke-stylo-an dunia, akhirnya aku beraya kat kampung. Dulu aku ingat raya kampung macam tak best ahh, sbb pasir2 and all aku tak bape suka, tapi lepas skali DH bawak aku balik kemaman, mcm best la pulak surrounding dia kan, kampung2 lek2 camtu. paling aku suka pegi pantai laa, kat Cherating tu, DH pun suka sbb dia boleh jadi ikan bila mandi laut( dulu aku tak suka pantai sbb pasir gak, aku rasa serabut bila pasir masuk slipar, celah2 suar sume tapi since aku lepak tepi pantai malam2 kat penang, rasa macam syiok la plak!) DH kata nnt raya nak g pantai gak yeye. padahal lama lagi nak raya ni...
 

Friday, August 12, 2011

modest iftars

since start pose smpi la skarang, xde pun lauk buka yang byk gila ke apa. all very modest. haha, cam bagus ahh gak, prevents from over-eating, bloating stomach yang slalunya aku experience time buka kat umah.

well well, no wonder berat aku tak naik, sbb tak makan mcm orang gila rupenye. unlike previous ramadhans, (pose kat rumah parents aku) mak aku masak meriah gila ahh, aku mesti duduk kat meja tu makan lauk smpi habis, patu takle nak bgn sbb perut full gila. skarang ni takde la, lauk common kat umah ni ialah sayur rebus, klu takde sayur rebus, ada gulai. ikan goreng is a must. patu ada ulam2.  kira biasanya ada 3 lauk je.

today theres only MIL, DH and me je kat umah. so aku buat nasik goreng je suda. dgn ikea meatballs,  senang nak basuh hahaha takyah hidang2 pun.

MIL klu masak asam pedas, mcm masak singgang. aku tak bape biasa ahh makan asam pedas yang bukan asam pedas, tapi aku bole je makan janji ada rasa. cz according to MIL, FIL doesnt like the normal asam pedas. ahh well, food has never been a big deal pun, so aku makan je sume. berak kuar taik gak. ke korang berak kuar makanan tu balik ke camne?

aku klu pasal makanan, aku tak kesa la nak makan apa pun, tapi berpada2 la, patu jgn nak buruk lantak sgt, makan mcm theres no tomorrow. relax suda, bukan ada bende nak dikejar.

for three days straight ive been eating 'colek' though. pedas gila babi garam belacan aku hahaha, tapi aku makan gak. first 2 days aku makan pelam, masam gila smpi sakit gigi, harini makan epal sbb pelam dah habis and takde kete nak kuar g beli jambu ke whatever buah yang sesuai. bru kali ni aku letak belacan in my garam belacan though, seblum ni just sugar and chillies je in sweet soy. bila letak belacan tu baru laaa aku perasan that im supposed to put belacan in it kann, sbb bau dia bru ahh sama mcm garam belacan kat mana2 fruit stalls. mcm jakun doh, haha. nama pun garam belacan, tapi tak taruk belacan.

four more days till my next checkup! kurik and eek tak bawak g vet lagi bulan ni, aku tak buat lesen baru lagi, kete tak hantar service lagi, sume bende2 ni nak buat dgn DH tapi dia bolehh plak guna alasan bulan puasa ni penat lebih, tak boleh nak buat, nnt laa pikir lain or nnt la cari jpj dulu kat mana or nnt la hantar kucing. padahal aku rasa klu aku buat dah siap dah pun. pemalas DH ni. jadi summer bear je kat rumah.

bila laa nak pegi terawih ni. bosan laa tak bergerak after iftar. hmm...

i was reading someone's blog when i thought a name mentioned in the post rings a bell. and then i saw the picture of the man whos name was mentioned, and yes, i recognized him instantly.
he's the guy in the red tshirt.
hahaha, my oh my. small world indeed captain! my mum once told me that i shouldnt bring up anything about this man infront of my dad, but hey. i cant help it, it just excites me, hahaha i love gossiping about it so mmg tak heran la bila aku tgk gambar ni aku teringat kat mak aku kan.

:D

Monday, August 8, 2011

Backdated


DH claims to be Captain America -_-"

bajet2 innocent, wolverine gemok ni.


this was before we went to see Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows pt. 2.. DH semangat gila nak tgk but then masuk wayang halfway tido. penat katanya, aku dah kejut, dia bgn jap, patu tido balik, haha, perangai2. seb bek tak amek platinum tickets. klu tak membazir 40bux tu yaww.

btw, cerita ni, cerita yang sgt lama eh. aku tgk HP tu a week after it was released, tapi sbb aku bosan pagi2 buta ni, aku letak jugak laa.sometimes aku kuar, amek gambar, nak letak dlm blog, tapi aku hold dulu, bagi telupa berkulat sikit patu dah lama baru letak cite tu.mcm gmbar kawen la kan. tapi gmbar kawen aku malas nak pilih snarnye, huhu.

you know, i think people who cant accept changes, are in total denial. takut sgt rasa diri tu 'oh rupanya aku salah selama ni', therefore decide to think negative all the way. haha, kawan2 aku(yang betul kawan laa) takde pun bagi aku negative feedback, sume kata, sabar je, time will heal everything, mintak doa kat Allah je. nnt dah ada anak ok laa parents you tuhh. tapi ada jugak yang kata, ko buat la apa pun, bende sama gak jadi kat ko nanti, tunggu jela, jgn nak mengharap parents tu nak terima, klu dorang terima pun, sbb penat nak layan kerenah dunia je.

sume bende berubah kat dunia ni, rukun iman pun ada percaya kepada qada dan qadar. so klu takboleh terima perubahan tu, kemana hilangnye percaya kepada qada dan qadar tu? pikir2 kan laa. takpayah kuar dalil2 apa pun, tgk asas islam je sudah. like i said, islam kann, a very simple religion yang tak menyusahkan sapa2 pun. yang buat susah tu diri sendiri je.

Sunday, August 7, 2011

More gotchis!

I pow-ed DH for 2 more gotchi figures last week, time dia g cari LEGO. i wanted the CREATOR yang buat reptile, but he says its uglyy, i think he thinks that it doesnt fit in with his collection theme (which are obviously automotives)

but hey, ok pe, lain ahh sket. asek kete je. buat ah buaya ke dragon plak. dah tu taknak beli kat aku yang tu, pandai plakk bg aku tuka beli gotchi figure 2 bijik. tak kesa la kan sbb aku pun tgh kumpul figure tu, so i said ok.
this is the Ponytchi i pow-ed earlier. she's got a fashion shop, mahalnye ya rabbi brg kat kedai dia tuh.

Kuromametchi, owns a sports shop yang also mahal. cant they have cheap stuff so that i dont have to collect too many points?

Memetchi. ada kedai baju
P/S: background dia yang berlipat2 tu ialah DH yang sexy tgh syiok pasang LEGO heheheh
 basically the gotchis that sell stuff other than food mmg jual brg dorang mahal2 ehh, penat tau aku kene main game nak kumpul points to buy their stuff. nevertheless syiokk ahh nak kumpul points tu, sbb i have quite a variety of figures now, (although aku mmg tak puas hati sbb tak cukup collection lagi) and that makes me choose from a pretty wide(not so wide lah) selection of mini games. best3.

smalam berbuka ramai2 kat rumah aku, mula2 aku rasa serabut la sbb aku takut doh nak masak utk ramai2 orang, especially during puasa ni, takut tak sedap, aku buat kari kambing, MIL buat ayam masak merah, FIL buat nasik arab. SIL buat salad. pakai beras sekilo stengah, haha byk gilaa lebihh, orang sume bajet2 nak diet kann termasuk ahh aku skali so nasik tu macam tak luak laa eventhough orang dah amek byk pun, tapi sedap gak nasik tu. and the lamb curry turned out ok laa, bole makan, what a relieve mann. aku takut orang takleh makan je, tapi klu boleh kira lulus ahh tu.

berat aku tak naik mana pun. ke sebab awal lagi? ke sebab bulan pose? ke sbb aku makin kurus? hahahaha. jgn kurus sgt, tak dan punn nak exercise bulan poser ni, klu kat USM lain la, kat sini exercise aku masak, basuh pinggan, kemas rumah, baring2 tgk tv je. haha. tapi yang aku tau maintain je ahh.sbb none of my outfits seem ill-fitting or anything. perut makin buncit, tapi sbb aku tak berak. apa bende laa yang ada dlm perut aku ni smpi taik takmo kuar. squash court ke? ke ada tamagotchi gakk, taik aku nak main? ke ada taman permainan power? aku bukan sembelit tau, sbb everytime aku berak, taik kuar sedap je, cuma dia kuar jarang2. ye la kot, mungkin ada bende yang menyeronokkan dlm perut aku smpi dia reluctant gila nak kuar. i have another 9 more days before i go for my second checkup. im now what, 12 weeks and 6 days? Alhamdulillah laa nothing went wrong so far. tak tau aaa sbb awal sgt lagi nak tau anything wrong ke apa kan, but then yang aku dgr yang senang miscarriagenyee dlm first trimester. after that bukan bole buat sukati plak ehh, kene jaga gakk, cumanye the risks of miscarriage ni time awal2 ni aa. haha aku dgr MIL, kawan2 cite je, aku mana tau apa pun.

my tamagotchi had an egg this morning and it hatched! aku nak busykan diri dgn menatang ni ahh kejap, nak pass the time sementara nak tunggu SIL call aku utk amek dia dari skola. DH takde, kuar pegi repair wiring kete, tu pun seb bek dia g hantar MIL keje tadi, tu pun mcm emo2 dgn aku sbb dia kata dia penat la, ckp smalam aku dah janji nak hantar la ape la. aku mmg kata nak hantar pun, tapi aku saja jee nak suruh dia bgn antar mak jap,  klu tak mmg tak bgn pagi laa gemok tuu. kononnye time pose ni penat lebih, takleh nak g workshop ke apa, sbb nnt rasa nak pengsan haha lawak betul DH ni suka sgt buat comel2 yang tahpape. jalan2 lama2 kat mall time pose pun pun takleh, eii mcm mintak luku je. seb bek aku paham dia ni suka menggedik tak kene tempat so tak heran laa klu dia gedik lebih time pose ni dimana itu takleh ini takleh sumenye takbolehh huhu. tapi klu ada interest dia dlm bende tu, kemain aktif plakk. takde plak nak penat. aku pun malas2 gak time pose ni, tapi takle nak malas sgt laa, serabut rumah je. aku gak yang semak tgk.

aku slalu terpikir nak pegi gym before berbuka, tapi susah ahh, sbb nnt MIL nak masak lauk dia, and klu takde orang nak tolong dia nnt dia serabut. haha. lauk yang besar2 tu aku masak awal2 laa sbb aku tak suka serabut sgt time nak buka, klu boleh aku nak masak sume awal, biar nnt nak buka masak nasik je, takde ahh kelam kabut. tapi MIL suka goreng ikan last menet so ikut ahhh, takde hal pun.

yo mama, i hope you and the rest are all well. me is missing yous so take care ehh selamat berpuasa!

Friday, August 5, 2011

Gmbr kawen yang da lapuk

*click on the photos to enlarge ehh.jgn buat2 tak reti plak patu marah2 aku sbb taruk gmbr kecik bagi korang sakit mata nak tgk
perut besar sgt takleh nak bongkok ikat tali kasut klu tak kain tecabut, haha
my two favourite girls <3
Dijah comell
DH's aunt gets super excited haha
nasib la wei gmbr senget, malas aku nak betulkan

hehe :)

Kek kedai cina, ahahhhahahaha. tapi sedap doh.
;)

you cant imagine how hard it is to move in this dress. amarah betul tau.
Baju ni senang sket nak gerak.

DH mengandung utk aku dgn gembiranya
Aku letak gmbr2 ni pun sbb mmbr aku mintak nak tgk , so alang2 tunjuk kat dia yang byk2 tu , aku amek yang mana tak huduh ahhh taruk kata sini, baru market byk en en en hahaha.

DH dgn aku skarang, seldom exchange words of affection between us. but whenever he says stuff, mcm syg sgt pun aku rasa in peace, haha not to say klu dia tak ckp tu hati aku kcu bilau, tapi bila dia ckp tu rasa mcm this soothing feeling la. haha comel kan. tak perlu pun nak ckp slalu, skali skala sudah. janji makna tu penting bro, jgn ckp 'i love you' hari2 lepas ckp tepon laki bini tapi pegi menggatal dgn pompuan lain plak kan. itu mmg taik babi punye perangai la. you mean it when you say it kan b kan? hahaha jgn tak mean plak, nnt buat i rasa nak cincang u 15, mcm dlm berita baru ni.

eh yang cincang 15, internal organs dumped into the toilet bowl and some body parts hidden in the ceiling tu dasat siall. MIL says its purpose has got to be related to black magic, aku no komen laa, sbb klu nak buat tanpa tujuan tu , tak pun klu marah skalipun mcm tak berasas je nak cincang. sbb pompuan mengandung, dgn budak laki tuhh, bakpe dia nak cincang pompuan mengandung? gila laa what people would do to achieve what they want.

ahaha, i doubt so laaa aku sanggup nak cincang DH, dia buat perangai pun aku tak sanggup nak tinggal ni plakkk nak cincang.. penuh kasih sayang je aku pandang DH ni hahahaha (ayat2 bodek nak beli gotchi figure lagiii) oh oh tadi kitorang g toys'r'us, i bought another figure, ponytchi, and DH bought a few more CREATOR legos. malas nak amek gmbar now, DH tgh semak2 pasang lego, aku plak tgh duduk tmpt suam ni, kang gerak to another spot nak amek camera sejuk plakk sayang ahh nak tinggal area suam ni. huhu.

till then geng!huhu

P/S: i secretly think i look alot like my mum, can never be the same though, she's evidently muchmuchmuch prettier.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Bebelan hati panas sbb tak pegi2 terawih atas alasan yang bongok2 sumenye

its the fourth day of puasa, and i havent been to a single terawih yet. kete kat umah ni mcm tak cukup la kan, haha. some people just have to go and do stuff selain dari mintak berkat tuhan bulan ramadhan ni. kawan2 lagi penting maa. ye ye terawih ni bukan ahh wajib, tapi aku rasa, its what makes ramadhan special, what makes you  really appreciate puasa tu. tapi klu tak pegi, takpe la. tak dosa pun. cuma pose ni stahun skali je, kita pun bukannye tau kita hidup sampai bila, tah2 tak sempat nak smpi pun puasa tahun depan. tak pun besok pun tak tau lagi hidup ke tak. Allah nak tarik nyawa kan, anytime je. atleast klu tak terawih pun, solat 5 waktu tu takyah laa tinggal time bulan2 puasa ni.

nak mintak kat tuhan macam2, nak murah rezeki, nak permudahkan jalan, nak itu nak ini. tapi solat pun taknak?

aku takda hak untuk kata aku bosan dgn benda2 ni, sbb ni dugaan tuhan bagi kat aku, so i just have to face it. cumanya kadang2 tu, hati aku tak tertahan nak tgk bende2 ni jadi, mcm berat gila babi dugaan ni, rasa macam nak ignore je tapi takboleh sbb bende ni lebih kurang tanggungjawab aku sebagai manusia sesama islam untuk mengingatkan orang lain. orang bukan kesah sgt pun klu kita rasa sedih ke tgk dorang kan, sbb yelah, seronok dunia tu tak cukup2 lagi, smpi tak sedar bila nak kene solat, tak pun sedar, tapi buat2 tak tau je, sbb malas. kadang2 aku rasa, apa gunanya aku bersedih tgk orang2 mcm ni? aku dapat apa bazir air mata hari2 mengharapkan perubahan? am i kidding myself or what?

Allah bukannya bagi bende yang kita mintak tu straightaway, bende2 ni makan masa, sbb Dia nak tgk how loyal we are to Him, nak test kuat mana iman kita terhadap Dia. tu yang kita kene sentiasa solat no matter what, sentiasa doa no matter what. because if we easily give up on Him, dont you think its just as easy for Him to do so to us? haha.mcm tu jadi kafir la... bru smayang 2, 3 hari, doa tapi tak dpt pun apa yang dihajatkan terus kata 'i dah solat dah tapi i rasa mmg tak boleh la'. mcm mana boleh ada pikiran mcm ni weh? dulu tak cukup blaja agama ke apa smpi boleh pikir macam ni? tahpape la. Allah tu maha pemurah doh, mintak je la smpi dpt, tak kira la bapa lama pun. sabar separuh dari iman, klu takde sabar tu, apa yang ko ada? sbb aku tgk bende2 lain takde mana pun kat ko. so what makes you call yourself a muslim? haih. insyaAllah laa aku rasa lambat laun nnt(jgn lambat sgt plakk ye yang malas solat tu nnt menyesal tak sudah) tuhan makbulkan jugak doa aku ni. tak susah pun nak doa lepas solat ke ape.

we live in a family, its not only my job to think whats best for everyone but its yours too. if i fail to do so then it doesnt mean you should leave things how they are or make things worse. apa guna tuhan bagi lelaki jadi ketua keluarga? to make his family sad, suffer ke? pikir2 la wehh. dah besar,tua dah doh. ikutkan marah tu sampai mati pun tak dapat apa. masuk neraka je. klu itu yang u nak, then teruskan laa perangai skarang ni smpi bila2. jgn menyesal tak sudah je nanti, sbb pilihan ni u yang buat.

selamat beramal!

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Poser wei!

Penat gak ahhh poser ni, sbb aku haruslah jadi lebih rajin sikit, nak kene masak utk buka kan. MIL aku keje, mmg tak sempat ahh klu nak bagi dia je buat sume, smalam aku tinggal kat dia ikan dgn sayur utk digoreng(aku kuar dgn DH cari air utk buka) pun dia dah kelam kabut gila, sampai ribut dapur tu hahaha, kesian dia nak kene rush balik from KL and all. anyways apa guna aku kat umah hehehhe menantu mithali! :D on regular days id cook if i feel like cooking, otherwise id ask DH to take me out for a bite. tapi yang kuar makan tu mcm lately je, before puasa tahap malas aku cam melampau2 plak kan, klu tak aku suka je masak kat umah. sharpen my culinary skills tanpa bantuan sesape eh. if my mum is in good terms with me then konfem aku tanya dia sume bende, sbb aku malas gakk nak pikir camne nak masak bagi rasa camni ke camtu ke.pemalas aku ni, tu pasal blaja macam sampah, haha.tapi penat ahh, aku tido smalam dlm kol 4.40 camtu, panaskan lauk utk DH, sbb aku ingat dia nak stay up smpi sahur, tapi dia tido. so aku pun tido ahh skali, smpi time sahur aku tak sedar doh sbb when aku betul2 sedar aku dah duduk atas jamban dah pun. does this mean i slept in the toilet ke ape? kene badi mak aku, suka tido dlm jamban. haha. i slept after subuh then woke up again at 12, masak yang lambat2 dulu, patu kemas rumah, siang sayur ikan sume smpi ahh pukul 5, huu penat2. rasa mcm nak tecabut blakang aku. nasib baik SIL tolong gak siang sayur sket, basuh2 pinggan.

sebenarnye aku ni nak belagak sket in this entry. aku ada mainan baru!
 ko tau tak amender ni? hahaha ke dah lupa? aku rasa time kecik2 dulu ramai je yang main bende ni. ni la dia tuan puan, tamagotchi terbaru dari bandai. its called tama-go. the tamagotchis before have loads of various names according to its versions, and none are as bulky as this one is, even so i dont find it to be a hassle, well maybe i do actually bcause it wont fit in my pocket unlike the pokewalker. nevertheless, its super cute! and theres like functions to it which arent limited to only taking care of the tamagotchi(functions like:unlocking games, collecting points, shopping, remodelling houses) so tak boring pun ada bende ni.

the tamagothci comes with a gotchi figure which unlocks games.there are a few different figures to collect, and every single one unlocks different games and shops but for now i only have 2 of them. one comes with the tamagotchi, and the other-recently bought. its so hard to choose from the figures, cause theyre all so cute! haha nasib baik jual kat toys'r'us, cz DH ada member card and he needs to buy stuff to collect points for redemption, meaning i can pow DH for the figures whenever he goes there to buy his toys.
ni ah dia, the yellow one is Sebiretchi, and the green one-Kuchipatchi
haha, comel kann! geram je aku tgk menatang2 ni. the names given to these tamagotchi characters pun comel2 sume, all ending with -tchi which i dont know what it means exactly, but whatever, tamagotchis are fun! im on my way on collecting the rest of the gotchi figures, can play more games klu ada byk2 figure. menatang ni nak jaga dia mula2 je susah, (mula2 as in the first day je) sbb time dia baru menetas tu klu berak dia tak basuh je nnt dia sakit, patu dah ahh time awal2 tu rajin berak. the gotchis grow a year older everyday, and they can marry other gotchis to produce eggs to be taken care of as the 2nd generation of their family, and when the 2nd gen gotchi gets married and have their own eggs, then the eggs would be the 3rd gen gotchis and so on. however there can only be one egg(one gotchi) at a time in a single device so, sorry for the confusion of the word 'eggs' hehe. my gotchi character can also get mad if i dont play with it (or in other words, ignore it) and return to tama-planet, and when that happens im gonna have to start all over again, collecting points and whatever there is that needs to be done la kan. huhu. dlm awal thn ni aku ada game tamagotchi connection kat nintendo DS, tapi dah lama tak main. best gak la game dia, sbb nak kene bukak kedai tu dari kecik smpi jadi maju kan, cuma boring sbb asek2 kene buat bende yang sama to have the shops renovated. tapi klu kat DS bole shopping byk sket, and bole remodel rumah gotchi tu cantik2 sbb byk option, and of course, the DS is in full color kan. yang portable tamagotchi ni takde kaler, mcm screen calculator je. tapi takpe, menatang ni tetap best. if youre thinking of buying one to fill an empty space available in your life the you can get it at most toys'r;us outlets or at toy sections of metrojaya, parkson yadayadayada. kefor, giant aku rasa takda kot, sbb orang g situ nak beli barang murah, bukan nak bazir duit kat bende2 mcm ni. not to say bende ni expensive laa, harga dia standard macam mana2 tamagotchi pun, RM89.90 je. and the figures sells for RM29.90 each. ape lagi beli wei, comel ni! huhu

DH skarang tgh gila lego. sbb ape, sbb dia nak tiru kawan dia, si mily tu, but takpe ah, bende membazir duit ni mmg best pun, hahaha. cantik to collect but then tempat takde doh nak letak dlm bilik ni, how i wish we had a proper display cabinet to put in all the lego's DH recently purchased.
 can you guess what this is? haha, not telling. will put more pictures of the completed legos nnt when im bored doing everything else, and totally feel like blogging, only then you'll see what this actually is. i think ill have an early night tonite, mengantukk dohh. esok nak bgn sahur nak bagi gemok aku ni makan lagi. dah ahh makan tabur2 kotor baju sume, bajet2 baby ah tu. tahpape tah. haha.

kata2 azimat hari ni:
klu tak solat time bulan pose ni baik ko takyah pose la wei. iyerr solat bukan la syarat sah poser tapi  rukun islam kot. apa kata time bulan pose ni, klu ko jarang2 solat before, rajin2 kan la plak. mana tau tebukak pintu hati nak terus solat thereafter kan kan kan. aminn. moga bila dah terbukak pintu hati tu, Allah SWT melindungi dirimu dari perkara2 yang keji.

ngantok woi!