no, dont read this if you think WoW is boring

hey guys.. another boring day to blog. DH and i, weve been like gaming all night for the past few days, sleeping only after subuh (well he sleeps after subuh.. usually my eyes wouldnt tolerate) so yea our sleeping hours are pretty messed up right now. omg why did i let this happen, why??

ive been thinking alot lately, about stuf that really gets to me, and almost destroyed(no kidding) me in the process but hey im a woman, i can handle anything and everything, at least for the time being. but seriously, orders were ruined because i didnt do them wholeheartedly, it felt like i was doing something but not really doing it at the same time and suddenly its done, you know? man i feel so bad that my customers are not pleased. this feeling i have right now, only real moms would understand. i tell them to someone else, theyll just think im making a big deal out of it, that im not being patient and allsort. but like i said. only a mother, who has given birth would understand.

whatever.

so today the WoW server im on is shut down for scheduled maintenance. BORING! ive been really excited about pvp-ing with my hunter.. im starting to get the hang of playing online multiplayer. maybe im gonna try Call of Duty sometime? lol. im gonna conquer the ps3 since DH no longer has any interest in it, and im gonna be like, -pausing on wow to play the ps3, get bored with controller then turn back to wow- haha. yea well its not that i want to game that much, its just that gaming apparently manages to stop me from thinking sometimes. SOMETIMES, see, lately its been that bad that my mind even drifts off while gaming! not fair. ah well everyone has problems so nasib la sarahh.

nevertheless im gonna wait for the server to reopen at 2a.m and collect justice points to buy heirlooms for my low levelled rogue! so much work to do :(

best in-toilet moments everr

hey guys youre back at my blog, reading my shitty post. literally, this is a shitty post cz its gonna involve shit.

see i went to the toilet just a while ago, cz i felt like i had to poop. and damn it felt super good to let it all out, perut aku pun kempis thus showing the abs i have lol(theyre not prominent, but you can see its there, ive been working hard on them you know, plus kira ok la ada dgn makan tak jaga sume haha imagine the effort it took me). but then i have this habit of whenever i pee or poop, i just gotta peek into the bowl to see what came out of me. and dayummm you wanna know what i saw? it was shit + red liquid.. well i thought it was red when i  first saw it since i was shocked and my eyes couldnt make out what color it really was until i took another good look at it, rupe2nyer warna purple sup dia tuh hahaha. gila kau, aku ingat aku berak sampai berdarah tau masa memula nampak the colored water my shit were in lol. then when i saw that it was actually purple, i remembered that i had some dragonfruit last night hahaha. suka sorang je aku dlm toilet tu. kejut aku je tau perut ni, hish.. lain kali tapis la warna tu sikit.

towards the end seblum nak flush aku tgk lagi taik tu, ada biji2 dragonfruit tu, ahahaha. apebende la.

no more ribena longan/laici...

WoW servers are being maintained today.. cant play much. i only had like 15 mins of playtime earlier today, cz i woke up late. i din exercise today, and i had ice blended caramel with whipped cream for dinner. smart move huh.. what a way to make the abs dissapear. oh speaking of abs, i told you guys i was trying to build my triceps muscles din i? well guess what, my arms are like super imbalanced lol the muscles are only to be seen on the right but the left? nothing! i tell you.. i cant force it to do as much curls as the right because its so hard to not let my upper arm fall. let alone doing more to compensate for less usage of the left arm.. sedih tau. despite the muscles, theres still a huge amount of underarm fat to be burned. mann i wish i could just use a blow torch or sum'n like it. but im not gonna get rid of them completely, tak syiok la pgg klu keras je. imagine boobs as hard as a rock. best ke pegang? haha nama pun pompuan, ada lembik2 sket, tu yang laki dok gila nak raba tu.

have you guys seen the movie 'This Means War'? if you have, then you might remember the heroin's(bukan dadah) girlfriend said this,

 i know he's fat and ridiculous, but he's my fat

the same thing ive been repeating since forever to friends who say whatever they say about DH. true dat woman, fat or ridiculous, he's the only guy that managed to take my heart away. apa boleh buat, taik kambing bulat, boleh buat ubat, cap tangan lemah :D

me wondering

u know i have a friend whos dad works as a taxi driver, and its obvious that thats his job, but my friend just wouldnt admit it when asked. and id go like, why wont you just say? why would your dad drive a green cab everytime he comes around if he aint a taxi driver? turns out that she has this mindset that being a taxi driver is embarassing.

keje kot. cari duit, apa ada hal. macam berniaga gak. aku tak paham kenapa kalau orang berniaga tu ada orang nak pandang rendah 'lah niaga ke? ish2 blaja tinggi2 niaga pasar malam je..' . noob gila, haha. org2 ni poyo je sume. kalau dia tau duit yang dapat beniaga tu mcm mana, aku rasa dia sanggup jahit mulut dia so that he could refrain dari mengondem org2 berniaga lagi. bisnesmen sume tu berniaga gak, cuma bezanya dgn yang pasar malam ni dorang stylo lebih la haha, tu yang orang pandang rendah tu sbb yang dok pasar malam ni selekeh je. slekeh tu aaa yang syiok, takyah pun nak kene serabut pecah pala nak pikir pakai baju apa g keje and all. go with whatever you have je. aku dlu tak minat doh niaga ni, rasa malas gila sbb aku pikir macam bongok je nak kene sit and wait for customers. but ever since i started, i must say, senang betul dapat duit mcm ni je kan. kira kalau tgh2 desperate berniaga option number 1 la, haha.

i wanted to have like an all night gaming session last night, but i fell asleep early lol landing on the bed while waiting for the dungeon finder was a baddd decision.. cz i planned to go on battlegrounds and gear up for pvp. damn. kemalasan aku ni, bukan di dunia realiti je, fantasi pun sama, haha. suka tu suka tapi malas tu takleh nak buang.

nvrmind though, imma do it today, right i after i get this posted.

some stuff left out..

hey guys, i know i did like a recent post on the same day, but i was just too tired to include everything that has happened, well at least the things i feel like sharing on my blog lol.

i had like a few photos taken of me and some of DH's super cute baby cousins that i dont think i would ever get to have them posted anymore cz i had them on my phone, and my phone is being repaired now, due to faulty wi-fi. so sad.. i soo wanted to show you guys DH's niece, super cute wehh. plus they call her apple cz her face turns red whenever she gets mad, and shes only 2 yrs old hahaha tak cukup cute lagi ke?

some photos i took from her dad's facebook. these are oldddd, hahaha, evertheless she still looks the same, only that shes missing some teeth lol.

so yea now i dont have a phone to use.. and data stored in my phone will be wiped clean. damn! i asked the customer rep wether she could have it saved for me, and she said- sorry no, you gotta do it yourself. and im like, whatt, i cant do that, aku pegi hantar phone pun walk in je mmg tak prepare pape la kan, nak plak g lowyat dari bangi.. mmg tak la klu nak ulang2 situ je. membazir membazir. so aku pun dgn redhanye wi jelah ke dia phone tu. malas nok care. wiped pun wiped la. janji phone aku sehat. pasal walk in tu, mujur ada warranty and MUJURRRR aku beli phone original hahahaa klu tak mmg parak la.

oh didyou know that Max Payne 3 is out? yes sirrr im super excited about getting the game for the ps. reviews rated the game superb, and aku tgk trailer kat tenet mmg stylo. nampak la yang it took a huge amount of effort to get the game running as it fine as it is, tu yang bape kali delay tu. kan dulu aku penah cakap dah pasal game ni, ingat nak kuar tapi tak kuar2 pun. letih tau tunggu. hehe. lama tak main ps ni since kemunculan WoW lol. smalam aku tny ah wai kedai game tu dia ckp maybe itd be in store today or the day after tomorrow. ahh tak kira la kan, bukan aku boleh beli bulan ni pun, sbb dah nak hujung bulan and we cant afford anymore money wasting after the unplanned Naga EPIC  thingy..nak bayar rumah, ptptn, lawyer, billlzzzzzz, ahh damn. seriously, if it werent for the epic edition we would still have enough for Max Payne. oh oh and were gonna get a new screen for the ps. initially we wanted to use kakak's tv but because its taking forever, we decided its better to get like another screen. 2nd hand 23" benQ je pun.. DH beli kat kawan dia, mintak harga paling murah yang tak masuk akal hahahahahaha. tapi tak pe la kawan diapun sporting so yay. max payne and new screen next month!

im trying to get like the macros on the nostromo and the adder to work in launching WoW without me having to key in my password, but damn theyre driving me insane! it looks super simple on the net but i just cant get the commands to work. what animal is this?!(lol muna, a friend of mine, likes to say this. siap dgn dengung ganu dia hahaha, an alternative to natang mende ni haha)

in-Wow macros are easy though. just copy them from the net and boom, done. still, gotta painstakingly figure where to efficiently bind them on the nostromo so that it would be miliseconds within reach.. serabut pale eh!

Look what gedik-boy got

razer naga epic, bukan yang biasa atau molten, sbb DH mengada sampai nak mengamuk sbb nak yang ni jugak

the naga out of the box

the naga plugged in. you cant see the glowing lights well cz i had flash on

flash-off. it glows many colors.. and its ugly when it does.

so yea, DH bought the razer naga today, eventhough when we made a deal that he'd get it next month, and that it would be the razer naga molten, not the epic one because the epic costs like a hundred bux more just cz it has dual mode (wireless/wired) butttt knowing DH i knew it that he would want to get the best gear when it comes to equipping himself for something he thinks he's soo into (more like 'so into' for the time being la kan, kang bila ada bende baru dah tak pandang dahhh natang ni.. biasa ahh manusia) tapi tak kesa la, cz i like the idea of us having loads of razer stuff for us to brag about lol.

so the naga epic glowed a number of colors when first plugged in, and frankly speaking, i thought it was really ugly when it did so. but yea obviously razer did think of people who wouldnt want it to glow that way so they made an option so that the user could have a single color picked for the mice to be lit with. DH picked green cz he said it looks more 'razer-ish' that way. i thought the epic purple looked cool. but whatever. its his mice.

what i think is cool about the naga epic is that it has an addon for WoW that would recognize the characters you use to log into the game and make the button settings character specific. hell thats super epic, even my nostromo doesnt have that addon! but it does have like the 8 keymaps i told you about so maybe i could share the keymaps with my other characters? or maybe i should just set the same key binds on all my toons so that i can utilize the keymaps for macros? whichever it is i havent really decided yet, cz its really painful to think of how to fully utilize my nostromo keys, seriously. it feels like doing first semester mathematics, and i hate doing first sem maths hence the D lol. but i bet when i get the keys going then it wouldnt be as hard, cz thats how it is with the keys i set up recently.

so since DH owns an epic now, i get to use the DeathAdder. a super nice change for me cz ive been using this really lousy wireless mouse which lags from time to time and has like improper extra button placements. yeuch..

well this is like the happiest thing thats happened this week, since DH's grandmother died last tuesday. DH aku tak tau la, sedih betul dia. kesian aku tgk.

ive never ever seen like a dead person upclose before, well not that i really went up close to her but yea, the distance between me and wang(thats what we call her) was pretty close la masa tu doh.

we didnt really have like a bond or whatever, cz we rarely spoke mainly cz i didnt feel like talking to her. the last time we talked was when we went to visit her(she stayed at DH's aunts house in a nearby area) and it was about children. wang and i, we were alone in the room at that time because DH was somewhere else and she asked me to massage her hands. i din have anything else to do so i obliged.

me: wang, wang rasa susoh dok ada anok rmai?
wang: tadok susoh2 eh.. kite suke je ada anok. kite jualang sume nok wi anok skoloh, nok wi makang. anok sakit kite dokleh nok tido malam, jage anok sakit. kite bukang nok manje ngat ngan anok, ade orang nok manje, kite takde laa..
me: hehe
wang: hm awok tu dok branok2 lagi
me: nok wat gane aming xmboh
wang: xdok org xmboh anok ehh seme nok anok blake
me: yea rightttt aming tak pungg
wang: org le ni nok anok buleh xmboh anok buleh. dulu xdok pilihang gini,
me:hahaha tau takpe wang! bosan tau kene ikut pilihan orang bende camni.

banyak lagi dia cakap tapi aku malas nak type, haha, biar aku ingat sendiri jela. ada bende2 yang dia cakap yang tunjuk dia sayang gila kat anak2 dia even when i din ask her about it.. well i can tell you that shes proud to have children, no matter how bad they seem, dah aku tak tny pun dia cerita, and i can feel her happiness when she talks about them. namanye pun mak kannnnn.

upon remembring this conversation and my final moments with her makes me teary thinking of everything else that has happened that has to do with her for the last few months. how i acted the day she passed away, like not paying my final respects or sleeping in the back when they were waiting for her to be carried away doesnt mean i dont care, its just that it felt really awkward because its not like she wanted me around all the time, im just an outsider who doesnt seem to care about her much. i just thought that her family of whom shes been with for so long deserves the privilege of sending her away more than i do so yeala.. menyorok kat blakang jela aku. haha. tapi tu ahh, yang dialogue atas ni mmg aku mcm sedih sikit la bila ingat balik dia cakap. mak mana tak sayang anak doh. wang ni mcm2 pun tapi dia paksa jugak diri dia terima utk anak dia. even dalam diam pun. maybe mak aku pun camtu gak kot? cuma dia tak sanggup nak mengaku? haha sbb wang macam tu gak!

semoga roh wang dicucuri rahmat-Nya.amin.

lies?

hooray for lies! hehe.

my thoughts on the nostromo?

mmg best!
manyak syiok!
awsome!
i wish i could bring the nostromo to bed and spam the keypads in my sleep, i cant get enough of it!

tapi, despite the ergonomic shape that it claims to be, tangan aku tetap lenguh spam keypad dia. lenguh like almost to the point nak krem, especially during Fall of Deathwing. but whatever, sakit sikit takpe, janji gadget cool gila, gaya main pro habis walaupun sebenarnye tak pro pun. ingat, gaya tu penting tau. biarla habis duit pun, takde gaya org tak pandang wakakakakakakaka. jk jk, apa2 dlm dunia ni, biarlah berpada2, kecuali beribadat pada tuhan. buat gaya baik sket.. tuih!

DH nak beli razerNaga bulan depan, and im going to inherit the DeathAdder. lol. basically DH and me, were like so on to razer stuff because of its practicality in mmo gaming (that and because swifty is sponsored by razer, despite the fact that he's on the alliance side but its ok cz hes cool so we support him :D). satu bende la kan, razer products ni cekik darah. i told this to a friend and he says this to me 'its ok to fork out a fortune for awsomeness' haaa, told ya gaya tu penting, hahahaha. lemme give you an example of the ridiculous amount of money razer would charge you just for an upgrade of looks on a certain item:

a regular razer Naga costs: 280
a special edition razer Naga molten(diff is that it glows red): 300
a star wars the old republic edition razer naga(diff is that its star wars themed): a complete 450 rip-off.

tapi klu aku ada duit mmg aku nak yang SWTOR edition tu because it looks soo cool that its almost as awsome as me with abs. butt i dont think id be getting a Naga anytime soon, cz were buying DH's first, and i think id be good with just the death adder, eventhough the naga has like 1000extra, progammable buttons on it, my nostromo has 100000000. so yea, itll all be good.

the only problem im having now is the system im running on, lol. so not cool because im using DH's notebook, and its not all gaming spec so it overheats pretty quick. the notebook cooler isnt helping much, and im lucky to have the nostromo to manouver otherwise my hands would be grilled to perfection on the keyboard. when we have enough dough im gonna make DH get me a proper gaming pc lol. tak fair tak fair, dia main kat pc, aku main kat laptop perang..

DH has started reducing his meal portions for the last 3 days, yay im so happy that he's trying :) syg sangat!

OMG like seriously DH?!

DH and i talked about getting a nostromo yesterday.i ruled out the cons of wasting money, but he was like, 'look, if you really want it then we'll go get it tomorrow, worry about the money later, insyaallah ada la rezeki kita nanti' .. hati aku macam nak berbunga bila dia cakap -beli jer!- tapi i was still partly worried about the unpaid lawyer fees (so unecessary kalau manusia boleh dibawak berbincang tapi nasib laa kan), but i calmed myself and set my mind on getting it nevertheless lol. apa kebendenyer nostromo tu weh? hahaha. itf the most epic gaming product ever created i guess?

kali ni beli barang razer dapat paper bag, hooray!

tadaa! ni la nostromo nyer kotak.

nostromo unboxed

nostromo diletakkan tangan jantan lol

pretty sweet, if you ask me, but ive still got a lot to get used to with this epic madness, lol, its like, too much for my brains to digest, theres like 8keymap cycles that i can create, which means like unlimited keys for WoW, but i dont know how to use them yet, because the manual seem super complicated to understand when im tired and sleepy (but im never to sleepy to brag about it on my blog lol). its fine though, just like squash im gonna learn this device step by step till i get familiar with every option it has to offer, because i guess warcraft is now like one of the things in life that i feel passionate for (other than the obvious squash and workouts). ahh i cant wait till when im up and energized tomorrow morning! i did like a minor keybind to it just now, but that was all i managed to do cz like i said, i feel too tired to even bother finishing the manual.

DH also said that he'll go to the gym with me any day now. yay! hahaha. if he manages to get fit then we can do like loads of stuff together omg just thinking of it makes me get like brain orgasms. banyak syiok maaa ahahha tapi kalau DH stakat cerita pom je tak tau la kan. haha, nnt aku pom mulut dia! :D

esok nak cuti lagi la, hahahaha malas la nak bangun pagi, letih gila ni.

Nikah ke?

Khaira Umairah, haha unbelievably cute last night. tapi nangis halfway pakai tudung sbb panas lol

muka mengumpat wakakaka

kecian dia lapar tau, a failed attempt to kempiskan perut nak bagi nampak lagi lapar..

who the hell?

i think im gonna start going to the gym today. DH's cousin (the guy in the pink shirt) rajin pegi, so maybe aku akan jadi rajin kalau ikut dia? hahaha. i wanna build some tricep musclessss so that i could get rid of my underarm flabs, patu nak bagi bontot jadi bulat2 camtu, skarang tak jadi mak lagi dah jadi mum butt, so not sexy.

DH has this epic craving of dominos pizza and barbequed chicken dia yang tak sedap tu, pizza dia aku boleh terima, but the chicken?? dah la fucking expensive for just 4 pieces of wings yang dibahagikan 2, dan diclaimkan sebagai 8 ketul tu. cekik nanah cekik nanah.

oh, regarding the pictures, smalam kitorang g 'akad nikah' cousin DH yang tak complete just because of a single form-complication (takde borang ke tak isi ke apa tah).. letih dohh tunggu 2 jam tapi takde hasil pun. kesian sikit la kat bakal pengantin tu kan (sikit jee sbb aku dok bape berahi ke ye wakakaka) sbb mesti dia dah berangan2 nak peluk2 malam smalam hahaha. tu ahhhh, susah kawen kat mesia ni. kawen cam aku je, senang. 3 perkara yang perlu dipercepatkan dlm islam, kawen, urus org mati, bayar hutang. DH ada cakap smalam, just because of the form, takleh nak nikah, kira cam tak patut la, he was like, bagi je nikah, surat tu nnt setel lain la kan, sbb dah sume orang ada kat situ, kira nyata bende tu jadi kan. tapi tu ahh, nak kata pung dokleh gok, sbb doh tu keje dia kan, nasib nasib.

bersabar jela. huahuahua.