argh!

WEI BENGANGNYE AKU TAK LEH NAK MAIN WOW NI!!!!!

Anniversary Dinner?

harini anniversary pok jang(DH's uncle) yang ke bape tah aku tak tau, hahaha, lupa nak tanya, sbb aku sebok dok suruh derang posing manja dalam gambar. tapi hasil yang aku dapat, ni je,

time makan tak leh nak manja katanya

makan2 ni kat equatorial bangi, the ones celebrating their anniversary yang blanje, haha, aku tolong makan je. my verdict on the food? biasa jerr, aku tak sempat nak makan semua pun, sbb kenyang. aku makan dessert je banyak. bende manis2 ni best doh, especially kalau dessert. kalau lauk pauk... haruslah ada balanced flavour. cant bee too sweet, otherwise rasanya, muak kot. entahla, i pun tak tau. haha.

i expected it to taste like something else. ha?

yg tiramisu tu sedap gila doh, the chocolate one. yang lain biasa je. yang purple tu rasa macam pulut hitam.. yuck

 banyak lagi dari ni aku makan doh, tapi tak sempat nak amek gambar. ada satu tu dia letak dlm gelas kecik, patu the bottom of it is layered with berry jam ke apa tak tau, atas dia whipped cream, patu ada tabur2 oreo. aku paling suka yang tu, because it tasted ever so light, not too sweet, just enough to satisfy my delicate tastebuds.. chewahh! haha.

:D

one missing

rare kot gambar camni, mamat ni slalunye amek gambar buat muka poyo.

 kesimpulannye, i refrained myself from eating too much, despite the fact that orang blanje, sbb aku taknak bile balik rumah nnt tak larat nak buat apa2 sbb perut penuh sgt, and lain kali klu ada orang nak blanje buffet camni , aku nak puasa sehari suntuk, biar time makan tu bole makan banyak sket.

rasa macam nak main squash la esok. jom!

ok aku cite macam keling haha

tak sempat tunggu kutu beb, DH dah menggelupur g beli gaming desktop. spec tak power mana pun, boleh kata low end jugak la hardware dia? hahahah.

tapi accessory dia... mak aii tak padan dgn status gamer yang tak berapa nak gamer tu la. i think he wants to make it up for the so-so specs.

haha ko tau tak ni apa? ke tak tau? meh sini aku nak belagak sikit g.

haaaa, kau ada?!!!

haaaa jgn memain tau, black widow ultimate lagi tuh bai. memula kitorang rembat je yang black widow biasa. dia ada 2 version, satu ultimate satu normal. aku tgk kat internet aku ingat yang normal tu ada backlit keys jugak tapi lepas dah beli tu bawak balik rumah bukak pasang sume.. takde! hampeh tul. aku kecewa ko tau dak. sbb time tu aku dah bercita2 nak main WoW dalam gelap, tapi keyboard pulak takde cahaya gemilang yang diimpikan.

disebabkan DH ni pikir lebih kurang sama  dgn aku pasal nak keyboard berlampu2, maka we decided to korek tabung habis habisan, sbb nak beli jugak yang black widow ultimate version tu. aku rasa macam kanak2 pegi cari keyboard bawak duit singgit2 banyak gila, hahahahha. why din we get the ultimate on the first place? tu ahh dia, bajet tak cukup beb. ingat nak sep2 gak la, tapi rasa nafsu tu membuak la plak kan, haha maka beli jugak natang nih.

bagi aku la, sedap sial pakai mechanical keyboard ni. bunyi dia pun best. response dia takyah cita la kan, berbaloi laa dgn harga keluar tahik we paid for. tapi who am i to judge or review bende ni lebih2, aku baru first time kot sentuh gaming keyboard, haha. selama ni pc aku tak pandang pun sbb occupied with ps3. skarang ps3 aku tak tau nak main amender dah, sambil2 main pokemon tu DH suruh aku main WoW yang pada mulanya aku rasa like i wont get hooked to the game because it seemed complicated to play tapi sebaliknya berlaku sekarang.

aku tak expect pun nak beli pc seawal ni. sbb aku ingat dalam masa 2, 3 bulan lagi baru boleh beli. butttt sbb DH layan kan nafsu dia tu, maka bende ni dibeli.

keyboard +mouse.. aku jadi jakun sekejap sbb tak penah ada barang macam ni, hahahha.

Mouse dia ni cam mid ranged product je, takde la mahal sangat. tapi katanya 'one of the most favoured' gaming mice la. aku kan , snarnye ada banyak cerita nak bgtau, tapi sbb aku excited sgt pasal bebarang razer ni, aku lupa nak type amender, ahh well. klu sesiapa nak beli keyboard atau mouse ni, takboleh ye. sekian terima kasih.

silap la wei.

rupenye jadi plak beli pc, hahaha. cara pantas DH nak dapatkan budget utk pc tu is to main kutu, main dua bahagian, and go for the early turns. sama gakk macam simpan duit, only duit tu habis dulu seblum sempat simpan aaa.

and aku dah start feeling the addiction of playing WoW. can you believe it? klu aku kenal WoW tu time kat USM, mmg tak kuar dari bilik la kot? tadi server nak shutdown, and i was still playing, DH ckp klu tak log out soon nnt progress tak save. aku buat bongok je, leka main, sampai tinggal 30 seconds, nak log out tak boleh! gelabah gila rasa berdebar hati aku, hahahaha, syiok wo main game perasaan macam ni. last2 server shutdown, and aku frusttt(sbb ingat tak save).. patu DH kata dia tipu je, maka aku pun garu kulit blakang badan dia sampai koyak sebab geram. haha, jahat gila. dah dia yang suka suruh aku garu, bila garu slow2 kata tak sedap la, nak kuat smpi koyak kulit. dah dapat nak bising pulak, apedaaa.

dia tipu aku ke, mmg betul tak save weh klu server shutdown? haih. risau betul. rasa macam tak senang duduk pikir kalau la bende tu tak save.

wehh, i wanted to show you some photos taken recently, while celebrating DH's cousins birthdays (reramai orang tiup cake on that day.. haha). DH's cousin sister bought cupcakes from wondermilk. ive always wanted to try them, because they look ever so pleasing, the designs are so pretty and from what ive heard from some friends, the taste is superb! tapi bagi aku tak de la superb mana pun, sbb dia punye buttercream tu, tak smooth. not that i dislike that kind of icing, its just that the texture makes it taste weird for me. aku suka buttercream yang silky smooth tu, tak tau laaa bakers panggil amender kan jenis2 buttercream icing ni,

tapi tak suka tak suka pun, aku bantai almost separuh dari total cupcakes tu ahh, hahahahaha. cute things can be so addictive :P

ballerina themed cupcakes. theyre vanilla flavoured

theme:weirdo. flavour, choc chip.. yummy

penempah cupcakes

satu bende ahh yang tak best wondermilk ni, utk tempahan dia ada 4 flavours je, and it doesnt include red velvet.. sedih kan. red velvet is my recently discovered favourite flavour for cakes, fyi la kan, haha. tapi tu jela drawback dia, yang lain aku boleh kata best la jugak makan kan, designs dia pun banyak to choose from. quality takyah cite, mmg puas hati. bayor mahal beb,klu tak sedap molek bagi kepuk 1000kali atas muka yang buat mende tu.

ballerina cupcake owner(it wasnt even her birthday haha funny girl)

fellyphant! haha. comel kan

pinata for the kids. ni time molek g

DH's aunt explaining rules and regulations .. semangat je.

pukul bagi pecah!(tapi takdok sorang pung wi pecoh natang tuh)

dead pinata..

pinata tu mahal dohh, kecik but darn expensive... gambar aku mmg takde sbb aku selekeh gila doh on that day, haha, buat malu jer. the thing i remembered the most haritu ialah, aku makan byk gila, sampai perut aku jadi keras macam batu, sbb makanan banyak kan, and i just cant stop myself from eating and eating and eating. 3 hari selepas tu baru berak kuar, bayangkan betapa seksanya aku within those three days, menahan perut kembung. tension betul masalah susah nak berak ni.

DH kata boleh ada anak sometime soon, yay! best gile wei!

Tak jadi!

Kecian budak ni sakit. Shes been on high fever for a week, dah bagi ubat punggung pun tak kebah dmm, pegi jupe specialist tadi rupenyer telinga dia bengkak. No wonder bagi ubat demam pun tak baik2. Sakitnye tang lain, ubatnye tak specific. Anyways im sure shell be fine soon since the real problem has been identified.

Ok tak jd beli desktop. Duit perlu disimpan untuk berjoli tahun depang.

DH suruh je aku main WoW kat laptop dia, and i did yesterday for around 20 minutes je as the cooling fan started to sound like it was going to take flight.

Belom lagiii dapat rasa addiction dia.. Bila nak rasa tak tau la, sbb main pun xleh nak lama kang meletop lak pc tu, so bila kene benti2 ni mmg tak dapat nak feel mana la kan.

Unlike pokemon, being portable as it is, WoW takkan dapat tempat dihati la buat sementara waktu ni.. Dahhh, duk layan ke komputer tu wat pe'el je.

Are we talking gadgets again?

Bebaru ni DH download a paid app from the apple store online called chaos and order(its like WoW, but not as awsome la, thats what he says. Ive never played WoW before).He wanted someone familiar to gang up with him in the game so he told me to get the app on my phone. Unfortunately it costs 7 us dollars for the android and the iOS community couldnt be linked with the androids, so he said 'beli iPhone je la, trade in phone u tu, android bukan best pun, i tgk u pung dok care mane tepong tu'

Haha. Taknak aku! Phone dia pun bukan aku slalu guna. Dah la screen kecik, tak sedap pegang. Baik phone aku ni. If i were to get a gadget right now, it would be the psVita. Teringin gila beb! Harga sama je dgn iphone. Nak bagi aku iphone pun bole gak, tapi jgn harap la aku nak trade in samsung ni. Samsung ni klu aku trade in pun, it would only be for the new galaxy nexus..nyumnyum! Hehehehe.

Anyways, disebabkan DH main game yang serupa sikit dgn WoW tu, maka dia berasa semangat nak main WoW balik on retail server. And disebabkan laptop dia skarang main sims pun jadi panas macam nak terbakar, dia juga bercita2 nak beli gaming desktop.

Gaming desktop takpe, aku suka la jgk. Boleh main sims! And byk gak game pc yang aku berkenan. Tapi tu ahh dia, tgk rezeki la. Ada, ada ahh. Takde sudah. Ive loads of other toys anyways.

Rasa nak g swimming la plak, jom?

kenduri

                               

ni first time aku try pakai loose shawl . seblum ni penah nak try tapi macam buruk nak mampos je aku buat, tetibe time ni aku rasa macam jadi la plak. what do you think? hahahaha. i know, aku makin sihat kan, hahaha. DH ahh, tak puas hati tgk aku kurang isi dari biasa. ada skali tu bgn2 tido raba2 aku patu ckp 'makan la banyak sikit'.. takpe ahh janji dia suka. walaupun aku sedih sikit dlm hati sbb aku nak badan cam nicol david!

pegi kenduri akikah jiran lama DH. makanan dia sumpah best2 weh, aku rasa macam nak makan tanpa henti. kambing bakar terbaek sehingga i was literally licking every bit of it from the plate, pasemboq sedap nak mampuih, sate dia best.. paling aku suka: aiskrem goreng dia beb. terangkat wa makan wa cakap lu, hahaha, padahal bendenye simple je, tapi tu ahh, aku first time makan, aku tau kewujudan bende ni dah lama dah, tapi tak penah dapat nak makan, plus aku tak rasa teringin sangat pun, its practically ice cream sandwiched by a mould(macam utk karipap tu so that )between two pieces of flattened gardenia bread, so that bila goreng nnt the heat wont penetrate the inside as to prevent the ice cream from melting. end product selepas dibaham:

sedap!

 DH melantak kaw2. bape kali tambah kambing dia.. eskem goreng tu 3, 4 kali gak dia makan. aku as usual cubit sikit2 jer dia punya, hehehe(eh? haha). btw, aku tgk real life punye keadaan kat kenduri tu yang cinta itu sesungguhnye mmg buta. haha, tapi pasangan tu aku cam takleh terima laa bila tgk at first, tapi bila dah lelama, pikir2 balik, rezeki minah tu la wehhh dapat laki macho kacak bergaya, haha. jodoh, ditangan tuhan beb. kalau kawen lari pun,kira jodoh la gak kekeke.

btw, seblum g kenduri tu, aku sempat gak main squash dgn bosto sejam! yay, haha lama gila tak main dgn orang yang boleh main, haha, i was soo excited about the match that before going masa nak siapkan keje tu aku kalut gila babi, jadi clumsy nak mampos. tumpahkan nasi atas baju DH and all, aku cuak gak sbb aku kalut2 nak g main squash tu DH bengang kan, kang tak bagi aku main plak, tapi alhamdulillah laa dia buwi hehehehe. and as predicted, i beat bosto all the way, he did win a set or two, probably because i let him haha, tapi tu ahh, aku dah cakap dahhh, mesti aku menang nye!

ni je aaa gambar aku dgn DH time kenduri tu, DH malas nak amek gambar byk2 sbb dia kata panas, ye ahh, aku tgk dia pun rasa panas, hahaha. tapi comel kan kitorang? hehe, syg sgt!

 tuu, molek tu muka tu.

ketagih makanan

DH skarang tgh ketagih makan kat red wok. its a halal chinese restaurant in bangi, and no denying it is superb. ive always been a fan of chinese styled dishes. DH pun sama, tapi slalunye DH je yang makan, sbb kol 9 keatas baru dia nak mintak makan menatang ni. aku kan poyo tak makan malam, so tgk jela DH makan.. kekadang tu aku cubit2 ahh sikit (kekadang youuuu, hahaha)

bukan aku yang amek gambar ni. aku copy from the net je, but this is the place i was telling you about. aku dah lama tak amek gambar, baru2 ni aku ada nampak something worth blogging about, dah pikir sepuluh kali dah nak amek gambar nak taruk dlm blog, buat entry.. tapi aku tak amek pun. padahal phone dah kat tangan, patu bende yang nak dijadikan topik tu kat seblah je. apa punya malas aku tak tau la.

gambar makanan dia, klu ko tgk mmg nyum nyum nyum laa but too bad, takde, haha tak pun aku rasa snarnye aku malas nak cari online. hehe.

anyways, good news! DH bought me a NDS charger! hoorah!

so happy that im frothing at the mouth

haha, konon2 main la sangat kannn, jadi tak kekhusyukan tu?

ahh, macam cancer patient? haha, aku baru balik dari kedai la.. tudung dah cabut, anak tudung je tak cabut. nak turun amek tudung? sorry la bro, kaki aku ni mahal, klu rosak sbb overuse, dah takleh dapat dah. haha. spek tu kenapa? panas la woi, matahari terik ni, nnt kecut contact lens aku, hahaha. theory ni sgt bangang ok, there was once when our pyrometallurgy lecturer organized a trip to the steel mill, aku time tu dah pakai contact lens. tetibe beberapa jam sebelum pergi, ada la classmate aku ni dtg kabor gini 'eh nnt jgn pakai contact lens, takut kecut, sbb nanti furnace tu kan panas..' aku pun dgn bongoknye 'oh ok ok' maka the trip pun jadi tak worth any shit, sbb aku tak nampak dgn jelas whatever the fuck was in the mill. so dari situ, kita belajar that senang2 untuk keselesaan diri, takyah la dgr cakap orang lain. buat je mcm biasa, klu jahanam sendiri tanggung la, ape lagi!

bulan ni saja dah bape hari cuti, best tapi bosan, sbb bila cuti, keje nak tido je. atleast time tak cuti, takde laa rasa lemau. weekend ni aku ajak bosto main squash kat sini. kesian dia, haha ni kali ketiga plan nak main, the previous plans had to be aborted sbb kemalasan orang yang jaga pusat sukan tu. benci tau! takde tanggungjawab. ni la susahnye bagi rempit buat keje. patu yang mana tgh jaga tu plak, menggelupur nak balik, bila datang nak booking court, mulalah macam2 alasan tahik yang menyakitkan hati aku dia bagi..

aku dah belagak gila dgn bosto ni bahawasanya dia takleh menang dgn aku. tapi aku rasa mmg dia takleh menang pun, hahahaha, aku main baru2 ni, kira  cm dulu gak la, cumanya shot tak tepat, eg: drop terutamanya. i still can volley drop hard, continuous figure eights, solo drills well. footwork cam biasa. tak terer tapi boleh lari la, just like old days.. hehe.tapi seblum pape, bende ni tgh pending request kat DH, haha. tiap2 kali aku tanya he'd go 'mm, tgk ah' patu jawab nak taknak je kan.

ahh well it doesnt matter klu boleh ke tak. aku dah paksa diri belajar hidup tanpa squashing all the time. dulu rasa bengang la, sbb takleh tu ni sume, skarang lantak la. terima je. tapi tak tau la in the future camne, sbb le ni court jauh, mmg payah nak pegi. kalau kat USM nnt, pusat sukan walking distance je. mintak2 aku tak meroyan je tgk the squash court nnt.

Lazy Sunday

a senior of mine from highschool got married today, congrats to her. tapi aku tak pegi, sebab dah beberapa hari mata aku lelap kol 3pg, patu siang tak tido. makanya harini lepas settle keje pagi, terus aku naik mandi tuka baju tido and tido balik hahaha. tu pun tido2 ayam sbb DH kacau. 

glad its a holiday tomorrow after a few days of being fully occupied. no work needs to be done today. can make myself lazy all day long, manyak syiok ma!

dah beberapa hari jugak aku tak makan dgn betul. rasa lapar gila pun aku buat bodo je, malas nak g makan. effect dia dlm masa terdekat mmg syiok, perut leper. tapi aku risau gak long term nnt, metabolism jadi haywire, blood sugar levels would rise and drop sharply ke ape.. takpe2 nnt aku betulkan balik. gotta eat frequent meals, no simple carbs, drink plenty of water, and most importantly exercise. skarang ni sbb hati tak bape nak tenteram makanya tak bape nak pikir pasal fitness and diet. 

oh DH's cousin, baru dajah 1, tapi semangat gila nak putihkan kulit. pakai bedak sejuk setebal seinci kat muka

i told her that she would then only be fair in the face and remain dark everywhere else, and she said dont worry when this one dries up ill put it on the rest. and then i said, you din put any around your eyes and mouth, i bet youd look like batman when youre done. and she looked worried, haha. kids.

Cewah!

Ada bos aku sorang tu cakap jiwa aku ni jiwa fighter. Fighter mende aku taktau la, fighter suka gado dgn orang for what i think is right kot. Because thats exactly what im doing rite now.

If people were to say that im exactly like my father, then i will be exactly like my father. If they were to say that i am not how they expect me to be, then be it. I for one thing, cannot please everybody. And neither can everyone please me, so gotta learn to live with it la kan.

Bagi aku, memang senang. Takleh nak find an agreement between, then dont say anything. Because tak guna pun klu aku cerita bende yang sepatutnye dibuat, tapi orang nak kata dia betul jugak. No point in it pun kan.

Tapi orang tgk mcm aku amek sume bende ever so easy. Things cannot be complicated unless you choose to make it so. For example a thing takes 10 minutes to make but because the thought of making it complicated makes the product even more better maka haruslah buat sejam.

Tak dinafikan, certain things are made to be that way. Tapi klu dijumpa method utk shorten the period, simplify it, then why not kan? Takkan laaaa bende dah buat sebulan ok je, tetibe sehari dua tak jadi, then nak kene tuka cara tu? Wouldnt it be better if the problem is rooted out? So that the simplicity of the method be preserved? Ke takboleh nak terima bende aku ckp ni? Kalau tgk aku degil semacam tu then biar je. Kalau bende yang aku buat tu salah, kene batang hidung aku sbb aku degil nak buat cara aku, then aku akan see thru nasihat2 orang. Tapi klu aku rasa salah tak heavy mana then aku buat jela ikut suka aku.

But then again, it is the law of nature that age dominates decisions. Thats whats said to me, diri sendiri tak tau la kan sedar ke tak.

Ikut la ikut la. Im nothing but a stranger anyways. I bet things would be different of i were actually born in the family yes? Dont have to bust my brains thinking of how to impress and cast myself away when i dont live up to expectations.

Truth is casting self away isnt all that necessary. I myself made it compulsary because i cant live with the fact that i have to do something that can be done otherwise. And if being in the crowd makes people have the right to tell me how to live my life, then takpe. Nak nasihat, ada caranye. Klu aku tak dgr then maybe cara dia tu tak kene dgn aku. Cuba lagi lain kali ehh klu rasa concern. True, i am one difficult person to deal with emotionally. Tapi alaa, bukan aku je yang difficult, ramai je lagi. Org buat2 tak nampak je.

Aku ni tulis sbb aku tgh marah. Writing it down, and making it visible makes it easy for me to explain myself. Because i ramble and babble if i were to say things when angry. Takde composure. Haha.