Who is at fault?

Ntah la? Hahaha.

Ok kawen lari, mmg salah aku. Tapi can it really be a fault, when aku kawen sbb aku rasa mmg takde harapan nak kawen dgn DH klu tunggu parents aku, knowing how they are?

Is it my fault that i dont trust certain people to know the fact that im married? Dahh, kang terbongkar plak rahsia, USM tu ramai je jiran tetangga aku. Kawan pompuan aku punnn tak semua aku btau.

Salah aku ke yang some people decide to act irrationally and start telling lies plak? Ke rasa nak menipu tu sbb kononnye nak contohi aku? Le ni ive got nothing to hide dah laa..  zaman2 tu dah habis dah utk aku, semak menipu bila jadi bini org ni. Laki ni tak semua yang bagi unconditional love beb. Mak je yg boleh bagi, tu pun aku tak berapa bernasib baik sgt la kan, sbb aku rasa mak aku bagi condition klu nak dia syg aku, Bukan you slalu cakap klu org makan taik kita nak kene makan taik jugak ke?

Salah aku ke klu aku nak buat keputusan utk just move on after all that has happened? I dont think so. Im just bored and tired with all this drama, and i dont give a shit if anyone wants to say yang aku kawen tak sah ke, nnt keturunan aku anak haram ke, yang DH menghalang aku dari jumpa family aku and making things difficult for everyone ke, all i know is that aku senang hidup mcm ni, hati aku takde susah apa pun. Mahkamah kata ok so ok la, nak buat kecoh apa lagi? Nak pikir sgt org cakap mmg sakit hati, so lebih baikla aku buat bongok je, layan org yang dihargai dan menghargai aku lagi seronok.

Keluarga mana yang patut dtg mintak maaf setelah apa yang terjadi? Ce pikir sketttt. Jgn nak rasa macam raja sgt, konon2 ada pangkat sume. Amboiii smpi nak bincang nak kene kita kesana. Klu ckp kat aku sorang takpe, ni org2 yang telah disusahkan. Who do you think wants to go after all youve done?  Boleh ke bawak masuk kubur sume pangkat tu?

Im really sorry, tapi if only you could ketepikan setan2 tu masa marah dulu, i doubt things would be this bad.

Pengajaran: Bila marah, mungucap la wehh. Setan celebrate suka bila bende jadi pecah belah sbb kita ikut hasutan dia.

OMG!

Sony has come up with a PlayStaion branded 3D screen, how cool is that?

for more details on this, click here.

I got to know of it earlier today, and i told DH about it. he seemed interested, but were on a tight budget so yeah, nak kene hold dulu lah kan, hahahahahahahahha. he did say its like really small, a downgrade laa if we ever decide to get it cz its 24" je, but hey, for me i think its great because its a total wonder screen. plus DH klu main game bukan nak duduk 10ft apart from the telly pun, duduk depan2 gak. kira screen ni mmg untuk close range la, macam main pc. theres this SimulView technology with it that you wont ever find in other brands which is really cool for split screen viewing. biasa splitscreen kan screen tu bahagi dua, ni tak, using the 3D glasses, two people would be seeing two different views, fullscreen, full HD on the same screen. 3D tadok, sbb simulview ni support 2d viewing je. that way youll never get confused with your gameplay. ive only ever played splitscreen with GT5 and yeah itu pun aku terconfused tgk screen aku yang mana satu, padahal kita patutnya awak kete focus kat jalan sepanjang masa, ni boleh plak kan nak tgk orang punye, haha.

heard it comes cheap too, just like the PS3 stereo headsets we bought, superior quality and affordable. maybe sony ni dah ripped people off enough by their other awsome 'make.believe' products that they decided to go easy on the prices of these ps3 branded items, haha.

aihh tak tau la, klu ada duit aku beli. klu takda duit, tak beli. yang penting aku nak beli bantal dulu skarang ni, boleh je nak tido bantal leper ni, tapi alang2 dah nak beli katil baru, baik aku biar cantik2 je sume. katil baru cadar baru skali bantal leper daaaaa, bapak huduh. dahla bilik kitorang ni takde apa yang cantik about it, harapkan katil tu jela nak liven up the atmosphere... lego2 mainan sume tu takyah kira laa, nampak serabut gak because terlalu banyak and terlalu crowded kat satu tempat. klu ada tempat display bole laa nak bagi cantik. huuu.

Gila ke apa internet ni?

Omg i hate the fact that the unifi connection at home is acting up. Macam nak gila aku dok nak upload sebijik gambar. I dont have all day tau, keje lain nak kene buat gak. Cinabeng punya internet.

Im currently having my menses now. Darn it feels so uncomfortable, before the miscarriage it has never been this bad, now it feels weird to lie down, to sit, to stand, to walk...to do anything la senang cite. So all i did today and yesterday was force myself to sleep. Slalu aku dgr pompuan lain je yang tido sbb period pain, never thought aku terjebak skali, ni aku pun dah bejangkit. Ke pompuan2 yang period pain smpi telentang tu snarnye dah penah gugur before? Hahaha.

Harini kuah nasi dagang masin sikit doh. Aduh. Tak syiok langsung mkn. Its not like i eat ot everyday, i refrain myself from doing so(konon2 for health reasons) walaupun aku rasa nak makan, tapi tu ah, bila suap dlm mulut tu mmg aku dah expect rasa yang balanced la kan, but all that i coud taste is just salty. Next time gotta taste first before adding anything into the gravy. Air ikan tu variable kot, makanya kuah tu takkan sama tiap2 kali. Ah well, i learn from my mistakes, sometimes. Hahahaha.

Wanna go jogging with me? I need to shed some weight. DH says i look ok but i dont think i can trust him much on this, he just knows that its not worth the time to argue about things like this with his wife because it just wont end, haha. Kaki ni, ya Allah susah betul nak kecikkan, apa punya baka daaaa, baka pokok jati ke?

iPad

what? haha.

hatyai pictures

staring intently at the telly screen

geng2 urut sokmo

DH tgh mengandungkan anak aku. sakit doh urut, just look at my face. pure agony ;p

fast food tepi jalan, klu kat kl aku tak beli laa gini, haha

DH's aunt likes this

kyra

Asmaa'. we share the same birthday!

while hanging out in front of the mall, some school band came and put on a show for the public, since christmas is coming.

elves, haha cute!

McDonald's in hatyai serve Samurai Pork Burger. haha, babi pun nak samurai.

Novotel Centara

model of the day

straight 'undercover' after splashing in the cold cold pool

kesian baby i, feverish that day

traffic light on the pavement, under the roof of the shops, sayang betul orang siam ni kat traffic light.

tuktuk, seb baik tak terjongket. badan yang naik sumer power2 kan. tu pun time corner makcik DH cam serabut gak ahh takut terbalik vehicle ni, haha.

this was claimed by the hawker to be super hot. never got to try it though.

tgh bawak moto pun boleh pegang payung, pillion dia tu lek je melawa kat blakang

bought the hat for 5 bux at the border. mahal kot, kain apa je.

Cool morning

I love it when it rains in the morning, or while im asleep near my awakening, because i find it a bliss to have woken up with the skies being shrouded with not so dark clouds, and the cool air makes me feel like id want to lay in bed all day with DH, hehe. Too bad we got to work today :(

My very own GameBoy Micro

Screen may seem really small but its really pleasing to the eyes compared to its predecessor, the GameBoy Advance SP.The pixels seem finer, obviously with the shrinking of the screen size. Tghari tadi smpi menatang ni. I wish super mario advance came together with the package, mesti best main ;(

biasakkk laaa pokemon master kan, haha

 Now otw nak beli gameboy color plak. tapi DH tak bagiii, dia kata membazir. suruh aku simpan duit. haah la simpan duit, klu dia nak bagi aku anak skarang semangat la jugak aku nak simpan duit. skarang ni sbb takde anak dlm perancangan,aku nak simpan mainan je utk anak aku yang mungkin ada nnt, duit takpayah... hahaha. tapi kesimpulannye aku ttp kene mintak DH jugak klu nak beli, walaupun pakai duit aku sendiri.

B,bagi la i beliii, pleaseeee! satu je lagi ni..

Mudah.my

I was browsing thru mudah in my attempt to search for nintendo consoles, games, and i found an ad saying that a NDSi XL box is up for sale, rm10 only.

Seriously? I bought bigger boxes than that for a less than a quarter of that NDS box's price. Nak beli rokok mak tak bagi duit ke, cina yang jual ni? Hish.

Still in search for super mario games, if you find any, let me know ehh. Balik dari hatyai haritu aku ingat nak singgah ferringhi jap nak pegi night market dia, because when i was still on my GBA, i bought most of the console's tapes there. Ori tak ori tu lain cita laa janji boleh main hati suka sudah. Skarang ni sume tape tu ntah kemana and because i recently purchased a GameBoy Micro, im gonna need a few to keep the machine running in pace, just so i dont feel that its a waste to have bought it but not use it, atleast for the time being hehe.

No pictures of the tiny beauty yet though, its still on its way, will maybe getting it this aftrnoon or evening or tomorrow.. I dont know. Cant wait to get my hands on it though! Hehe.

I think i would want to start a project of collecting nintendos sometime soon. The only problem with me is that i couldnt wait for an item a month, rasa macam nak beli sume skali tapi duit la plak kan. Tapi tu ahh nama pun project, collecting pulak tuh. Sah2 nak kene bawak bersabar bebanyak.

back home

went to hatyai recdntly kan, and as told before, mmg pegi utk makan and urut je, hahaha ada duit lebih tu shopping2 ah sikit, but theres nothing much to buy though, because the price of items there are much more expensive compared to KL, sandal fitflop aku ni, aku beli 300. dia nak 350 gak ahh, mahal dohh. klu kat kl the most expensive of fitflops would cost you around 350-380, tapi kat hatnyai.. 400+ siall. DH's aunt says that branded stuff there costs more.

food isnt exactly cheap either. harga standard je. paling takboleh blahh nasik briyani dia, ayam seketul, nasik warna kuning. 900baht dohh, baik beli nasik dagang. 5.50 je, makan boleh muntah kekenyangan. hehe. udang galah harga standard ahh, ikut size, 10-30rm sekor. kedai makan limited choice, patu mahal nak mampus plak...

yang geng2 ni paling suka g urut la, haha, sehari urut 10 kali. wKaka. aku tak koser laa beb, urut ni mcm takde la best sgt bagi aku, klu laki aku urut ye la sodap! hehe. kan bday aku sabtu lepas, pok jang treated me a pair of levis and 2 shirts. Mok ini bagi aku suar mcm kain guni tu, susah gila nak cari suar tu kat kl, tak tau laa klu aku tak reti cari kan. tapi tu ahh, yang ada kat british india je, which if aku beli sendiri, would cost me 400rm.. alhamdulillah la kan ada orang blanje hehehehe toce toce. tima kasih byk2 for the birthday treats.

DH bagi aku apa? takde apa pun. yang dia bagi-sakit perut dia and nyanyi je happy birthday kat aku. he did ask me what id like, i said i dont know, takpayah pun takpe, and he left it at that, haha. woi tolong laaaa, bagi jela pape boleh tak? what matters is the thought doh, keberkesanan hadiah tu aku tak heran pun, utk budak2 yela kita kene pikir nak bagi bende prektikel skit kan. i was hoping he'd at least have the thought to liven things up on my birthday, but harapan cuma harapan la, orang dah kawen ni biasa ahh jadi mcm tactless.. haha.

sesat, desicions

 i went to kl tadi to run an errand for DH. pegi ok, nak balik tu boleh plak aku sesat, haih. seb bek aku bawak kete leleh je, klu aku bawak kaw2 mesti sesat smpai ke johor. bawak kete leleh pun boleh terlepas simpang, apa daaa. dahla harini bawak kereta aku mcm agak focused la jugak, sbb slalunye aku mcm tetibe tgh bawak tu boleh termenung. hahahaha, sedar2 je mcm sikit lagi nak langgar, tapi tak langgar je. apo kono ko ni sarah? ish2

tali reket aku nak restring kat sini ke kat bukit jalil ke kat subang?
bukit jalil dgn subang susahnye nak pegi, tapi kat sini mahal nak mampos la plak. tecnifibre tu klu Bkt Jalil jual 50, dia 70.. tak guna! uncle ong of subang lagi murah, 49 je hahahaha murah singgit.

mlm ni nak g hatyai.. patut ke aku bawak sabun mandi berbagai jenis bau? ke nak pakai je dettol tu?(a different smell everynight to keep the mood flowing hahaha) cuti lagi hahaha, byk cuti ni not good for business tau. lari customer i. dorang kata best g hatyai makan2, urut2. aku yang kawen kat siam ni tak sempat pun nak g hatyai. spttnye hatyai tu aku dah bantai byk kali dah, since slama aku masuk ipta sume belah2 utara je tapi tak pegi pun. yang aku pegi- BehTong. tak g makan2 pun, g tgk org bogel. best ke tgk orang bogel, tiger show sume ni? tah la, aku rasa tak best pun. maybe aku budak2 lagi kot time tu, wakakakaka.

perlu ke aku gosok baju disini, ataupun gosok baju dihotel?

perlu ke aku bawak kasut?

perlu ke aku transfer movie dlm phone?

perlu ke aku bawak nintendo?

perlu ke aku beli nintendo 3ds?or ps3 sharpshooter set utk nak main dgn house of the dead? perlu perlu. haha. ni je yang aku reti jawab. jgn jeles ye uolsss, im gonna have my own HOTD with the arcade feel to it soonnnn.

dah 3hari tak bersukan, rasa tak best plak lemau badan nak pegi cuti ni. haih. i wanted to jog but its been raining in the evenings ever since tuesday, nak main squash DH tak bagi plak, dia kata nnt lepas balik cuti. apa kene mengene? tak tau la, mungkin dia tak sanggup nak berpisah dgn aku when he has nowhere to go but to stay at home, dahhh, aku ajak ikut pegi court dia taknak. wehhh lagisatu cerita best, sabtu ni birthday aku! i figured out what im gonna get myself for my birthday, haha beli hadiah utk diri sendiri pun bolehh, what about you people? have you guys thought of what youd present me with? ;)

a few days ago

i bought this;

yepppp, finally. dah habis main dah pun. i thought the story was pretty short compared to previous games, but it was amazing all the same. bagi aku, this is like a simplified editon of modern warfare, which i hardly can or know how to play and never bother trying, well atleast not yet. shooting mode in this game is easy, and im pretty confident to say that im pretty excellent in it hehe. kali ni game ni aku habiskan sorang2 je, DH tak tolong sikit pun! yay, bangga tau. sbb apa? sbb aku mmg terer. hahahahaha, eleh padahal ko main normal mode je pun, bukannye hard. tapi tak kesah la, janji aku berdikari habiskan game ni kan kan kan.

the one i bought is a second hand unit, steel case edition. nama pun second hand, maka online pass code nye dah kene redeem dgn previous owner la, maka aku tak dapat nak try main online. i tried LAN party, but locally no one plays this game on LAN, so, tak dapat nak bayangkan macam mana orang boleh addict main online(like DH's cousin being super crazy about MW3 online, sampai sanggup buat apa saja just to play the game). wanted to purchase a new passcode, but i dont know how. klu nak kene online jugak then susah laa, sbb online nak kene pakai credit card kan. maybe sometime soon id go to a game store and ask about this, really wanna try going online.

game apa lagi nak beli lepas ni? aku bosan ni duduk rumah saja tak wat mende.. ahhhh yesss tau dah, been waiting for this one game since last year- Max Payne 3. ingatkan itd be released end of this year, rupeye march tahun depan. tapi tak kesa la, janji bila game tu kuar aku nak main!

oh oh and im getting a gameboy micro. its damn rare nowadays, that i feel like its a bargain to have it for only rm250. but not so soon la, maybe in 2 weeks time, hahaha. i dont care what everyone else has to say, im getting it no matter what! sayang kat malaysia ni takde jual gameboy micro yang anniversary edition tu. baru laaa best klu aku ada bende tu?! hehehe. rasa mcm nak beli nintendo 3DS jugak. sbb nak main super mario 3D land. woi sarahhh, dah tu dah tu. jimat la sikit duit tu! nnt takkan nak bagi anak pakai lampin gameboy?

buatpe bagi anak aku pakai lampin gameboy, bagi anak aku main laaa, umur sebulan dah main game, baru ahh bila besar jadi genius!

i feel like playing metal slug at the arcade today. DH busy plak ptg ni. sapa nak bawak aku ni?

more pictures je.. malas nak type. haha.

strawberry farm yang sempit and has no berries at all

tukang urut ni ada dimana2 je, dah ahh suka tipu duit orang

pasar besar bandung, sesak nak mampus

murah ke? ye la kot, compared to famous amos

waiting for our bis, haha.

seriously, aku rasa cam kelakar gila orang endon panggil bus dia 'bis'. rasa macam bende tu snarnye dorang panggil bus, tapi typo caused it to be called bis, huruf u dgn i kan seblah2 je kat keyboard tuhh.

traffic was fuckin crazy! pakcik2 becha ni lek je borak2 bertepuk tampar .

bandung airport.. nak balik dah. minah baju hitam ni form 1 doh, besar gila. aku dah 22 tahun, kecik je lagi.

DH 12 year old cousin. but mann he looks older than he really is

SIL trying a pretty pose

<3 hehe. pakcik tu nak gak senyum kan? dah la marah kitorang tgk magazine tu. tuihh.

DH's uncle having breakfast. he sponsored most of the trip. thanks pok jang!

apahal ni doh? haha.

FIL tgh bajet gangsta

i love broccoli, but how the hell would it taste when juiced? mcm geli je nak minum

yang brekpes tadi, tu yang gagah angkat beg bebanyak tu. tenaga dah isi.

kakak(DH's cousin) nak buat macam candid when shes actually aware of me snapping random photos, kira control la jugak ni, tak candid mana la.

byebye indon

omg so sexy! hahahahaha.

chicken rice before balik rumah tido!

bangkok.. eh silap. bandung.

Rumah Mode factory outlet, mahal nak mampus, baik aku beli kat FOS je, sama harga.

makcik tua dan anaknye.

otw back to the hotel

tak sah la kan klu tak shopping? haha, second day tu pegi la memane fac outlet yang ada, DH's cousin (dlm gambar makcik tua tu) kata murah barang dia the last time she went, so aku pun ingat murah la kan, nak la jugak bantai seluar banyak2, dah suar aku tinggal selai je, sedih tau. skali pegii, mak aii, harga sama je mcm kat kl punye fac outlet, buang karan jee tunggu g bandung baru nak beli, klu aku tau harga dia nak naik mahal aku beli je suar kat sini. tapi tu ahh sbb dah pegi, so beli jela apa yang ada. kat endon, jeans dia sume skinny doh, hahahaha, aku suka gak skinny ni, DH tak suka, but i bought 2 pairs anyways. dahh, alang2 menyeluk poket biar sampai membeli seluar. selai dlm 190,000 rp, converted to malaysian money around 80 camtu la. one miss sixty, one paul smith. murah? cehhh, like i said, FOS pun sama je harga.

DH syiok ahh boleh beli baju banyak2. sbb baju dia ada 5 helai je kat rumah, pakai hari2 sampai rabak. 5 helai baju tu dah nak dekat 7 bulan jugak la, haaa. kesian kan. big sized shirts are so hard to find in asia, nak plak indonesia where the people are all petite. ada satu je factory outlet yang jual big sized tshirts, tu pun tak banyak choice, tapi apa boleh buat, bukan slalu DH boleh beli baju, makanya rembat je apa yang ada.

rumah mode factory outlet tu tgh on sale, so obviously it was packed with manusia2 rambang. aku dok tgk workers dia serabut dok lipat balik baju yang semak2, haha, sampai ada yang muka bengang gila babi, patu mengeluh, patu bebel sesorang. bende2 yang dtg dari kilang ni mmg susah nak cari saiz yang seswai doh, yang banyak sesuai yang seksi meksi la plak kan, aku nak beli takat nak pakai dlm bilik mcm tak berbaloi sbb aku slalu nak kene turun bawah, apa kejadahnye tiap lima menet aku nak kene tuka baju? ke nak suruh aku pakai miniskirt time tido? ahh buang tebiat. baik aku bogel je, lagi syiok dari pakai miniskirt.

Dinner at kampung daun. best!

ada satu malam tu DH's uncle brought us to dinner at Kampung Daun. located someplace high on a hill, the air was chilly. mahal doh restaurant tu, aku rasa sbb setting dia je, dlm hutan, atas bukit, patu cam stylo mylo gitu.
dia ada private pondok utk makan2, and pondok2 tu banyak gak ahh, sepanjang2 naik bukit tu ada pondok.

time dah duduk kat pondok tu, nak order, tetibe ada ular plak naik kat pondok kitorang, makcik DH jadi kacau, hahaha. sampai lepas dah tukar tempat, cousin DH buat bunyi ular dekat dia pun habis kene hempuk dgn handbag. hmm i wonder if mak aku hempuk DH dgn handbag dia haritu just the same?hahaha.

this is what i ordered. nasik goreng kampung daun. mcm nasik goreng usa je. hehe.

DH punye, nasi goreng seafood

semangat je FIL nak pandang camera. haha.

my big baby :D

eventhough the food wasnt as great as how i thought it should be, considering the restaurant setting, but its above edible standards and i love the atmosphere of the place, i wouldnt mind going there for dinner again. mana tau next time pegi kuar ball python yang rare plak ke kan, boleh ahh tangkap letak dlm bag bawak balik mesia. yay!